Sublimate in summary

It was the end of the year and the beginning of the year, and it was the annual winter vacation. Looking at the snowflakes flying all over the sky outside the window, I sat by the window and began to take stock of my study, work and life in the past year. Usually because of trivial matters, there is no time to reflect. Winter vacation, a person sitting in the corner, away from the world, is the highlight of the summary.

I have formed the habit of summing up at the end of the year since I started to work. Of course, this summary is by no means to complete the task, nor is it a timely work for others to see, but to reflect on the success or failure of the past year, to make learning more interesting, work more meaningful, life more interesting, and to make yourself more mature and stable. ...

Unfortunately, in the past 2020 years, I only read two books, one is Yu Hua's Living, and the other is Nan's The Analects. Because I was impetuous, I didn't read carefully enough and didn't understand thoroughly enough. But after all, it is beneficial to open books, and there are still some gains. Fu Gui in To Be Alive is ill-fated and has a tragic ending. When I was young, I was young and did many ridiculous things. With the rotation of the annual rings, the turmoil of the current situation and the changes of the world, relatives have left him. In my twilight years, there was only a tired old cow, who lived alone with him in the bloody sunset. Old cow, broken plow, loess, lonely people, when the ending is fixed in such a picture, I burst into tears. I lost myself in thought, whether I can use this sentence to evaluate Fu Gui. Maybe that's not what Yu Hua wants to tell readers. As time goes on, the meaning may be deeper. Fu Gui, who shouldn't live to the end, chose to live strong, without any sadness and complaints, revealing the open-mindedness and optimism that once the sea was difficult for water. This may be the only reason why Fu Gui is alive. What are the disappointments in our life compared with Fu Gui? We should live with quality and dignity, shoulder our responsibilities, do our job well, be filial to our parents, help our children grow up, be a respectable person with a positive attitude towards life and an open-minded and optimistic attitude, be in tune with the enterprising spirit of Confucianism, and have a deeper understanding of the profoundness of the Analects of Confucius.

As a teacher who has been teaching for more than 30 years, the biggest gain in my work in 2020 is online teaching in March and the first half of April. The sudden outbreak of COVID-19 disrupted the pace of school. In the face of extended holidays and compressed semester, we have to adopt online teaching methods to ensure the progress and quality of teaching. Accustomed to zero-distance, face-to-face teaching, in an empty classroom, facing the computer, giving students a live webcast class is really a challenge for an old teacher who knows my destiny. At first I was in a hurry and made a lot of jokes. I once wanted to back down, but my classmates' posts gave me great comfort and encouragement, which aroused my fighting spirit of never giving up. I just overcame the technical difficulties in a short time and mastered the technology of online courses. I was born shy in front of the camera, but I became an "internet celebrity" teacher in the eyes of parents and students. Self-study class and formal class connect me with 46 classmates through a small computer. We teach online, interact online, check the learning effect online and recite the contest online. Although students are scattered in more than 40 families, teachers and students have achieved empathy. Over the past month and a half, we have paid equal attention to epidemic prevention and study, and the relationship between teachers and students has been further narrowed and deepened. At the end of the semester, the performance of Chinese teaching in our class has been rising steadily, which gives the best annotation to our online teaching.

I am a homesick person. Although I have been away from my hometown for many years, every year I will take time out to stay in the countryside for a period of time, walk on the familiar tree-lined paths in the countryside, see the afterglow of the sunset in the countryside, climb the big sand dunes full of memories in my hometown, and listen to the village slang that chickens bark and dogs bark ... Unfortunately, the epidemic prevention task is severe in 2020, and I can't realize my dream. During the summer vacation, my wife and daughter and I went to Group 6 of Dongxing Village, where there were two accurate poverty alleviation households I promised. My daughter helps the children of poor households with their homework, and my wife and I help them collect wheat, fertilize corn and clean up. For several days, we worked with poor households and enjoyed the rural scenery together. I am sincerely happy to see that poor households are gradually getting rid of poverty and embarking on the road of prosperity with the help of the party's policy of enriching the people.

Looking back on the past year, I am very excited. Don't do it this year, continue to forge ahead next year, and leave less regrets for life. For more than 30 years, summary has been inseparable from me. Thoughts progress in summary, ideas are updated in summary, minds are purified in summary, and work is promoted in summary. May my life be colorful and wonderful in summary and reflection!