How do you feel about being suspended from school and just entering school?

Although I feel a little reluctant to leave my old alma mater, I have lived a full and comfortable life in this new school. I have been studying here for almost a month. Let me tell you about my feelings. I remember the first day when I first entered the school gate, a brand-new campus came into view. My first impression is that in a clean campus, full of children's laughter, my heart is boiling, as if I had been here, and I became one with my classmates. In the canteen, the students are eating in an orderly way, from which we can see that our school has strict discipline, and then observe it from training. Students listen carefully to every movement taught by the coach and master the essence of the movement. In class, the students listen to the teacher loudly and carefully. From this, we can see that students are diligent and eager to learn. This is my view and feeling on the one hand, which makes me feel better. It is not only a civil and military school, but also a caring school. Zhang Yanjun, the chairman of our company, adopted 14 in August 2003. In these three years, the chairman will not charge them any tuition and fees, so that they can return to school and learn a lot. At the same time, the chairman will lose as much as 6.5438 yuan +0.9 million yuan. This is not a question of money, but the dedication of love. Can we be excited and happy in this loving home? This is a characteristic school and a campus full of love. Here, I will get along well with my classmates and enrich myself. Being a talented person with both civil and military skills is not the requirement of all students who come to our school. You can talk about what motivates you when you enter a new environment. This is so novel! The new school looks like a new beginning, but I don't know how dark it is! A man came to a new school with a smile on his face, but his heart was in a panic. Looking forward to seeing some familiar faces. But I didn't. There are only about 1000 students in the school, and there are almost more than 200 students in grade 12- 13. You can imagine how many people there are in a class. Every Asian I meet is not from China. I am the only one, so I can only silently go to the library to read, study and kill time during my break. How much I like listening to the bell ~ The teachers are very enthusiastic and make me feel close. But my study seems to have dropped to 1000, and I have no friends, so I have to take books as my friends. Last year, accounting was basically E, but now, I don't even know the most basic things. Did my memory disappear with the pain? No one knows how I feel lonely, no one, including my parents. The pressure is particularly high. In English classes with other foreigners, the words used by teachers are basically unheard of. I only listen honestly and seriously. Although I understand, I dare not raise my hand for fear of being laughed at. . . . Tired every day, I want to sleep when I get home. Struggle alone. Sometimes I cry in the quilt. The new school has made me so fragile that even girls are not as good as me. Silly and dull, looking forward to meeting people who can speak Chinese in this vast sea of people. However, I seem to have seen two small fish, but I dare not pull them ~ I might as well not pull them, because it is meaningless. . . What I want now is how to spend my junior high school life quickly, a boring junior high school life alone. . . I will never forget the promises I made in those years, nor will I forget the vows I made quietly in those years. I won't give up. This little thing won't overwhelm my eldest brother. I won't let you look down on me, let alone let others see jokes. And it won't embarrass China people. I want to fight for myself and my future. A small setback is like following the stairs. It will be cooked naturally after a few more falls, because it will be cooked after analysis. I will make you regret it! In the vast darkness, the stars show me, think secretly, and strive for self-improvement every day!