In Guangzhou that year, there was no sunshine and no love in the village.

Guangzhou Tianhe Tangxia Village 20 10

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On weekends, I wake up nearly ten o'clock in the morning and still don't want to get up. I turn on the TV to kill time. My stomach started growling. I got up to wash, changed my clothes, went out to eat clay pot rice, bought some snacks and fruits, then went back to my rental house, took off my shoes and went to bed, watching TV while eating snacks.

Every weekend, I almost spend it like this. Nobody asked me out, and neither did I.

After watching TV for a while, I felt a little sleepy, so I put down my snacks, turned off the TV, found a comfortable place to lie down and fell asleep.

I don't know how long I slept, but when I woke up, the room was dark. In fact, the room has never been lit, because the sun can't shine in at all.

I am a person with a poor sense of direction. I often know the wrong direction. After living here for more than a month, I still get lost from time to time. This village in the city is too big, with a winding path leading to a secluded place. If you take a wrong turn, you can't get out.

I don't know the direction of the balcony of this room, but I never dare to stay on the balcony except to dry clothes, because the distance from the balcony of the opposite house is less than half a meter, I can easily reach it, and I often face the embarrassment of facing the opposite person at close range.

After waking up, I stayed for a while and looked at my mobile phone. It's only after three o'clock. What should I do?

There was a sound from the balcony, as if the basin on the windowsill had been knocked over. Is there a strong wind? I sat up and casually walked to the balcony, which almost suffocated me.

A huge mouse, squatting in the corner of the windowsill, looked at me tearfully.

02

I screamed and ran out of the house and went downstairs to ask the landlord for help. The landlord was not here, so I had to come back and stand at the door and dare not go in.

At this moment, the door opposite me opened and a boy who looked about my age poked his head out and asked me what had happened.

I pointed to the room trembling and said, "A mouse ran in. It's huge. The landlord is not here. "

The boy smiled and threw his head back. After a while, he came out with a garbage bag and said, "I'll help you catch mice."

I put my head behind him. The boy is one head taller than me, wearing a white T-shirt and a pair of shorts, and his hair is still wet. He should have just washed his hair.

When I entered the room, he asked me where the mouse was. I pointed to the direction of the balcony and the mouse was still there. I couldn't help but let out a cry while covering my mouth.

The boy crept past with his bag, but the mouse's eyes rolled and his body trembled, but he didn't dodge.

"Maybe I don't know where I ate rat poison, but I can't move." He said, trapping the mouse with a bag, then tying the mouth of the bag, holding it up in front of me and shaking it.

I took a step back, and he smiled again and said, "Let me throw it away for you." Before I could react, he went downstairs with a bag containing mice.

03

I didn't remember the boy until I came to my senses. It seems that the eyes are not big, but the color is very good, and the smile is a bit pure and green.

I thought I should do something to thank him, so I stood at the door waiting for him to come back. When he appeared at the stairs, I greeted him and said, "Thank you for your help today. Do you want to invite you to dinner tonight? "

He waved his hand without even saying no. This seems to be a sincere refusal. I didn't insist. I went back to my room and took out two apples I bought at noon for him. He didn't refuse, saying, "Thank you. Actually, you don't have to be so polite. All neighbors. By the way, my name is Han Dong. Knock on the door for me if you have anything in the future. "

Hello, my name is Lin.

He smiled: "Zhixia, interesting name, were you born in summer?"

I nodded. "Are you sure you were born in winter?"

"Yes," he said, "I think your accent is from the north?"

"Well, I'm from Jiangsu and northern Jiangsu," I said.

"I told you, the accent is similar to our side. I'm from Lunan, Shandong, and I'm next to you. We are half fellow villagers. " Han Dong said, "By the way, have you just moved here? I have lived here for more than a year. I don't think I have seen you? " He asked again.

I nodded and said, "Yes, I just moved here for more than a month, and the company rented the house."

During the conversation, I also learned that Han Dong lives alone. His company and ours are in the same building. I'm on the 9th floor, and he's on the 1 1 floor.

Strange to say, before this incident, I had never seen Han Dong who lived across the street, but after that, I often saw him. Sometimes when you go out, you just meet him to open the door, sometimes in the alley, sometimes downstairs in the company building, and sometimes in the elevator. After a while, we became familiar with him, but only with him.

04

That year, I just ended a two-year campus romance. The boy who promised to marry me as soon as he graduated turned back to his hometown and got engaged to another girl. He said that the girl was arranged by his parents on a blind date, and he was very fat. He doesn't like it, but the girl's parents can help him solve his work problems.

I don't blame him. I've seen him hit a wall trying to find a job, and so have I. After all, it's too difficult for a bad college student like us to find a good job.

Some of my former classmates chose to do some different professional jobs, and some chose to go back to their hometown for development. Where to go is the biggest problem before me.

Just when I was confused and sleepy, a good classmate of senior three asked me if I would like to go to Guangzhou to find a job. There are more job opportunities here. After graduating from high school, she did not continue studying, and chose to work in Guangzhou with others. Ten years is three years.

Perhaps, leaving is a better choice? I thought about it for a few days and agreed.

I'm ashamed to say that I advised her to study for a few more years even if she went to a vocational school, but I didn't expect to find her now.

05

Time flows silently and does not slow down because of boredom. I still always get lost in the village, and I still like to stay in bed on weekends, but it has changed a little.

In a blink of an eye, I have known Han Dong for almost four months. Now, we have completely lost the unnatural feeling when we first saw him help me catch mice. Sometimes, he will come to my room to watch TV, sometimes I will go to his place to watch him play games, and sometimes we will have a beer together. When I get lost again, I will call him to save me, and my heart will no longer panic.

I once asked him why he hasn't found a girlfriend since he came to Guangzhou for so long. He scratched his head and said that a colleague had introduced him, but maybe he was too stupid to please girls, or maybe others didn't like him.

Who would like a nonlocal boy who lives in a rental house and earns just over 4,000 yuan a month? He gave a self-deprecating smile.

Han Dong's delicate face climbed a little lonely. I pouted and said, well, I'm different. Am I proud? hahaha ......

Han Dong followed ha ha laugh.

06

June 29th of the lunar calendar is my birthday. That day, I didn't feel any different, everything was the same.

After work in the afternoon, I saw Han Dong standing at the door, as if waiting for me. After seeing me, he flashed a light in his eyes and said, "Hello, Lin, I'll take you to a place."

"Where to?" I have a blank face.

"You will know when you arrive." Han Dong looks mysterious.

Before I could speak, he took my arm and went downstairs. For an instant, I had a strange feeling.

We came to the nearest subway station. There are many people on the subway during rush hour. Han Dong and I are very close, and sometimes our bodies collide in the crowd.

"Don't, he knows that today is my birthday? Want to surprise me? But how did he know? "

"Is he interested in me?"

"Don't ..."

I started thinking. I looked at Han Dong. In fact, he is not ugly, tall, safe, nice and a good boyfriend.

Thought of here, I can't help laughing.

Han Dong gave me a strange look and asked me what I was laughing at. I cocked my head and didn't speak. Suddenly I remembered a joke.

07

We got off at Tiyu West Road (I still can't remember Tiyu Road). Speaking of which, I haven't seen the world since I arrived in Guangzhou. This is actually the first time.

I asked Han Dong where to go next, and Han Dong said, just browsing. You must have never been to Guangzhou.

How did he know? I muttered to myself, but my heart was full of novelty and joy.

"Let's eat first, and you'll have the strength to go shopping when you're full," Han Dong said. I nodded and said, "It's up to you, I'm a foreigner."

Han Dong didn't ask me what I wanted to eat. He seems to have a goal. We walked through a few blocks and came to a noodle restaurant with northwest flavor. Han Dong took me in.

After sitting down, Han Dong said, "I saw the pasta you wrote in front of the QQ space that missed the city where you went to college. I thought there was a noodle restaurant here, so I brought you here, and ",he paused and said," You want noodles for your birthday. "

I looked up at him and happened to meet his smiling eyes. I looked down in some confusion. It turned out that he really knew. It turned out that he was so careful that he took all my previous thoughts to heart.

That day, we talked a lot, laughed a lot and walked a lot until it was time for the last stop of the subway.

We lingered at our respective doorsteps, saying goodbye, but didn't go in. He looked at me as if embarrassed. I looked at him and waited for him to say something.

"Lin", he finally said, "Happy birthday!"

I smiled and said thank you, thank you for letting me have a special birthday.

"I will spend every birthday with you in the future," I am looking forward to his answer.

However, he didn't. He just said it was getting late. Go back to rest first. I was a little disappointed and nodded.

"Good night!"

"Good night!"

08

After that, my relationship with Han Dong didn't break through, but my heart was full of doubts and I couldn't face him calmly, so I deliberately alienated him.

One day, a male colleague came to me to get the documents after work. After I sent the document downstairs to him, I talked about a few things at work. At this moment, I caught a glimpse of Han coming from the alley. So I deliberately put a smile on my face and said a ridiculous thing to my male colleague. My male colleague was teased by me and slapped me with a file.

Han Dong came to my side. I pretended not to see him, and he went straight upstairs without saying hello to me.

I'm a little discouraged. I said goodbye to my male colleague and went back to my room. I got angry for no reason.

Someone is knocking at the door. I know it must be Han Dong, or, I hope it is him?

I opened the door and waited for him to ask me who the man was just now.

However, he didn't.

"I may leave Guangzhou," he said.

"what"? I'm a little transfixed.

"In fact, my family always let me go back. I want to be a civil servant and I have found relatives to pave the way. "

I don't know why, I remembered my ex-boyfriend, and a trace of sadness passed through my heart.

"In fact, there is nothing good in Guangzhou. There are many people, it is difficult to walk and make money. " I looked at him. "Have you ever thought about leaving?" He asked me.

"I, I don't know, I just came here not long ..." I really don't know!

Why don't you ask if you want to go with you? I thought to myself and came out with a sigh.

But, if he does ask, what should I answer?

"Going back is good for you. You can stay with your family. Being admitted to a civil servant is equivalent to having an iron rice bowl. Then, maybe a leader's daughter gets married, and life will rise, hehe! "I'm a little uncomfortable, and what I said obviously hurts.

Han Dong looked at me for a long time. "Do you really think I'm that kind of person?" ? He said with a hint of helplessness in his tone.

"What kind of person you are has nothing to do with me. I'm not yours. " I turned around and muttered something to myself.

Han Dong sighed and turned around silently. Is he leaving? Should I stop him? But what should I say after stopping him?

After all, I didn't stop him, and Han Dong didn't look back.

09

I haven't seen Han Dong for several days. Has he decided whether to leave? Many times, I want to go out, come to his door and knock on his door; Many times, I picked up the phone and turned to the name of Han Dong in the address book, trying to dial that number. Many times, I have opened QQ, opened a dialog with Han Dong and wanted to send something. ...

But, I didn't.

About half a month later, I was taking a lunch break when I heard a noise outside the door, which seemed to come from the location of Han Dong's room. I got up and opened the door. The landlord stood at the door of Han Dong with a bunch of keys, talking to two people. The door was open and I heard a few words. So these two are tenants.

I hurried over and asked the landlord where the boy used to live in this house. The landlord said that he had left the house the day before yesterday. He also said it was a pity that he had never seen a tenant as clean as that boy, and even cleaned the house before leaving. It's really great.

Yes, he's really fine, I muttered, and then went back to my room.

He left, really left, just quietly left.

I think of his lovely appearance when catching mice, when I talked to him, and the bowl of noodles he took me to eat on my birthday. I am so sad that tears can't help falling.

10

Han Dong just disappeared from my life, so suddenly, like a dream.

I occasionally think, if I take the initiative and be bold, will I get a love?

Han Dong, am I romantic? Sometimes I ask myself the same question.

Life is boring again. I still stay in bed on weekends, and sometimes I get lost. ...

At the end of the year, one day, I suddenly discovered the dynamic update of Han Dong space:

Autumn has gone, winter has come, and after winter comes spring. Summer can never meet, just as we can't have love!

(End)