Don't say goodbye here

Before going to bed at night, I picked up my mobile phone and glanced at the QQ news. I saw miss t send such a news a few minutes ago.

I quickly sent a message:

"Hey, Miss T, you said goodbye. You're gonna keep me awake all night, aren't you? 』

Looking at the screen of the mobile phone, it showed that the other person was typing, then disappeared, then appeared again, and went back and forth several times. At this time, I suddenly realized that Miss T was really not joking with me this time.

Miss t and Mr h, tut tut, look at this title. After calling the university for four years, they still couldn't help but say it easily. Mr. H and I are ferromagnetic, so we abandoned such an official title, called Big H. Big H wears glasses and looks gentle and put on airs. Of course, it is not limited to this. Every time I hear big H speak slowly, I can't help but sigh that life is short. This calf wastes all his time on rhythm.

My acquaintance with big H originated from the basketball game of my freshman year. At that time, we just lost control because of a basketball game, and we could be seen holding basketball everywhere. But the good times didn't last long, because of the appearance of Miss T, and then I could be seen running to the stadium with my basketball in my arms everywhere. For this reason, I have resented Miss T for a long time.

Miss T is a Bai Baihe version of the girl. She is generous, easy to associate with people, straightforward and kind-hearted. In today's words, it is-simple. These two people, no matter in what way, are absolutely worthy of the standard of "a match made in heaven". This is really not nonsense. Listen to me slowly.

I heard from Big H before that when chasing Miss T, this fellow's IQ is no less than that of Sherlock Holmes. It was the stage of military training for freshmen. Because of Miss T's unique personality charm, there are already a group of boys around her who are eyeing up every day. It happened that maybe God was destined to let Big H and Miss T get to know each other, so an accidental opportunity came quietly. Miss t has a fever. Go to the school doctor to deliver water. At that time, big H ignored the strict discipline of freshmen's military training, and I didn't know how to take a few days off and stayed with Miss T in the clinic until she recovered.

When I said this, big H and I were drinking in a small restaurant near our school. Big H took a sip of the wine in the cup and continued to say passionately: What's the matter, brother? Not bad. Think about facing so many competitors at that time, man, but the victory of the revolution was fought with one hundred, killing Buddha with Buddha, killing people with others, and encirclement!

I looked up and saw his one eye, then raised his glass and ruthlessly said:

Bitch!

Big H seems a little confused, his face is red and his mouth is vague. what did you say ?

I shook my head. "Nothing, praise you. Come on, take a picture ..."

Big h, actually you don't know. At that time, I thought I answered you in the most appropriate spoken language without saying anything. In fact, your revolutionary victory is not a coincidence. I'm thinking that there are many uncertain factors and thousands of possibilities in your journey to meet Miss T. She may not be sick, and you won't have a chance to get along with her alone. You may have missed the strict rules of military training. However, today, from the time you two met to the time you got to know each other, I tell you that it's not that your personality broke out and you got lucky, but that your sincere efforts will always be rewarded.

Maybe you will sneer at the word fate, but sometimes fate is so wonderful. A sincere teenager and a gentle girl meet in this way, and you appear in each other's lives.

Time is so mottled with the college years. In a blink of an eye, we have all been honored to be promoted from a tender freshman to a sophomore. Your love has been nourishing and growing all this time. After the sweet period, you begin the hormonal regression period.

At that time, big H was working part-time on campus, and big H called me. Hey, brother, let's make some extra money together and lay a good foundation for the group business in the future. As you know, those who achieve great things start with small things. Naturally, I readily agree, and my mind is also thinking about the blueprint for the future development of the group's business. Later, it was discovered that the dream of this product was to distribute leaflets to an accounting training institution at school at noon, and earn 20 yuan for one hour 10 yuan. If a student signs up at the scene, I can get a commission of 50 yuan. This is the beginning of the cause of our brother alliance group!

I really want to hit him.

Miss t is also what I am looking forward to joining this dream team. Yes, I have seen it all this year. No matter what big H is doing, Miss T is by his side, no matter how glittering and eclipsed. In this way, we carry out "great" leaflet distribution work in different campuses of the school at noon every day. However, the school expressly stipulates that in order to maintain the hygiene and environment of the campus, it is strictly forbidden to post and distribute leaflets at will on the campus. Because of this, we have to have a "life-and-death struggle" with the school security guards every noon. After long-term training, we have all developed a shameless spirit that the enemy advances and I retreat, and the enemy retreats and I fight. As soon as the security guard appeared, he immediately put the leaflets into his backpack. The town passed by the security guard and whistled twice. As a scene, the response speed like the wind is unprecedented.

I remember one time, I don't know if the mobility of school security guards has been greatly enhanced, or if the scorching summer sun has weakened our vigilance. At that time, we were cheerfully handing out leaflets to our former classmates. Suddenly, an uncle appeared behind us and took all the leaflets from me. Miss T is quick-witted, and soon all the remaining leaflets are stuffed into her schoolbag. After a heated debate with Uncle Bao, Miss T was defeated in disappointment, and Big H was depressed. She held her in her arms and muttered, nothing, nothing, we will fight tomorrow.

Looking back now, the scene was still so touching. In order to support big H's work, even if it is such a humble and insignificant work of distributing leaflets, Miss T will still do her best to guard him wholeheartedly. And big H, an idiot, expressed his feelings with the most common but effective hug when he saw his dear friend across the street feel sorry for himself. At that time, campus love was like this. No matter how big the world was, it lost you a warm hug.

After I looked at the far-away figure, the security uncle seized the trophy and turned to the big ladies H and T and said:

Nothing, life is always ups and downs, and so is handing out leaflets. He takes it once, and we send it once. I don't believe that with the strength of the three of us, one person can't do it? By the way, I have to give the three of us a domineering combination name, called the Spark Trio. A spark can start a prairie fire!

I saw the dragon-seeking tactic the other day. Seeing Captain Mo Jin in the movie, I seemed to see that summer when we were in high spirits. Under the scorching sun, the three of us shouted: A single spark can start a prairie fire, and we are the eternal trio of fireworks!

But at the moment, we agreed to fight together, but in the end one person was missing.

Big H is really a person with low emotional intelligence. If you use the worst word to describe him, it's just a word, silly. He often can't understand what Miss T is thinking, and often can't find a suitable way to express her inner feelings.

Real feelings. All he said was "good", "no problem" and "I support you". Of course, he is also an idiot and often chooses the most clumsy way to vent his dissatisfaction.

In recent years in college, Miss T and Big H have quarreled many times. Big H called me in the middle of the night and said how many times we talked, I can't remember. And I, as the emotional strategist of Big H, have been sitting in the home front and making suggestions.

One afternoon, it was getting dark and the mobile phone in my pocket was buzzing. I quickly took out my mobile phone and saw Miss T's call.

"Hey, how's it going? Call me at this time, but tell me you want to invite me to dinner, and say, what is it? 』

I still keep my old playful style.

"Hey, I want to ask you a favor. Go to Da H's dormitory and help me take my things down. I'll wait for you downstairs. I don't feel like meeting him. 』

As soon as I heard this, I designated big H as an asshole. However, according to my understanding of Miss T, I still need to stabilize my mood first and make a firm promise.

"Yes, no problem. Wait for me downstairs. I'll get it for you. "

Then I rushed to Da H's dormitory and kicked the dormitory door open.

"Come out! 』

After big H quickly made up for the quarrel between them, I asked big H, do you know it's wrong?

"Wrong, wrong, absolutely I was wrong. Dude, you can hit me and scold me. Help me. "

I spit at the opposite teenager, while looking at the time on my mobile phone and calculating the appropriate solution time. He bowed his head and was silent, much like a child who had done something wrong. As soon as my voice fell, he looked up quickly, and the expectant eyes made me think about how to help him. I looked at something next to me, a travel bag, and then I said to big H: Go to the dormitory and get a bag and pack the luggage separately. I have to take some off quickly, and the rest, you follow me and act according to circumstances.

Downstairs, I pretended to be exhausted, and the luggage that was not heavy became heavy under my interpretation. Miss t opened her travel bag and said doubtfully, why is my luggage so much missing?

I pretended to be surprised and said, "Without a big H, which dress did your grandson like?" .

Miss t's nervous expression finally showed a little smile. I quickly winked at big H and asked him to come with other luggage. Big H stood next to me, and then I turned to Miss T and said:

Look, it's still the intention of big H. I think I forgot all your luggage. Well, big H is here to send it to you. You see, it's normal for two people to quarrel. Why are they angry with each other? Big H has also seriously expressed his profound understanding of mistakes to me. As for me, I have already beaten him and scolded him. Look, if you don't feel Japanese, I'll teach him a lesson for you in front of you. Miss t quickly waved and said, ok, ok, stop acting. I didn't know about your relationship. Why don't I watch, you fight, and I'll see if I can beat my face black? After Miss T said that, she glanced at the big H. I looked at it and hurriedly coaxed: Miss T, come on, what about me? Don't be angry with him. He is an asshole sometimes, but you know he is kind. Just now he cried and told me in the dormitory that if you are really angry this time, he really doesn't know what to do. That's it, young couple. If you don't fight or make trouble, it is not love. After that, I turned and left the place. Kicked big H's ass when he left, and made a gorgeous curtain call.

After hearing this, Big H said that he was afraid to admit his mistake to Miss T because of face problems. In fact, at that time, his heart was full of regrets. After I left that day, the two of them chatted happily. From one end of the road to the other, they are inseparable. I heard that, it is a feet chuai in the big H's ass:

I said, big brother, you can have snacks in the future. Don't quarrel easily because of trivial matters. The sweet feelings they finally had were slowly worn away by a small hanger, which was not worth it. Remember, next time you two quarrel, don't call me. I don't care about your stupid things.

But in my later years, when I was still hanging out with Big H, such scenes appeared many times. I always stayed with Big H and made the most suitable reconciliation mode according to the situation of the war and the enemy. You don't know, big H, I'm still nervous downstairs in the dormitory, afraid that the contradiction between you will intensify because I broke my promise to take you to see Miss T, but when I saw Miss T, I knew I was thinking too much. Because when Miss T saw you, I saw love in her eyes. Yes, an emotion that nothing can hide, a pure emotion without impurities.

I came to my senses and brought myself back to this moment from deep memories. I was in Beijing at midnight 1 1. See Miss T's reply-simple words: I met today and had a good chat.

Then I meditated and wondered if such an answer was a ban on my upcoming reconciliation work. I looked at the mobile phone screen and typed this sentence word for word:

Miss T, I just want to ask you: Is this your decision after careful consideration?

"yes"

……

I never thought there would be such an answer. I used to be able to accurately judge whether Miss T was serious or not, but this time, I knew that the two of them were separated after all, and I also knew that all my peace-making actions were ultimately ineffective in the face of a "yes". After four years of college and many years of classmates, I can say that I witnessed the long-distance running of love between Big H and Miss T, laughing, crying and being angry, but they never abandoned each other and never thought of giving up. Later, because everyone was busy, I didn't keep in close contact. Until now, a dynamic of Miss T reminds me of their past. It's been four years. Four years ago, I met you. Four years later, you sent me away.

The mobile phone shook again, and I saw a message from Miss T:

It seems that I can't do it without you.

I gave a wry smile. I can imagine, behind the mobile phone, Miss T wiped her tears, mixed with all her past with Big H, saying such things.

Actually, I should have said that. Without you, Mr. H and Miss T, I am really helpless. Before I met you, I always believed in a profound truth that campus love would fail. Then slowly:

Because Mr. Big H would rather buy a 5-yuan box lunch at the school gate every day than let Miss T eat an apple at noon every day.

Because Miss T lost her mobile phone, they worked part-time desperately and wanted to buy an identical mobile phone for Miss T to take home before the Spring Festival.

Because Mr. H likes to play ball, Miss T will stand by and watch the court with Mr. H every time.

Because of the ankle injury, Miss T did not hesitate to put Mr. H's swollen right foot on her own, in order to make Mr. H feel less uncomfortable.

Because Mr. H sang and danced with Miss T in order to support her literary and artistic work that she really loved, and this companionship lasted for four years.

Because Miss T wants to be with Mr. H, she will stay in the library for her beloved Mr. H and work hard for their dreams.

Because of Miss T, Mr. H became more calm, because Mr. H and Miss T became more understanding and tolerant. You all gave each other your most precious sincerity, and because of each other's sincerity, you became better.

Because meet, so meet, because meet, so accompany.

Do you know Miss T and Mr H? It is because there are so many "because" that I see real campus love from you. This kind of pure and eternal youth love is what I envy and sincerely admire.

In fact, love on campus has two endings, one is to break up after graduation, and the other is to go straight to the marriage hall. But you, because of your existence, I have a third definition of campus love, you

We are both very fulfilling. You let each other grow and accompany each other. You are very open-minded You explain what companionship is the longest confession. You tell those who want to see your jokes with silent actions, and tell them that even if we are not together in the end, the love we experienced is sincere communication from beginning to end. This is my understanding of farewell as a bystander of campus love.

I stared at the screen of my mobile phone, but I didn't see Miss T reply for a long time. Perhaps, at this time, many friends like me appeared in Miss T's QQ conversation list, and they sent their care and greetings. Maybe miss t is also trying to cope with all these comforts. So I tapped on the last paragraph:

Miss t, since it is a deliberate decision, I won't say more. As you know, Mr. H must be very sad to be moved by the true feelings, but he is my brother, and I will definitely help him through this hurdle. Don't worry.

I still habitually think that for Miss T, Mr. H is always more important than herself. I will help my brother tide over the difficulties, so it will still be useful to tell her that you should come over well. At the end of the last message, I wrote:

Miss t, I hope you are well, too. Everything is fine. As Mr. h hoped.

"If I can't grow old with you and don't let the wind and frost dye your hair white, dear Mr. H, let's say goodbye. 』

After quitting the chat list, I saw this dynamic of Miss T again, and suddenly found that this sentence lost its cold feeling. On the contrary, it is the warm and indelible youth of Miss T and Mr. H. You have entered each other's lives, love each other very well, care about each other very well, and are very desperate. These are all irreplaceable to say goodbye.

What doesn't live is youth, and what can't live is still youth.

I checked the internet before going to bed at night, so I didn't have to go. I saw the following answer:

This is a common saying, which has been going on for many years. From Liu Yong's Lin Yuling;

This is a long time, people who love each other are not together, and I even expect to be satisfied with the good weather and scenery in name only. Even if it is full of emotions, who can enjoy it together?

Mr. h, you lost her after all, miss t, you didn't keep him after all. I wish you all the best.

Although the custom is strange, don't say goodbye to it, tell others.

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