People live, for what? This is the best answer I have ever seen.

Recently, there has been a question in my mind: What do people live for?

Probably because everything is not going well recently, I am always anxious to get angry and live a very tired life.

It's hard to be quiet when you go home. The mouth of the whole family is like that of Tang Priest. Wherever you go, noise will follow you.

The child is naughty and noisy, but he is reluctant to let go.

And myself, I feel particularly lost recently. In the dead of night, standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom and looking at your red and swollen eyes, you can become speechless until one or two in the morning.

What happened to life? So I've been looking for something to do for myself, distracting myself and not letting my anxiety bother me.

But as soon as I stop, I will fall into endless thinking: what is people living for?

Excellent psychological instructors have said that the more you study psychology, the more abnormal your psychology is. It doesn't matter if you don't study. As soon as I finish learning, I put all the symptoms on myself.

Depression, anxiety, neurosis, paranoia ... just jump off the roof of the 25th floor and pretend you've never been to this annoying world.

The scenery on the roof is very cold, isn't it? It's winter in the north. If you don't jump, you will freeze to death if you stay outdoors for a long time. But darkness reveals the silence and gentleness of the night.

Overlooking the sleeping old Beijing in the dark, I really want to embrace its splendid culture with open arms. Beijing, I'm coming! The song "Beijing, Beijing ..." and "Beijing Love Story" sounded in my ear ... Is this the last narcissism?

Oh, wait ... I took my toes out of the air and retracted them. I haven't been to the Forbidden City this year. It's so cold now that I have to wait until next spring ... I haven't taken my son to the military museum yet. He has said it many times!

There are also fried enemas and dry fried meatballs in old Beijing, but they are my favorite. My mother also said that she would fry them for me personally. ...

Hey, are you going to jump or not? A voice rang out from my mind. ...

Jump, jump, there is nothing to hesitate about, everything is just a cloud! There is nothing lovely in life.

So I made the last important decision in my life: jump! I also made the most perfect jumping posture in my life, jumping gracefully in the air.

At that time, I was still wearing the new down jacket I bought this year. The original price is more than 2000 yuan! Heartache! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah!

In a daze, I saw my old parents crying and sobbing. When the white-haired people sent the black-haired people away, I felt very sorry and painful to see their sad expressions. ...

"My good daughter! Why are you so stupid? If my parents knew you were going to jump off a building, they wouldn't talk about you! There is no regret medicine in the world ... "

I heard them talking endlessly, and I saw them beating their chests and feet every day, with sad faces ... older and haggard than when I was alive. ...

And my husband often quarrels and fights with me. He still put on an unreasonable face before I died without a smile.

He held my hand tightly and was burying his head in scolding me: you stupid woman! Do you know how stressed I am at work? I didn't mean to take it out on you!

We had a wonderful time together. When you ask me to go for a walk, I will go for a walk with you. When you say you can't cook, I will. You said you wanted to watch China on the Tip of the Tongue, so I'll watch it with you.

I'm following you like a fart, and you still think I'm not good like this or that ... why is your ability to resist pressure so weak? I am the only one left. How can I live well?

Yeah, in a daze. I suddenly thought of my property, my money, my son! This man may soon find a beautiful young new wife to accompany him?

Especially my son! ! ! My property! ! ! My money! ! ! Well, it seems that each one is quite important. What a heartless man!

And my unique sister. She, at ordinary times the biggest feature is wordy for a long time. I have quarreled with you hundreds of times, and my little heart is pounding and I am about to have a heart attack. However, she was calm and still fired a barrage at me like a machine gun.

Although it turns out that her original intention is to care about her family and her decision is 90% correct, sister, this is a family, not a world debate.

Who are you going to argue with when I leave? What about you? You are a knife mouth and a heart. You don't forgive people, but you are always helping me plan this and that, helping me solve many practical problems in my life.

I know you will cry. I don't want to see you read my articles over and over again like a female nerve, crying and regretting why you don't understand and understand my fragile heart.

Well, it won't be too sad in the end, it should be a child! But I don't blame them, ignorant children. My dear naughty son, and my niece and nephew who like me best.

These little guys should soon forget my existence. Their sadness and happiness come and go like a slide.

Maybe one afternoon or evening, they will suddenly ask: where is mom? Where's auntie? How should adults explain this painful memory?

Your disappointing mother and sister-in-law, she hopes you can listen carefully and stop making adults angry, or we will all disappear suddenly.

"How did she disappear?" The children asked. She tells us jokes and stories happily every day. She is like a child like us, growing up happily with us.

She is always so enthusiastic and happy to inspire us and let us know how great she is! She always teaches us to remember those difficult words in vivid and novel ways.

Where's mom? Where's auntie? Children's voices floated in the air ... for several weeks at first, and then they never remembered me.

Because their cerebellum bags can't hold so many things, they have to stuff so much textbook knowledge into them every day. How pitiful!

All right! Ahem, I cleared my throat. I really can't help opening my eyes and sitting up! Everyone at the scene was shocked by me! Ghosts! ! !

A coward woke up from a dream. When I woke up from my dream, the sky in Beijing was blue, and it seemed that there would never be smog. The smog has been scared away since I came to Beijing. Tuanjiehu Lake is frozen, and we can go skating with the children soon!

After waking up, I carefully examined myself with the method taught by the master of psychology.

1, I am not delusional. I just have a big brain hole.

2. Social function has not been damaged. I like my job very much, and I also like chatting with big girls in Beijing.

I am really afraid of death. Timid and greedy. I still have a lot to give up, and I really don't have the courage to really jump.

What about the 25th floor? Think about the last one. Everything is gone. It hurts. It hurts. The face is twisted and ugly. I think life is worse than death.

To sum up, there is nothing abnormal or unhealthy in my mind. Counselor, you can wash and sleep.

Every night, I forget all my troubles during the day and try to read some books with sleepy eyes ... Oh, there are such interesting or tragic stories in this world, no wonder I want 38 yuan to read one. If it is 1000 people, 1000 people,1000 people. ...

I always force myself to finish one article after another painfully and happily ... Oh, I have only one book left from the writer! So I want to control lazy cancer. If I can't be a writer, at least I want to look like a writer. ...

Today, on the solstice of winter, northerners eat jiaozi. The custom of us southerners is to eat bacon and glutinous rice. There is only the last mouthful of delicious bacon glutinous rice cooked by my mother, and I am still licking the remaining drops of beer with my greasy mouth ... Oh, I can be so cruel to myself to satisfy my taste buds, just for simple happiness. ...

After chatting with friends ... Oh, my God! It turns out that living is such a simple thing.

When you are alive, there will always be pain and trouble, and you will always find happiness and satisfaction.

Living is better than dying alone, which makes so many people you love and those who love you suffer thousands of times.

Living, that's all. Why do I miss him so much?

Many years ago, Yu Hua's "Living" was my favorite work. In fact, it's all about death, shocking pain and misfortune.

Take a look and think about it, and you will feel that you are really alive. It's good to be alive with meat.

Good night, happy winter, till the sun! Remember to leave a message to share!

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