There is a girl named Xiao Fang in the village.

"Fang, have you really thought about it? It's a pity. "

"big, I have my own plans, don't worry."

"a girl's house, where the teacher doesn't do it, insists on the wind and the sun. Isn't it blind to study for so many years?" Alas ...... "

Xiao Fang took a deep breath of Chinese cigarette, and even coughed a few times.

xiaoxue:

how is the new school? Is it what you dreamed it would be?

how I envy you! You are a college student! Gone are the days when we went to school together, worked out problems together and imagined the future together. You have achieved your dream, and you will be a respected teacher in two years. And my life will be different.

To be honest, I am envious and jealous, but I wish you the best, my friend!

The primary school in the village is short of a teacher, and my family wants me to take the place. Xiaoxue, I don't want to go. I still remember that we once looked forward to standing on the platform for class together, but that will be my eternal dream! On second thought, I still don't want to substitute-I just don't want to take that poor substitute fee. Xiaoxue, you won't laugh at my vulgarity, will you?

xiaoxue, I originally planned to go to the south to work with some girls in the village, but he strongly disagreed. He said, we won't force you if you don't substitute, but you are just not allowed to go out to work. Xiaoxue, I am too old-fashioned and my mother is in poor health, so I can only listen to them.

xiaoxue, you know, girls in the village who don't go to school or work will soon say that they are married. But I am unwilling, I want to live my own life!

xiaoxue, I've thought about it. I'm going to engage in aquaculture. Our conditions here are more suitable, and my family can help. My uncle's cousin has been raising geese for a year and earns a good income every year. I want to help her family's farm for a while, learn technology and accumulate experience.

xiaoxue, I've made up my mind not to be afraid of hardship, and I'll study farming techniques well. I also bought some related books, and I must do something about it! You must support and encourage me!

also, I wrote him a letter. I thought it over. He is a college student and I am a village girl. The distance between us will get bigger and bigger. I just want to have a long pain rather than a short pain. You should also support me-it's sad, but it will all pass!

finally, I wish you a happy study! Academic success!

Xiao Fang

September 12, 1992

Xiaoxue:

See the words like a face. Forgive me for answering my letter now, but let me speak slowly.

Xiaoxue, there is nothing easy in the world. Doing something is really not as simple as I thought!

on the 15th of last month, I finally started my breeding career. I took out my family savings to support me, and my cousin said she would give me the greatest help in technology. My relatives gave me great support and encouragement, and I secretly encouraged myself: I must succeed, I must succeed!

I listened to my cousin's advice, and the first batch of geese that didn't dare to raise more were 3. Two west wing rooms have been vacated at home to raise geese. I have moved a small bed to live here myself, and I am lying on this small bed when I write to you now.

xiaoxue, you may find it hard to imagine my feelings for them. When the goose seedlings first arrived home, I was shaking with excitement. Looking at the fluffy clouds of goose yellow, squeezing and screaming, I feel soft.

We divide them into four small groups with grain circles-they like to sleep in groups, which can reduce the risk of "casualties" caused by squeezing. They are so charming. The vegetables they eat must be washed clean, cut into thin shreds, then mixed with feed, covered with a clean plastic sheet, sprinkled evenly on it, and put the clean water they drink in a special vessel. All these things are ready before they can be released. Xiaoxue, don't you see, they are so afraid of falling behind and fighting for it, but they don't have the rules we used to have in the canteen. They eat and drink enough and then go back to sleep. Why do you think they need so much sleep? They went to bed, helped them cover the thin quilt on it, and I began to clean up the mess. Pour out the residual water from the drinking fountains they just used and rinse them clean. The plastic sheets used for feeding are taken to Okawaji to be washed and dried, and then used for the next meal.

after cleaning up, I began to prepare them for the next meal. Feed it at least twice every morning and afternoon, and twice at night. Not only are they fed, but when they sleep, they have to stir them with their hands frequently to prevent over-squeezing, at least once every half hour. One night, I slept too fast and didn't get up on time, so I was crushed to death. You have no idea how sad and upset I was!

xiaoxue, although I've had a lot of hard work since Goose Miao arrived home for more than half a month, I don't regret it at all. How sweet it is to watch them grow up and grow hard day by day! This may be similar to the mother's feelings for her children.

xiaoxue, I admire myself. I can bear hardships much more than before. At the beginning, he didn't trust me, and now he loves me. He wants to change me at night, but I didn't agree. He is tired enough to work in the fields during the day, and I can't bear to work so hard for him. Besides, these geese are all fed by me, and I'm really a little uneasy about giving them to him.

xiaoxue, it is said that everything is difficult at the beginning. I am very happy that I am driving smoothly here. My cousin came to see me several times and praised me for my careful feeding and the good growth of geese.

Today is a special day. My geese were the first to go out into nature. It's cute to see them a little vague and curious, but soon they began to scatter Huan Zi. They have grown up a lot, and the geese are quite "spectacular", which makes the neighbors pay homage! I am like a young teacher taking a group of children on a spring outing, nervous and excited.

the first grazing today was very successful, xiaoxue. I am also very happy, and I will mainly graze during the day. It's relatively easy But you have to feed them on time at night, or they will keep barking when they are hungry. Every morning, they have to clean their pens, clean the feces, replace the grass that has been used in the nest all night, and then spread clean straw.

I'm so tired these days that I haven't answered your letter in time. You must be a little anxious and worried! Come to see me this summer vacation, and I'll take you to herd geese at that time. It's fun! Tired and happy, that's my experience now!

Besides, he wrote two letters later, but I didn't reply. I think my first letter made it very clear. Again, long pain is better than short pain. Although my heart hurts, everything will pass! Don't talk to me again, you know my character.

? I wish you happiness! Learn and progress!

Xiao Fang

? May and April, 1993

"Fang Er, you have had a hard time these months."

"yes, we have successfully raised the first batch of geese. Today, I made a calculation and made a net profit of about 12 yuan. In three months, this is really better than working and farming. "

"Yes, I want to raise 5 in the next batch. Our venue is enough, and besides, labor costs the same, and there is not much risk. "

"... it depends on you. Fang Er, I'm just afraid that you will work too hard. "

"it's okay, big. It's not too hard. Xiaoye, they have to stay up late to work outside, and their wages are not high. This job is not as heavy as that in the field. Don't worry, big. "

Xiao Fang took a deep breath of his cigarette, which rose from his nostrils.