Mourn for my parents who gave birth to me

Mourn for my parents who gave birth to me.

More than 0/000 days after Dai Yue's return, the light has become an indispensable support. Like a cup of warm tea, in the cold night wind, my lips are dry and my mouth is dry, so I can't wait to drink it. The whole body is warm, and the fragrance floats between your lips and teeth. That feeling will never be forgotten.

When we grow up day by day and look at ourselves more and more beautiful in the mirror, have you noticed the wrinkles that my mother's eyes gradually climb up, and the once thick black hair gradually becomes sparse? When the years slip through the trajectory of time, what is left is the old face of the mother. ...

Eighteen years ago in October, she brought me into this world and raised me with her most beautiful time. There seems to be some nonsense in the long alley where she put me to sleep.

I remember being particularly disobedient when I was a child. I'm just a troublemaker. I have traveled all over my hometown. I remember once running to an old woman's vegetable field and trampling on many of her vegetables. Later, the old woman was very angry and rushed to my house to ask her for an explanation. I bowed my head and said nothing, even afraid to look up at my mother's stern eyes. I remember my mother was very angry. She grabbed my hair and gave me a meal on the spot. I also lost some money. After grandma left, I was even more scared. I held my little fist nervously, still afraid to look up. But just when I was afraid of being at a loss, my mother brought iodine. Look at my swollen arm and say, will you be naughty next time? !

When I am older, I will be a high school student. I have always been naughty and my grades are poor, but my mother wants me to have a bright future and doesn't want me to suffer like herself. Before the middle school entrance examination, she rented a house near my school and accompanied me to review every day. I'm afraid my nutrition can't keep up. I get up early every morning and make breakfast for me. Every day she gets up earlier than me and goes to bed later than me, but I am disappointed. I got a score in the mid-term exam. She told me a lot. She said that she just didn't study hard when she was a child, and now she will suffer so much because she doesn't listen to her grandmother. She really doesn't want me to be like her. The next day, she used almost all her interpersonal relationships. Proud of her, she humbly begged others for me. Finally, with her efforts, I entered an ordinary high school. ...

Father's kindness is higher than the mountain, and mother's kindness is deeper than the sea. As we grow older, so does our mother. We should learn to be grateful. Skynet is long, sparse but not leaking, and human love is heavy!

Sheep have the grace to kneel and milk, and crows have the grace to feed back. Mother, when I am old, what should I use to thank you for the hardships of pregnancy in October, and what should I use to repay you for your 18 years of parenting?

Fallen leaves hover in the air, composing a movement of gratitude, which is the gratitude of the tree to the earth that nourishes it; There are white clouds floating in the blue sky, drawing a touching picture, which is the blue sky where white clouds return to feed them; The butterfly dances gracefully among the flowers, which is its reward to the nature that gave it freedom. Thank my mother, because in my heart, she is the earth, the blue sky and the nature that gives me life.

Mourn for my parents who gave birth to me.

For a long time, I have always wanted to write something about "parents". My parents are no different from other people's parents They love their children very much and have their own temper. When they express their feelings, they are very reserved and never use fancy language. When I catch a cold, they will put medicine and boiling water in front of my bed, plus a bowl of hot noodles. In summer, my father will put a small desk fan at my bedside; In winter, my mother will make me cotton trousers and cotton-padded jacket overnight, but I often say, "Who wears it these days?" .

Looking back suddenly, I found that it was almost two years since graduation, and time really passed quickly. I have been living a very unhappy life since graduation. I remember that my parents urged me to try my luck in the talent market every day for work. They are obviously more anxious than me. At first, I followed their wishes, but after a long time, I became a little bored, holding everything in my heart and didn't want to tell them anything. What they say every day is "it's hard to find a job now, at least do it first." "Oh", "Good" and "Not bad" are what I often say. My parents knew that I was perfunctory and could bear it at first. Over time, they will also scold me for not making progress. When quarreling, I always say, "Why don't you mind my business?" As a result, parents stopped talking. Once, when I was happy, my mother said euphemistically, "We are not forcing you, but we are afraid that our neighbors will laugh." You said that after reading so many books, you can't even find a job. " Hearing this, I stormed upstairs and locked the door. I cried alone in the house, but I didn't know my parents' pains. In Lin's words, well, I only blame myself for my incompetence. It was the most depressing period in my life.

Last year, my friend invited me to Beijing. I also thought, why should I stay at home and make a fool of myself? I packed my bags and prepared to "fly away". My parents didn't know I was going back to Beijing until they saw me packing. They are very much in favor of it. Tears welled up in my eyes again, but I tried my best not to let them stay. Is it true that my unemployment will embarrass my parents so far? In addition to heartache, what haunts me is the phrase "poor parents have no children." My father offered to take me to the station, but I refused. A person said silently in his heart, "I won't add any more pressure to you." Leaving may be my most correct choice. " I remember poking fun at myself at that time, "there are a lot of tears this summer." When I arrived in Beijing, my mood finally improved under the comfort of my friends. The next step is crazy job hunting. I found one at first, but the salary was not high and the work pressure was great. But when I am busy at work, I have fewer ideas and a much better mood. The "cold war" with parents has also been forgotten over time. However, I seldom call home. Every time my parents call me, the conversation is simple. "Don't be reluctant to eat ... nothing will hang up." Conversations rarely last more than a minute. However, missing is growing.

Last National Day, I finally decided to go home and have a look. In order to let my parents see their changes, I went to the barber shop to have my hair done. Later I went to the ticket office and booked a train ticket. Fortunately, I got the seat ticket. When I got it, I was so happy. Dare to forget the train station early the next morning. I was stopped by a man and a woman in the ticket hall. They told me that I lost my wallet and needed 8 yuan to buy tickets for three people. At that time, on the one hand, I had to catch a train, on the other hand, they didn't look like lying, so I gave them 10 yuan. You know how hard you worked then. I have been cheated many times, but I have no doubt about it, but I still try to convince myself, "I helped the right person and gave the money to others." It's useless to think about it. " I just foolishly set foot on the road home.

It was past three o'clock in the afternoon when I arrived in Jinan. After boarding the bus at the railway station, I excitedly reported my arrival to my family. My mother has repeatedly told me that when I go home, I must make another phone call so that my brother can meet me at the station. God knows, the damn mobile phone went on strike again, and nothing was explained clearly. Arrived at the station, found a public address, and learned that my brother had set off during the call. But waiting left and right just can't see him. In desperation, my mother asked my brother-in-law to meet me at the station. When I got home, I found my cousin, husband and niece in my house. I feel very kind when I see my family. As soon as my second sister saw me, she said that I had lost a lot of weight, but I had become beautiful. Not the kui is a sister, always so sweet. After greeting, I looked around to see where my father was, but I couldn't find him.

"Mom, where's my father?" I finally can't help asking.

"Ah, your father has been looking forward to your return since morning, but you haven't arrived. Just called away by Lao Guo (dad's boss), he may be a lot this year. " Mom's voice sounds a little old.

My eyes are also moist in an instant. An article I read hovered in my mind.

The author said,

Every time I come home and see my mother opening the door, I will ask the probe inside the house, "Where is Dad?" When you see that it is dad who opens the door, you will ask, "Where's mom?" Only when parents open the door together is the happiest time.

Just as I was immersed in my own thoughts, my sister suddenly interjected: "Sister, haven't you eaten yet?" Eat a la carte to fill your hunger. I'll pack jiaozi for you. "

I just saw the food on the table that didn't move much, and I felt like crying. An excuse to go to the toilet eased my mood.

In a short time, my brother rode home in a hurry, but as soon as he got home, he became the target of public criticism, and all the blame poured on him.

It turns out that my brother always thought I got off at the terminal. In order to avoid detours, I got off one stop earlier and missed it. After the matter was made clear, dichlorvos patted and said, "I said, how did eight cars pass by and disappear?" These stupid words made everyone laugh. However, my mother did not forget to blame, "It serves you right, who told you not to bring your mobile phone." The younger brother made a helpless expression.

When I left, my second sister was just pregnant. After everyone sat down, I asked my second sister, "The baby has been born for three months. I have been waiting to be a big sister. "

The second sister was very embarrassed and said, "The child has run away."

I'm surprised to hear that.

Mother said discontentedly, "People are pregnant and travel in the mountains. It is not peaceful at all. "

Needless to say, I also know what is going on.

Mother's long-awaited grandson. Well, many things are unexpected.

My cousin asked me, how is my work in Beijing? I said no problem.

But my sister said the salary was not high.

I hesitated and said, "How do you know?"

"My mother look for a person to forget it for you, saying that the work is not good. But it will get better next year. "

"Are you? What else did the fortune teller say? " My curiosity was aroused.

Can fate really be predicted? I don't know, but it feels amazing.

That night, I turned on the computer at home and reviewed the information I had stored in the computer, which was very familiar. Seeing the word "diary", I unconsciously opened it and read it. A series of familiar experiences reappeared before us. Warm spring, depressing summer, a relationship from flowering to fruitless end, from saying to repay parents to choosing to escape, reading and reading, tears actually fell down.

The next day, my mother gave me 1000 yuan to let my second sister accompany me to the city to buy a mobile phone. I tried to dodge, but I couldn't get rid of my mother's concern and finally had to accept it. I need a mobile phone. Yes, I couldn't even afford the cheapest one at that time. Before and after the filming, I went out for a walk on an excuse and hid in an empty corner and cried for a long time.

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