Mom and dad, help me.

A burst of nonsense woke Shi Mei, who was half asleep. She looked at her little brother lying by the bed, and two lines of tears could not stop flowing down.

She opened the curtains of the ward, looked at the slightly pale night sky and thought about her own thoughts.

She is a sophomore at Hebei University of Science and Technology. With my efforts, my grades have been among the best in the chemistry department. Join the party and be elected as a student union officer. But for some reason, I always feel mentally exhausted recently, and I fainted several times in class. In order to take care of her, the school gave her a vacation and went home to check and recuperate.

The train arrived, and her anxious parents and younger brother came to meet her.

Looking at her thin body, her mother hugged her and couldn't help crying: "You, you, why don't you take good care of yourself?" Look what you have become. "

While comforting her mother, she was taken to a taxi by her father and brother and taken to the hospital.

After many examinations, the cause was found out: he had renal failure, and it was in the late stage. This damn disease has been going on for over a month. I spent all the money in my family, and I still owe a lot of debts, but why not get better?

A few days ago, he came back from the toilet and happened to meet his parents talking to the doctor. I leaned against the door and listened.

"Why is the child's illness not good?" This is mom's voice. "

"If you want to cure, the best way is to change your kidney. It is expensive. " The doctor said.

"No, as long as we can cure the child's illness and have money, we will have a way."

"Another difficulty is renal origin."

Doctors have two kidneys, and removing one can maintain renal function, from organ transplantation to rejection. Finally, it is said that the kidneys of close relatives may have little rejection. It's just that you are willing to donate one to your daughter.

She thought mom and dad would agree happily, but all she heard was a faltering voice. The doctor sighed and said, "Not too urgent. You two should think it over before making a decision. " He stood up as he spoke, meaning Fujian.

She slipped back to the ward and lay in bed. Mom and dad walked into the ward, leaving their worries behind and frowning.

Mother sat by the bed and took his hand and said, "Son, mom and dad have something to do these days, so we can't always accompany you." Let your brother take care of you for a few days. " Say that finish, the two of them left silently.

Her illness is getting worse and worse, but her father hardly shows up. Her mother comes every once in a while, mostly late at night. She wishes her mother could comfort her, but they are getting farther and farther away from me. Do they think I'm a burden and don't want me? Are they afraid to donate my kidney and deliberately avoid it? I am your own daughter. You are too selfish. Can't you make some sacrifices for your daughter?

In fact, she knows that mom and dad love her very much. I remember that she was very thin when she was a child, and her mother often bought her delicious food. Once he saw his brother watching her eat cookies and gave him one. Mother saw it, made a sudden snatch and took it back, giving her brother a slap. My brother cried, and my mother cried in her arms.

Although he and his younger brother are one year apart, they failed to take the college entrance examination for one year because of illness when she was a child. Both of them have been admitted. But the heavy financial burden is only enough for one person to enter the university gate, and both parents work for his younger brother, which makes him give up the idea of going to college and work in a factory for his college. How can such a good parent not give her daughter a chance in the face of life and death?

With a creak, my mother came in. A few cents in hand can buy a bunch of apples. Go to the bed and gently ask, "Are you better, son?"

"No," he turned his head stiffly to one side.

Mom paused and said; "Take a good look at the doctor. Mom has something to do and can't accompany you. " Said, and turned to go.

"If you have something to do, your sister will become like this. Are you still running around? " The awakened brother roared like thunder.

"I ... . . . . Me. . . . . . . "Mother stammered, covering her eyes with her hand, and tears flowed out from her fingers. He turned around and looked at the greasy clothes that his mother hadn't washed for more than ten days, trembling slightly. The obvious white hair covered his black face condensed by sweat or tears. She is a little distressed.

"Mom, you do your thing. I have a younger brother here. " Say that finish, head deeply buried in the bed, don't make any noise.

Mom hesitated for a while and finally took her legs. I don't know what tripped me, but a barn hit the door. Then he opened the door, closed it gently and left.

Quiet, quiet as death. Only her thoughts are churning violently. The concept of death is approaching her step by step.

Yes, even his own parents abandoned him mercilessly. Who else can save her?

It was almost dawn, so he asked his younger brother to take a pen and paper and wanted to write something for the world before he died. But every time I write, I feel that there is nothing to write. Write one and tear another. Write one and tear another.

Helpless, he put down the pen. Open the window and plumes of fresh air enter her blood. She was a little excited and her mind was much clearer. The sky is blue enough to drip. From time to time, a few clouds hurried by.

Ah, the world is so beautiful that she seems to be screaming. I looked at my brother who was sleeping by the bed and looked out of the window.

Looking down from the upstairs, there are few people. They are as busy as ants, running around. And myself, with my studies unfinished and my career unfinished, I will rush to that world.

What is it like over there? Do people really want to become demons after death? She's a little scared. Close the window quickly and fall asleep with his head covered.

Suddenly, she saw herself walking on a meadow, where the grass was growing and the flowers were in full bloom. Wow, she flew. Gone with the wind Suddenly, she found a high mountain blocking her way. She can't accept myself, a head bump up:

"mom. Help me. "

A scream startled the sleeping brother. Toward the elder sister asked:

"What's the matter? What's wrong? "

He found himself lying flat on the bed, his pillow towel soaked with cold sweat and tears.

Her head was badly burned. My brother hurried to call the doctor. I was in a hurry and was diagnosed with a cold. The nurse gave her an injection to have a good rest.

Injection is a common occurrence, so I know whether it hurts or not. But how can she bear the pain in her heart? She used to have injections when she was a child. At that time, her mother held her in her arms and patted her ass and said, "Good boy, don't be afraid. Mom will buy you candy later. " But now, mom's gone. Let her suffer alone. He called again and again in his mind: Mom and Dad, where are you?

At this time, my mother was trudging down the street on a tricycle. In order to treat his daughter, he sold all the valuable things in his family. I sold the house I lived in and had to live in a basement of only a dozen square meters. Relatives and friends also borrowed it. But it is still far from the cost of surgery. She gets up early every day and runs all over the street on a borrowed tricycle. When he saw the trash can, he stopped, pulling like Taobao. She is not picking up garbage, but looking for a child's life.

At noon, he went into the restaurant, cleaned up the leftovers on the table for others, and took a bite himself. Suffered a lot of white eyes.

But when people know what happened to her, someone will be merciful and give her wine bottles and beer bottles. She was so grateful that she didn't know how many times she was knocked on the head by others.

She can stand all this, but she can't look the child in the eye. That's pulling mom's heart. She tried several times to tell her daughter the truth, but failed. She can't stand it.

Yes, at this time, she has lost herself. She exists for the existence of children. How many times, she was wronged and wanted to talk to the child, but when she saw the child, she didn't want to talk to him. I had to stay by the bed silently for a while, and then I left in tears.

Her strength lies in her conviction that I am a mother.

One day at noon, he came to another restaurant. After eating some leftover tea, she put away the beer bottle again. After being discovered, the people in the hotel shouted at her. Throw the rubbish he picked up all over the floor. And she insisted on sending her to the police station.

She leaned against the corner and cried. Cry loudly like a child.

Unfortunately, a reporter happened to pass by. Knowing what happened to her, I decided to give him a hand. Use an article

The school knows, the Women's Federation knows, and the Civil Affairs Bureau knows ... they sent people to visit the hospital and sent relief money. People from all walks of life also came to the hospital and gave their love. Mother is not a sloppy garbage collector, but a great mother who is respected by people. When she gets on the road from the street, someone will give her several pieces, dozens of pieces and hundreds of pieces.

She is so grateful that she doesn't know how to express her gratitude. Seeing that the money is increasing day by day, it is not far from that figure. He remembers his father. Why hasn't he come back yet?

As friends guessed, dad found someone else, someone who could save his daughter's life. In fact, he picked her up. It was a Spring Festival Evening in 1980. He came home from work in Xingtai Steel Plant and went to a shabby house in the suburbs. Suddenly, he heard a scream, which made his hair only long.

After a pause, he heard a real voice, a child crying. He followed the sound and found a child wrapped in rags. He looked around and knew that she was an abandoned child, so he picked her up and pushed her home. He just got married and his wife is pregnant. He was really angry when he saw her holding a baby. But seeing the lovely little life, I don't want to change hands with others. I will adopt myself.

After a year, my wife gave birth to a son, who was fat for nothing because of breastfeeding. What is more obvious is that her daughter has lost weight, and her parents love her more and always take care of her when something goes wrong.

The old couple were worried when they learned that their daughter needed a kidney transplant and that their close relatives had better kidneys. Money can be raised, but where are her biological parents? So he took on the responsibility of finding someone.

He came to the place where he picked up the children and asked around. As long as he hears that someone has lost his child, he will come to ask in person. I don't know how many jokes he made and even got kicked out.

In order to save time, he wrote clearly the time and process of picking up the children, the children's clothes and parcels. , and wrote down the child's serious illness and the needs of parents to donate kidney assistance, using his borrowed mobile phone number as contact information, advertising in every village and factory.

Hungry, you need a bite to eat, thirsty, you need a sip of water to drink. There were many idle people in the village at night, so he asked around. In the dead of night, he found a haystack outside the village and lay down for a while. It's nothing to suffer, but what he is anxious about is that the person he is looking for has no landing.

Whenever the dead of night, he quietly crouched in the haystack, thinking about tomorrow's trip. I miss my daughter more. How is she now?

I don't know how many times, he was awakened by nightmares, forcing him to drag his tired body and embark on a journey of finding stars.

On this day, my mother was reading letters from all over the country and adding money when she saw her husband leading a middle-aged woman back. When she learned that the child's biological parents had been found, she hugged them happily and burst into tears.

The next day, they came to the hospital. When she saw her father's thin body, she didn't ask him what he had done. She just hugged his neck and patted him on the shoulder: "Why don't you come to see me?" Why don't you come to see me? "

Dad touched his daughter's head with tears in his eyes: "It's all my fault that the baby doesn't cry. Listen, I found you a kidney source. Look, this aunt is here to donate your kidney. Thank you, aunt. "

She looked at the middle-aged woman and felt deja vu. She quickly said, "Thank you, Aunt."

Middle-aged women also have tears in their eyes, and they want to stop. They just nodded and said, "Take good care of your illness and try to get out of the hospital as soon as possible."

With the kidney, the money was paid, and the hospital also reduced a lot of expenses for them. After all the tests were completed, the doctor decided to operate on her.

She lay quietly on the operating table and slowly closed her eyes under the influence of anesthetic.

Her operation was a success. I was discharged from the hospital soon. That day, the doctor sent her flowers and relatives and friends greeted her at the door. She looked up at the deep blue sky and looked down at the person in front of her-kind and affectionate. Her eyes blurred, blurred again.

In the crowd, she didn't see her parents alone. Yes, I haven't seen them for days. She asked her brother, who shook his head and said nothing. She didn't have the courage to ask any questions. Take a taxi home with my brother.

When I got home, it was a basement with only a dozen square meters, which was piled with sundries. He doesn't know how his family moved here. But what is even more unexpected is that my mother's portrait stands on a small table in the middle.

As soon as he entered the door, his brother immediately knelt in front of his mother's portrait and cried and said, "Mom, I brought my sister back."

She hurriedly asked her brother what happened, and he told his mother's story with tears.

It turned out that on the day of the operation, her mother went to pick up garbage early in the morning. When she dragged her tired legs to the trash can, one stumbled and fell to the ground. She was already dead when the Ming people found her taken to the hospital.

Mom, a heartbreaking cry shook the clear sky. After crying for a while, she insisted on going to her mother's grave, but her brother couldn't resist and had to take her to see her mother.

Mother's graveyard is in a cornfield not far from the village. Dad and her aunt who donated her kidney are here. Seeing the paper flowers falling in the wheat field and the evocation coffin fluttering beside the new grave, she couldn't help kneeling down and saying, Oh, my God, there are only high and low sobs left.

She was helped by her father and stood in front of her mother's grave for a long time. Suddenly, she found a bunch of white lilies behind her mother's grave. A bee hovered over it for a long time, humming and refusing to leave. . . . . .

This is really: parents are selfless all their lives, and a drop of soup is a drop of grace. If you don't take these materials in your life, you can't be shameless.