The sadness of forty years old, the pain of middle age, the last adventure of life.

At this age, the last anxiety in life broke out, and the years grew old. The first half of my life has been finished, and the second half has just begun. Although I am 48 years old, I always have a trance-like understanding and feel that I am 40 years old.

This unrealistic and vain idea may come from my own thinking that I am a slow-growing person.

When I was in middle school, my female classmates held my hand. I think her hands are soft and cold. She may be insecure. I can give her some strength. Later I learned that she didn't want to hold my hand, but wanted me, but she didn't say anything. How should I know?

I am such a person, living like this all the time, feeling good about myself and being happy all the time. But at the age of forty, I found that I didn't live for myself. I had children, a wife and a mother around me. Those who need me, happiness has the reality of life, and the good self-feeling disappears.

Reach for the wind in the air. In the past, there were seasons sprouting in these winds. But now, these winds don't want to catch any more, just feel that what comes to me is a kind of truth and authenticity called life.

Soy sauce and vinegar became real commodities for the first time. The real logic of this commodity is life and its own economic strength. In an instant, I was deeply moved by myself, just like the clothes of the seven fairies. I was taken away by Dong Yong, and I had to live on earth whether I like it or not.

Poetry is drifting away from the distance, and the feeling of life is tearing. "I'm back. I want to live a good life. Life is also a poem and a distant story."

So I said to myself, take a serious look at the life I have never faced.

When I began to look directly at my life, the first sentence was Confucius' sentence, "It is enough to listen to the Tao and die in the evening!"

Life wakes up a little late, but what can stop a person who lives seriously? No matter from our country's party history or personal life. China * * * Production Party was founded on 192 1, 1949 and boarded Tiananmen Square. In 28 years, one country can change the world. I just want to change my personal life, not the world. It took me 28 years, and I was only 76 years old. Only two years later, Zhu went to the mountains to grow oranges.

What can't start?

This joy of self-satisfaction may be a kind of masturbation. But when Masayoshi Son wanted to build Softbank into the largest group in Japan, he jumped into a wooden box and started the publicity before the preparation. There were only two listeners, and he said on the spot that someone had run away. I also feel that I need this kind of self-satisfaction, a heartfelt declaration oath to motivate myself to move forward.

At this age, self-satisfaction is the only way for people of this age to entertain themselves. Who cares about an old man yelling in the street? No one cares about the anger of an old man except the policeman who sent him to the madhouse quickly! ?

Life itself is an accident. People can change from a monkey to a tree, which is a breakthrough in itself! Why can't I do it myself?

At this age, nobody encourages you to start a business. No one wants to tell you how people of this age will live. Because of this age, it is already an age to tell others how to live. It is shameful to say what you think, but it is a joke to tell others loudly.

I won't wear a tie or apply for a job. I can only find jobs such as express delivery or delivery. I still want to start over and start a career. However, if you are ambitious and don't encourage yourself, who will listen to your feelings?

I have seen too many sad people since the new epidemic. Business failed, there was no work to do, and everything was happy. I feel much better than them. Even after looking for a job for a while, I sat down quietly and read a book, keeping my enthusiasm.

Yesterday, I heard something. According to the national civil code, divorce also has a cooling-off period. I just laughed. A country, even if divorced, is for the sake of its people. If it starts a business, won't the country spare no effort to prepare for us? My own self-esteem is not in response to the call of the country.

At the age of forty, we need some self-esteem in our life. These self-esteem can only be understood by ourselves, and no one needs to understand it. At least, these self-esteem can make us become serious people, live a good life and move forward in our own vows. It doesn't matter whether we reach our destination or not. However, relatives and friends need to see a positive force, and their children need this kind of role model, at least, to make them become serious people.

Forty is injured because I have delayed my past life. But this awakening is just the right time. There is a kind of self-satisfied encouragement to cheer for ourselves, and others are more proud of us.

Don't keep cheering in your heart, just like people who dare not say love when they were young.

Don't be afraid of ridicule, but you don't know your life.

Don't be afraid that there will be no result after hard work. Effort itself is not for the result, but an attitude towards life.

Don't be afraid that years will get old. It is the years that get old, not the running heart.

I am too self-righteous and I am not afraid of being laughed at. I need this kind of self-esteem, I need the encouragement of others, and sometimes I may say "forward" to you insincerely because I am embarrassed! We need this kind of self-encouragement, at least on lonely nights, we can also say that we are serious.