Late light-year log

Many people may think, what will be the first sentence when friends who have not contacted for many years contact again? Song He also thought about this question for a long time, but it turns out that all he needs is a simple' hello', just like when no one knew anyone: let's get to know each other again.

Song never thought that he would get back together. Song was surprised to receive his text message that day. Look at the simple two words on the mobile phone screen:

"Hello."

After reading it for a long time, Song He closed the information window. She thought, after so many years, there is no need to dwell on this matter, just pretend that she has never seen this message. But Song still can't fool himself. She can't see. Hesitated for a long time, finally knocked down the word:

"Well, hello."

"How are you now?"

"Well, nothing."

"……"

After a long silence, Yang Yi sent another message:

"I haven't spoken for several years, and now I don't know what to say."

"Well, that's right." Yes, he and she haven't spoken for four years.

(2)

I met Yiyang in junior high school. At that time, he and she were both young boys and girls. I remember that at that time, for the entrance examination of physical education, everyone would go running by the river on weekends. That time, Song He happened to meet Yi Yang running with his friends. After that, he and she began to make an appointment to run together.

From then on, they gradually became familiar with each other and spoke more naturally. He thought Song was a very lively person, at least more lively than her. Song He always thought that it must be her brother in a previous life, because no one has ever been so kind to her, so good that she thinks it is really her brother.

At that time, Yi Yang would drag her across the street and buy her something delicious. On rainy days, she will take out an umbrella to support her home, and the left side will be wet when she leaves; Will take her to the playground when she is sad, and then smile and watch her lie on the ground in tears and sweat and say: tomorrow is another day; Will accidentally put a book on her desk and casually say: girls should read more. ...

At that time, Song called his brother more than once, but always said in surprise:

"Don't call it that."

"You are just like my brother, brother! Brother! Brother! "

"……"

Most of the time, Yang Yi was always speechless by Song He and looked at her with a surrendering look. He always thought that he was embarrassed to recognize her sister.

Song He thought that she and he would always be so happy, but the reality did not realize her tiny wish. I still remember that winter was particularly cold, but there were still many people in the street. Because it was Christmas Eve, it was still very lively.

That night and the song he said:

"Come out, I have something for you."

"Very good."

At that time, they had not gone out to play for the senior high school entrance examination for a long time.

I still remember that Yiyang was a little different from usual that night, but Song He couldn't tell the difference. Song He was very happy when he received the gift, not because of Christmas Eve, but because he was kind to her, just like his brother was to his sister. Song He later learned that he was kind to her, not because his brother was kind to his sister, but because he liked her.

That night, Song ate the chocolate he sent and read the letter he wrote to her. Finally, Song He couldn't tell whether the chocolate in his mouth was sweet or bitter, because Yi Yang said he liked her for a long time.

Song didn't know what to do, and for a while he was confused. That night, she couldn't sleep, and kept picking up a brush to draw, because she always had a habit of drawing when she didn't know what to do. When she put down her brush, she found herself drawing a picture in a few meters of starry sky: two escaped boys and girls stood in front of a beautiful place. Then Song gave it to him. Why did he give it? Song, he can't say clearly. Maybe it's hard to refuse, because she has always only felt like a brother to him. But this is undoubtedly the most wrong thing to do, because this move, like a stone, completely shattered their friendship.

"Have you ever liked me?"

"No."

"……"

"……"

"I'm sorry ... I didn't mean to hurt you ..."

"You are hurt."

"……"

"I know Sue has always liked you. Maybe he is more suitable for you than me. "

"what!" Sue is a good friend of him and Song, never knowing that he likes himself.

"So go to him and let's not meet again."

"Don't friends have nothing to do?"

"No ..."

"……"

From that moment on, he really had no contact with her. Song He has been thinking about why such a precious friendship can be abandoned without saying no, and she has never thought about hurting anyone.

Later, I heard from a friend that Yang Yi had a girlfriend. At that moment, Song He felt even worse. How guilty she used to be, because she couldn't handle it well, hurt him and even lost such a friend. But now it seems so funny. Maybe in Yi Yang's heart, she is just a person he likes, not a friend. In this way, Song never wanted to hear from him again, even though she once cherished him so much.

(3)

It was late summer when I saw Yiyang again. It is said that time is a magical potion, which can be green banana or red cherry. Yi Yang, standing in front of Song He, is no longer the young boy. On the contrary, he is very imposing.

"You have changed a lot."

"You've changed a lot, too."

"Really?" Song he asked with a smile.

"yes."

Song He and Yi Yang met again, as if it were an appointment, and no one mentioned the ignorance of that year. Maybe I felt that I didn't know too much when I was young, so I can't say that I was wrong, but I was too young to learn to cherish and understand.

After that, Song Zhe and Yang Yi began to contact again, talking about their college life and sharing each other's life. Later, Yi Yang suggested taking Song He to his school, because he studied civil aviation, so he could take her to see a real plane.

Song He agreed, because she really wanted to see what the plane was like and what the school he lived in was like. I still remember that it was a fine day. Song got off the bus and came to his school. Yang Yi was waiting for her there early in the morning. When Song saw him, his face was covered with sweat.

"Have you been waiting long?"

"No, just arrived."

He smiled and handed him a paper towel.

Song He was very happy that day, just like four years ago, and followed him around. For a moment, Song felt that he had never left himself, and nothing had ever happened between them. Yi Yang is still her favorite brother.

Later, Song He went to his school to play with him more and more times, and gradually became familiar with Yiyang's friends. Whenever he went to see him, his friends would jokingly say:

"Yiyang boy, your sister is here." Because whenever someone asks him whose song it is, he always says: my sister. And Song didn't explain anything about it. Over time, everyone thought Song was his sister.

Most of the time, Song thought, this is not bad, at least now she can enjoy his kindness to her unscrupulously. But until one day, Song stopped thinking that way.

That day, Yi Yang brought a girl to her and said:

"Song He, this is my girlfriend."

This is the first time that Yang Yi calls her by her first name and surname. In the past, he always used her nickname Xiao He.

Song he forgot what was the expression at that time, only remember the girl named Xiao Jing, sweetly said to her:

"You are Yi Yang's sister Song He, right? Really cute. "

(4)

Since he got a girlfriend, Song seldom went to his school to find him. Once called to ask, saying that his brothers missed her sister Song.

Song He smiled awkwardly, saying that the school needed to hold activities, and was busy, saying that she would go later. Yang Yi and care about a few words, hung up the phone.

For the first time, Song felt lost in the busy tone coming from the other end of the phone. After that, I don't know why, Yi Yang didn't look for her for a long time, and she didn't look for him. Many times, Song He picked up the phone and tried to unplug the bad number in her heart, but it never succeeded, because she kept thinking about the girl named Xiaojing around her. During that time, he and she seemed to return to the four years when they disappeared and had no contact with each other.

Later, Song He received a phone call from a teammate of Yiyang Band, asking for a bottle. The first thing the bottle said was:

"Sister Song, looking for you can make us all bitter! Do you know how anxious that boy in Yiyang is? "

It turned out that Song He had changed a mobile phone before, and that mobile phone could only insert a calling card, so she inserted the school number, but forgot to tell it, because Song He was really depressed during that time. Song he suddenly smiled, because I heard that I was in such a hurry.

"Don't say so much, come over this weekend. Our band is going to perform. During this time, we have been practicing hard You will be very happy when you come to Yiyang! "

"All right, I'll do it."

"That's good. If you hadn't practiced, Yiyang would have kicked you out early in the morning."

He smiled and hung up the phone. I am in high spirits.

Song was late for something that day. When Song He arrived at the scene, he was almost in their band. Song He found a place and looked at them. What's important is that he, the man I haven't seen for a long time, is suddenly very excited.

Their band is called Closer, which is a name of Travis. They all like this Scottish rock band very much. Song he looked at them below. Yi Yang is a guitarist in the band. She looked at him as if looking for something in the crowd, and suddenly felt a little sweet.

At the end of the song, the audience turned High. There is no doubt that their band conquered everyone. Song He remembers that when he was bored on weekends, he would go to see Yiyang's band practice songs. At that time, Song He said: Your band is great! If you don't win the first place in the competition, the judges are really blind!

Sure enough, they won the championship. At that moment, Father Song was really happy. She walked to the front desk and touched the bottle. Another teammate was lucky. They hugged her excitedly. When the bottle was about to tell her to come, Song He stopped her because she wanted to give him a surprise. The bottle nodded.

Just as the old man stepped forward, a figure rushed up faster than her. Song looked at the figure he was holding, then kissed him, and then she watched them hug and kiss in front of her. At this time, the crowd was booed, but Song He felt that his heart was filled with sulfuric acid, his flesh was corroded, and he was speechless.

Suddenly, Yi Yang saw her and hurriedly pushed Xiao Jing away. Song He looked at him and suddenly felt wronged. She turned and ran away with red eyes. At that moment, Song never wronged him again. She felt that she was the monkey who was laughed at, because from beginning to end, she was not his who, but her sister.

Yi Yang watched Song He disappear from his eyes like this. He hurriedly tried to catch up with her, but was held by Xiao Jing, and his eyes were full of hatred. Yi Yang low voice shouted:

"Let go!"

Xiao Jing still clung to it and intensified. At this time, Yi Yang ignored her opposition and pushed her away. Xiao Jing was pushed to the ground and her hand was scratched.

Xiao Jing was looked at by everyone like a wounded peacock, and her heart was full of grievances and anger. He stood up, raised his hand and gave Iyang a hard blow:

"I knew she wasn't as simple as your sister!"

(5)

When Song He ran, the bottle chased out. Next to the park, the bottle finally caught up with Song He and hugged her: "Cry, it will be more comfortable to cry."

Song He didn't know how long he cried and how much he said about Yi Yang, but the bottle just listened quietly and occasionally put in a few words until Song He calmed down.

"Admit it, Xiaohe, you like Yiyang."

When Song heard this sentence, he was inexplicably shocked, but think about it carefully. Only this explanation can explain why she is in such pain. But when did she start to like him? She doesn't know.

"Really?" Song looked at the bottle in confusion.

And the bottle just looked at her and didn't make any noise. Suddenly, he kissed her and kissed Song He without warning. Before Song He could react, someone had opened the bottle.

The moment Yi Yang opened the bottle, he almost ran into the bottle with all his strength, and the bottle was bleeding and fell to the ground. However, Yi Yang still seems to feel that this is not enough. He punched a few more times and cursed "bastard"!

Song was confused by this sudden scene. She really had enough tonight and let out a cry.

Yi Yang stopped after hearing the cry and regained consciousness. I went to hold Song He, but Song He didn't want to be held by him. Then Yi Yang tried to take her away, but she was really confused. She just wants to be alone.

"Do you want to go with him?"

Song watched and waited for a while.

"Don't come with me now!"

"Yi Yang! Hey, you, asshole! What are you? You obviously love Xiaohei, but you have to torture her like this! " Suddenly, the bottle roared, and the sound seemed to extinguish Yi Yang.

Yi Yang paused when he heard this, but he ignored him, just walked over and took Song He away. Song He was led by him and kept walking. Now, she seems to be a corpse without a soul. She felt that her brain was about to explode.

He began to cry again. She looked at him in front of her and wanted to ask, is it true? Does he really love her?

"I'm sorry."

Suddenly, Yi Yang turned to hug her, as if to try his best to hug her.

"Why do you want to appear in my life again?"

"……"

"Why did you come to me?"

"……"

"Why did you tell me?"

"……"

"Yi Yang, let's not meet again."

"……"

"I'll never see you again."

"……"

(6)

When Song He woke up, the sun had set. She hasn't slept so well for a long time. Suddenly, the phone "buzzed" and Song He answered the phone.

"Xiaohe, I am Daji."

"hmm."

"He is back, Yi Yang is back."

"……"

"He is looking for you."

"……"

After a long silence, da ji seems to summon up all the courage to say:

"Shall I give him your number?"

"No need." After a long time, he finally spit out this sentence.

Yi Yang, how long has this name not been mentioned? After falling out with Yi Yang that night, they seldom contacted each other again. The last time I saw him was two years ago. That night, Yiyang stood waiting for her downstairs in her dormitory and told her: I'm going abroad for an internship. Take good care of yourself. It turns out that time flies. When he left, he had been wandering for two years.

After hanging up the phone, Song He looked at the glistening ceiling, and his memory came to him unwillingly, and his tears rolled down.

Suddenly, the door was knocked. Song He wiped her tears and shouted, Coming.

"Hello."

Open the door, and the familiar voice enters Song He's ear again. Song he looked at the door, also can only stare at him.

"Are you really not going to let me find you?"

"……"

Suddenly, Yi Yang held Song He in her arms, just like that night, so hard.

"I'm sorry."

"……"

"I know I am weak."

"……"

"I know I made you uncomfortable."

"……"

"I will never let you leave me again."

"……"

Song listened quietly in his arms, just listening.

"Didn't we say goodbye?"

"But I didn't agree."

"……"

"Forgive me for being late for so many years."

At that moment, tears flowed out of the corner of Song's eye.

Ye Yan Zhi