Especially when eating, I dare not eat in front of people I don't know. I'm afraid of being laughed at. I'm really upset. ...

How old is the landlord? It is normal. You should be introverted. You are always embarrassed when there are many people. There are many reasons. Because of their different looks or status, they are not confident and afraid of being discussed by others, so they dare not show themselves in crowded places. In front of your family, you won't be shy, because you know they can't talk about themselves because of their looks or social status. Take part in more social activities, develop your hobbies and find a sense of accomplishment, and gradually you will become confident. Trust me, because I'm just like you. Be confident and brave, and you'll be fine.

Why are you embarrassed to eat such a beautiful thing in the end? You eat yours, others dare not eat you. Be confident.