How do you get along with your cousins?

Living in an unharmonious family, we can get along well or not, but in fact, most of them are not good. We feel a sense of shame, which is particularly unpleasant.

I remember when I was a child, my cousins lived like this. Because the home is near, we go to the vegetable garden to find vegetables, wash vegetables by the river and fry at home together. You come to my house, I bring a bowl to your house to taste. We talk when cooking every day, and sometimes we stay at home and listen to my eldest brother bragging upstairs in my uncle's house. I remember another time, my second brother, my cousin and I secretly carried our corn to the next village to sell, and then went to the street to buy a lot of lychees to eat at home. Don't be so happy then. But such things are rare. Because we are at odds with my two uncles.

? First of all, there are three brothers in my father's family, and my father is the eldest. Although I say I am the head of the family, I feel that I have no authority at all among the three brothers. Why do you say that? Because he is the eldest brother, he can't even manage family harmony well, even his two younger brothers. Because of this, I have never called my second mother, my second mother and my aunt. I am really disappointed in him. Because of this relationship, I don't know them, but for me, I feel a lingering shadow. I remember that as long as there are two women at home, we can't go to play together. Only when one of them is not at home can we swagger to my uncle's house to play. Whenever I see other people's cousins playing together, everyone laughs and laughs. To tell the truth, I am envious from the heart. I hope we can play together aboveboard like them. Although we think so in our hearts, we can't show it on our faces. In this way, it will not be regarded as a joke by the villagers, and it will not be naked irony by others.

? In such an environment, we can't always play together aboveboard and pretend to be strangers when we see one of our mothers. But another model is particularly satisfactory. I remember that my mother often went out to work, and it happened that my second mother also went out to work. Although life may be a little bitter when mom is not at home, we won't complain, but we will be very happy, because then our home is our world (dad doesn't care much about the communication between children, only mom cares), so we can go door to door and spend the night in which one we are tired of playing at the end of the day.

This is how we get along. I feel very excited. We want to play together aboveboard like other people's homes. Unfortunately, for various reasons, this is obviously impossible. Even so, we have left many wonderful memories.