You give me a knife and I smile in return

As the old saying goes, tit for tat. When you are young and full of energy, whoever dares to offend your sister will take revenge with the determination to kill you, lest the world does not know that I am not a person who takes offense. people.

When I was in junior high school, I remember one time, the guy sitting in front of me was looking for trouble and scolding him. He relied on his good relationship with the class teacher to yell at me, mess up my books, and disturb my study. It was really a waste of her quiet aura. She picked up the English-Chinese dictionary and threw it at it, hitting everything that could be moved. It was just a slap on her dirty mouth. The school bell rang just right. I found out later that the whole grade knew about the fight, but they all cheered for me. Too many people didn't like her, and I, there were many more boys in the graduation album who gave me the same words, you look like a quiet girl, I didn't expect him to be so full of energy, so he had to keep it up, and then he had a smirk on his face.

When I was in high school, I was helping my sisters pass notes, and I couldn't help but cut the boy. It turned out that the boy was also a hot-blooded man, and he tried to hurt me. Since we are all men, let's stop arguing with those who can do it. Men and women fight together. At that time, I thought that as a real male animal, being a human being is too low. I had a knife at that time and really wanted to kill him.

When I was in college, I came into contact with more people and saw more things. I truly realized that I can’t afford to offend you and I can afford to hide myself. I don’t like things I don’t like. Keeping people at a respectful distance and avoiding them is the only way to reduce impulsive behavior. As for those who can't avoid it, fighting with reason is right. You won't admit your mistake even if you die, and you have to understand the reason even if you die.

In the blink of an eye, it has been three years since I graduated from college, and I have been working for four years. I have met more people and experienced more things. When I think of myself at that time, I suddenly feel very funny, so... Impulsive, such a firecracker can be fired at the drop of a hat.

It’s just these things and these people that taught me that avoiding will never solve the problem or prevent it from happening. The frivolous fighting with force will only look like a joke to outsiders, and maybe not even a joke at all. Some principles don't mean arguing about who is right and who is wrong. Sometimes you can't get a sincere heart even if you dig your heart out. Some things, even if you do or say them, will not affect the development of things. There are some reasons, no matter how clearly you explain them, you still can't explain a misunderstanding.

At first, slowly learn to accept, learn to accept unequal treatment, and accept the unequal relationship between you and me. After living for a long time, I have that kind of mood. I am sincere to you. If you give me a knife, I will smile at you. After turning around, everyone is safe.

I will no longer struggle with right and wrong, no longer care about the importance, no more jump-starting, and no longer obsessed with a scar. Learn to accept unfairness, learn not to care about it, and learn to have a clear conscience.

When I was young, I felt that the older I got, the more lonely I became. Now I feel that the older I get, the more indifferent and sad I become. Sometimes I still miss my full-blooded self.