I hate myself now. I always find a job because I am afraid and dare not go to work. I don’t know what to do! My parents also looked down upon me and ignored me. Many

Today’s society is under great pressure and jobs are hard to find. I deeply sympathize and understand your situation. I am the son of a farmer. I have no social background or connections. I also had no job right after I graduated from school. When I first started selling small commodities, I went door-to-door selling door-to-door. I encountered many rejections, and I only earned only a small amount of money in one day. It is quite difficult to be able to barely maintain a life by myself, but it has also trained myself and made me courageous and confident. Later, I found a temporary job by myself, and later became a regular employee in a public institution.

Based on my experience, I think you should first go out. Going out is the first step. When you go out and rely on your own labor to be self-reliant, you will be full of confidence. As for your parents looking down on you, I think this is your misunderstanding. Your parents hate iron and are worried about you.