That moment will make you feel that everything you do is a joke?

1. When I was alive, I often felt that everything I did was a joke. I'm sure I can ask this kind of question, and I will feel these feelings more or less. In fact, there has never been a day when it suddenly became like this. Everything has a process, and it will be tired year after year. What happened and your attitude towards those things constantly led you to a seemingly unavoidable situation. Sometimes, I feel that no matter what I do, it is the same. It's not that I don't want to do anything, it's not that I don't want anything. But seeing through all this and seeing the ending, I think everything is ridiculous.

Sometimes your efforts may not have a good result. What we need to realize is that the world is actually orderly, and you must play a big or small role in it. Even a temporary failure is a part of the whole map, and your meaning in it is to experience your life. Even at present, this self-destructive emotion is only a tiny part of it, just like a small whirlpool in the ripples on the lake.

In fact, we don't have certain boundaries to say what is right and wrong. There is no need to live by other people's standards, but you should also realize why others say you are wrong. Is there a problem with other people's values or with yourself? This confusion comes from the pressure brought by others, and I can try to explain it. No matter what you do is wrong, then the problem is not what you should do, but you need to understand that in some special cases, what you do right or wrong is not important. The important thing is that someone needs to use your "wrong" to show your "right".

Sometimes if you don't get the corresponding reward for your emotional efforts, you will feel that what you have done is a joke. I think I did a lot of low-level funny things at that time, and I might hate myself at that time in the end. Do you think he likes you?

But in fact, he doesn't like you. At that time, he would do something ridiculous to get his attention.