The last city: the composition of junior three micro-novels

In the summer of 20 13, Hongdu was in a rented small room, catching up with the weak light of his laptop.

Just three hours ago, the typhoon landed and it was stormy. The wind tunnel was going to lift the house, and then the power went out without warning! Then the computer "ding", the computer is out of power, the screen is dark, and the red bean closes the computer cover angrily, only to find that the surrounding darkness is terrible, and the rain is banging on the glass violently, just like countless hands patting the glass, struggling to come in. Hong told himself to be calm, but he still couldn't control his fears. She felt a little like crying. He could have had a good life, but why did he wander around and put up with such a bad situation? It's all because of Ning Gong. If Jessica Fong Ching hadn't been allowed to run around the world, he wouldn't have chased him to the ends of the earth!

The more red beans think about it, the more wronged they are. They can't help calling Ning Gong. When the phone was connected, Red Bean pretended to ask casually, "Where is it?"

"Where else, my hometown!"

"Aren't you in Taipei?"

Red beans suddenly blurted out: "Isn't Jessica Fong Ching there, and Ning Gong is there?" ? Red bean didn't catch what he said next. She wants to say, "I'm in Taipei. I thought you were here? " The result was nothing. Red bean is silly. Ning Gong is not in Taipei, so what did she do in a city without Ning Gong? ? The phone was calm and peaceful, and she was still enduring the typhoon! The power is out! Darkness!

There was a loud bang, and the trunk twisted by the wind in front of the house directly hit the big window, and the glass broke all over the floor. The wind mixed with rain made her water all her life. Cold and cold, cold to the bottom of my heart. Red beans have been persistent and persistent in Ninggong for so many years, and finally died.

2

Hong Du and Gong Ning are junior high school classmates.

There is a saying that can describe Hongdou, a female classmate who has no story. She is in a neglected and gentle zone, which is ignored by teachers and forgotten by classmates. After years of reunion and meeting, I feel familiar but I can't name it. This is the situation of Hongdu junior high school.

Most of Qihua junior high school students who seem to be able to enter Qihua are not bad, and they are all outstanding children. Although a lot of "rich second generation" school spirit has gathered, it has not deteriorated. Hong doesn't understand why parents must be admitted to Qihua. Compared with his classmates' distinguished family background, he is too ordinary. He doesn't like Qihua Middle School, which makes him feel inferior. If I can change schools, she will be more ordinary and she will be very happy. What Kai Huaneng likes about Hongdu is the empty rooftop, reading books, listening to the radio, or lying and watching the clouds, doing nothing. This short time set her free. After teaching architecture, many trees and branches extended to the roof. Hongdu made a sunshine doll and hung it up. He vaguely felt that the roof belonged to him.

On this day, as usual, he came to the rooftop, only to find someone sitting here, depressed.

Shi Gongning, in Chinese class today, I don't know what he was stimulated by. He confessed to Jessica Fong Ching, and a note "Tell to give up, Gong Ning likes you" reached the last row. As a result, Jessica Fong Ching raised his hand rudely: "Teacher, Gong Ning disturbed the class order." He was called to the penalty station by the teacher, which was nothing. What is really lethal is that Jessica Fong Ching went to see him after class and said to Qin, "Gong Ning, you have the right to like me, but don't bother me."

Red beans look back and clearly see that the expectations in the eyes of young people are broken into pieces. He was sad and hurt.

Gong Ning is sitting on the other side, with red beans in the corner, not disturbing each other. It's dark, Red Bean sits back in the classroom, clears the table and prepares for self-study, only to find that she left her diary on the rooftop. Red has an ominous premonition. Walking up, Gong Ning was cheerfully turning over the diary of red beans. Red beans grabbed him and glared at him.

three

Gong Ning continued to love Jessica Fong Ching.

Jessica Fong Ching is a low-key girl, and Red Bean has a crush on her. He seldom talks, likes to wear long sleeves, and his face is white all year round. He read quietly and looked up at the window, which looked different from the desolation of his peers. This is a girl with a story. In front of her, Gong Ning is like a child clamoring for sugar. She won't like Gong Ning. Red beans feel sorry for Gong Ning. However, the feelings of young people are mostly stubborn and unreasonable. Gong Ning still likes this Jessica Fong Ching. Every time she refuses, he will go to the rooftop to heal. The light at dusk makes the sadness of young people bright and fresh. Red bean thought that after many years, if she wrote to Gong Ning, he would definitely tell him, saying, young man, I saw the sun setting on your shoulder and resting.

Gong Ning is good-looking, the type that will be amazing at first sight, and her looks and eyes are very delicate. It is said that he is the youngest student in the class, with a genius IQ and a lower-average EQ. He is a scholarly family with a simple family and is well protected. Red beans can bet that Gong Ningchang's biggest frustration is that Jessica Fong Ching doesn't like him.

Red beans are a little gloating. Red beans hate people who are born with everything. Gong Ning is that kind of person.

Finally, she thought, neither Yuan nor she liked him. Red bean is not a vicious girl, but I don't know why. Red beans just can't bless them. Later, Red Bean found out that she had ulterior motives for Gong Ning. She likes that boy just as Gong Ning likes Jessica Fong Ching.

At that time, Hongdou stayed out of the way before he found that two people occupied one side of the rooftop. Red bean wrote her novel, and Gong Ning treated her internal injuries, but obviously, Gong Ning wanted to talk to someone.

One day, he came over and said, "Xiao Hongdu, have you finished writing Long song?" Long song is a novel written by Red Bean. Whether Gong Ning really likes it or not, this sentence makes Red Bean very happy. He shook his head: "Not yet."

"Let them finally be together!"

"Why?"

"He likes her so much and has done so many things. If he is not together, it will be too pitiful. "

"I want you to take care of it." Red beans go down the diary and look back. The boy sat there alone with his knees in his hands. It's really pathetic.

In the evening self-study, Red Bean has no mind to do homework. He picked up a diary and wrote a happy ending for Long song. The next night, Gong Ning came up. The girl saw it and inadvertently said, "I let them be together."

"Really!" Gong Ning's eyes lit up and she was a little embarrassed and asked, "Can you show me?"

Red bean thought for a moment and handed him the diary. Gong Ning sat next to her, read it carefully and returned the diary to Hongdu: "Xiao Hongdu, I like your story, thank you."

His words are, behind him is a large sunset, covered with the sky, the young man's beautiful face and soft eyebrows, just like this evening, unforgettable. Red beans took the diary, turned and went downstairs, and their hearts beat like thunder. She pretended to be calm, took a few steps until she reached the stairs, and then began to run until she reached the last floor. He held his breath and looked at the wall. It was really beautiful.

four

This is the first time. Later, when Gong Ning met her, she would ask, "Red beans, have you written a new novel?" It took a semester to change from Xiaohong to Hongdou, and the two have become good friends who talk about everything.

They all like the roof. Sometimes Gong Ning comes late, so Hong Du keeps his diary in a secret base that only the two of them know. Gong Ning will write "I know" after reading it. No one found that Hong Du was writing a novel, except her reader Ning Gong.

At first, she wrote novels to please herself and vent her boredom. Later, he wrote stories for Gong Ning because he liked her writing, which made him very happy. Don't write a tragedy, no matter how tortuous the process is, the ending is happy. Because time became better after meeting Gong Ning, she wanted "them" to have a happy ending.

Unfortunately, Gong Ning still failed to catch up with Fang Qing. He wrote a love letter, and Jessica Fong Ching left the meeting intact; He sent her home and was said to be followed. The beautiful boy was extremely depressed: "Why does Jessica Fong Ching hate me so much?"

"He doesn't hate you, just don't like you. ? "Red bean thinks that Jessica Fong Ching is not a proud and headstrong girl, but she wants Gong Ning to die. Now Red Bean really cares about Gong Ning. She hesitated and told the truth: "Gong Ning gave up, and Jessica Fong Ching won't be with you."

Gong Ning was silent and looked up for a long time. His eyes were red: "Red beans, this is my first love." The injustice in her eyes made her heart twitch. Red bean sighed in her heart and asked, "Do you want her to remember you forever?"

Gong Ning's eyes lit up, and Red Bean looked at the horizon and said, "Then write a diary for her?"

Write a diary for her, which is full of things about her, just a few words, without asking for anything in return. Write as long as you like her and give it to her personally on graduation day. No girl will refuse such a sincere heart. Many years later, as a mother, she inadvertently opened this diary, and he would think of everything. She was very popular when she was young.

"Isn't it better to give her a memory that won't grow old and a kind treasure than a reckless confession?"

Red bean looked at Gong Ning. Gong Ning's eyes widened and became brighter and brighter. He jumped up excitedly and gave her a big hug. "Thank you, Red Bean, that's very kind of you!" The red bean was held tightly. In fact, this hug is very fast, and it will be released as soon as it is hugged, but it is enough to remember that she wants to accurately describe this moment in the novel. Gong Ning let her go, took a few steps, and then came to pull her: "accompany me to buy a diary, accompany me, accompany me, you girls know what girls like!" Red beans let him drag, if it is dusk in Gongning, then she is Leng Yue in the middle of the night and has a secret love.

five

Gong Ning's diary was written, but it was not sent out.

It was two years later, and Gong Ning's diary was full.

At the end of the senior high school entrance examination, the class teacher asked everyone to have a farewell party, and Gong Ning prepared to take the opportunity to send a diary. Teacher Gong Ning didn't listen to a word he said, and his eyes followed Fang Qing all the time.

Dismissed, Gong Ning followed out with a diary, followed to the playground, and he stopped. He saw a man standing beside Fang Qing, wearing sunglasses and leaning on crutches. He is a very handsome boy. It doesn't matter. The point is that when Jessica Fong Ching saw him, his smile was more beautiful than ever.

"Didn't you see, they have a tacit understanding, as if he were her eyes, as if they had known each other all their lives.

Gong Ning is sitting on the rooftop with an unsent diary in his hand. Two years, more than 700 days and nights, all his feelings finally didn't come out. Red beans don't know how to comfort them. Why should they be so kind? Fool, this is just a diary. You won't disturb her.

But Gong Ning still didn't want to. He hopes that the most precious girl in his heart can smile like that. Red beans patted him on the shoulder: "Forget it, I'm sorry for your loss."

She can only say one thing. She looked at the diary and said, "So what?" "Let it fly!" Gong Ning laughs badly. She choked. "Let them go with the wind!"

Red beans accompanied Gong Ning to fold a paper plane all afternoon. They are still in the sun, tearing off Gong Ning's sunny mood on the other side for two years, folding it into a paper plane, throwing it from the rooftop, watching them glide and fly, and finally drifting somewhere, just like their bitter youth.

Red beans try not to go to see Gong Ning. She noticed that the kind boy wiped his tears from time to time. But Red Bean still can't help but feel sorry for Gong Ning. She hugged him: "It's okay, buddy, someone will like you very much in the future, and you like her very much."

Finally, she was about to cry, and Gong Ning hugged her. His eyes are redder than rabbits: "Red beans, so are you."

Gong Ning left with a collection of red beans' novels. He said thank you for your company. He has never done anything about it. His parents are intellectuals, maybe they will know someone who can publish. Red bean wants to say that she doesn't care about this at all. The novel she wrote was written for him alone, but she said nothing. She didn't know how to speak, and said to the sad boy, I'm not together. I like you for a long time. As long as you like me, I will be satisfied. She dare not. She let Gong Ning go first. Seeing his thin back from the rooftop, she wiped her tears as she walked. He is still very sad. Red beans can't cry, and their throats are blocked. She put a story that Gong Ning really liked in a secret base. This is no longer a story, but all her feelings for him in the past two years. She wrapped it in waterproof paper and hid it tightly. Maybe no one will find it. What does it matter? If it weren't for him, it would be meaningless for anyone to find out.

six

Hongdu and Gong Ning were admitted to different high schools, and Gong Ning got good grades. Hong Du can only be admitted to a school near him. Over time, Gong Ning fell in love with Jessica Fong Ching, and Hong Du could only look at Gong Ning from a distance. Three years later, they went to different universities at both ends of a city.

They still keep in touch and meet occasionally, but they are just good friends. What Hong Du didn't expect was that I came into contact with her when I was a sophomore, and Gong Ning printed Hong Du's novels. The submissions from all over the world were like this. It was also on this day that Gong Ning called Hongdu.

"Red beans, you know? Jessica Fong Ching has a family genetic disease, a very serious one! " His tone was heavy and anxious, as if it was not Jessica Fong Ching who was ill, but him. Red bean sank in his heart, comforted him as in the past, hung up the phone, and the happiness of passing the manuscript was washed away.

Gong Sui traveled around the world, thus drawing the curtain down. He is not pursuing her, but really cares about her.

Fang Qing's boyfriend's eyes are not good, and his vision is only 0. 1, even if it's excellent, it's inconvenient, and Jessica Fong Ching has to make regular follow-up visits. Gong Ning was afraid that Fang Qing would have problems one day, and no one helped him. He wants to stay with her, and if anything happens, he can show up immediately. It happened that at this time, Red Bean didn't understand. Gong Ning said that because Jessica Fong Ching's eyes were not good, she just wanted to be his eyes and accompany him to see the prosperity of the world. It's really touching, but it's too painful. As soon as they changed cities, Gong Ning ran with them and even chased red beans everywhere.

After graduating from college, Hongdou also worked, but Gong Ning followed Jessica Fong Ching to other cities, but she resigned. Red bean thought, that's it. I'll go wherever you go. Anyway, writing a novel can earn a few dollars, so she will be a full-time writer, and food and clothing will be enough.

Red beans are certainly not for Jessica Fong Ching, otherwise they wouldn't let Gong Ning go.

He didn't specifically contact Gong Ning, so he wanted to stay with him. He thought that one day they would recognize each other when they walked on the road and passed by. This is the real romance and surprise. Gong Ning never thought about why they always see nasal spray in different cities. He classified this phenomenon as a miracle, which did not happen to red beans. They are still lonely and love it so much.

In a few short years, they have traveled through many cities, rented various houses and endured the dialect like birds singing. They are not used to this situation and feel uneasy. They met unexpectedly and didn't meet until they left. Red beans never cared, and she was afraid that she would lose her courage if she cared. She can only go after Gong Ning without thinking, especially in the future. If their relationship is a pilgrimage, then they are all ascetic monks who worship all the way.

Red bean didn't know how much longer she could bear it, until this stormy typhoon day, she completely collapsed against the glass on the ground. Why did she do this to herself? She was desperate. Even the great Gong Ning may break his promise. Why does this little layman insist?

That's it! It's all over! Xiaohong is dead!

seven

Red beans spent the night in the storm.

The next day, the wind stopped and it was still raining. Red beans wore slippers and swept the glass all over the floor, just like ghosts. When the room was ready, she changed her clothes and went to the hospital. Her face was scary, but the temperature soared. Before she fainted, she gave her credit card to the nurse and just said, "Don't let me die, I want to live in my room."

Red bean is seriously ill. She suddenly realized that besides liking someone, even a small cold will kill you. If you don't cherish yourself, who will love you? Red bean was ill, and she forgot that Gong Ning was such a person. She changed her mobile phone number and sent a notification message to everyone except Gong Ning. From then on, she will be loveless and light.

Before changing the number again, Hongdu called Gong Ning for the last time. Gong Ning's voice is very small, which is a bit strange. Hongdu asked him what he was doing. Gong Ning said with a wry smile that she was dating, and Hong Du blurted out: "What about Jessica Fong Ching?"

Gong Ning was silent for a long time and said, "I also have my own life. I can't care about her all my life. "

Red bean "oh", hung up the phone, took off the card, stepped on a few feet and threw it far away. "Fuck you and get out of my life."

Red beans want to forget Gong Ning. She wrote a novel about a girl with a dream who fell in love with a boy in her dream.

That young man is really beautiful. All the men in the world have become rotten copper in front of him. Only he shines like gold. The young man said that he met in his dream, but in real life, he also exists. Tell the girl to find him.

The girl liked him and volunteered to go to the ends of the earth to find him, but when the boy said, everyone said there was no such person. At this time, the girl was a bride who was about to get married. Her family said that she was ill and took her to see a doctor. How do girls admit that they are sick? In the dream, she also met the young man. The girl was tortured crazy, and the teenager didn't know where she had gone. He collapsed. Then one day, someone knocked on the girl's door. It's the teenager, but the girl doesn't know him anymore. She looked at the boy in white and kept repeating, yes, he doesn't exist. Yes, I'm sick, so I don't want to give up treatment. "

Seeing this last sentence, I vomited blood all over the screen and said, "Are you going to make up a cold joke again?"

Red beans are a joke to Gong Ning. From beginning to end, it was her fantasy. Thinking of the past few days, she still wants to be a crazy bitch. Similarly, she will travel back to the past and strangle the little Hongdu. Wake up and appoint him quickly. Gong Ning won't like small ones. Simply, Xiao finally learned to forget that after so many years, Xiao really loved this Gong Ning, and she didn't want to show it to him at all. Now she has an epiphany. She wants to write a story about Gong Ning to forget him completely.

eight

Red beans finished writing the story "The Last City" in Taipei.

In the last city, I was wandered here by you, and I will never follow you again.

She wants to write about a crazy woman who pursues a person's ending. But when she wrote, she recalled that when she returned to the roof, Hong was calm and no one made any demands on the relationship. Gong Ning is innocent. He knows nothing.

She remembers that on the last side of the rooftop, Gong Ning said, "Red beans, if you write a story for me in the future, just write it-"

Red bean thought he would say, let them be together, but he didn't. Gong Ning's eyes were sad, but he said, "Just write that she was very happy in the end, happy all her life, with the person she likes." He blessed her, even though Jessica Fong Ching never responded to his true feelings, Gong Ning hoped for them. At the end of the story, Hongdou was relieved. He cried and wrote:

My dear child, you will never know that I have been so deeply loved and treated so unreservedly. I don't blame you. My inferiority and pride are so strong that I never have the courage to stand in front of you, but I don't regret those years when we were together and I followed you.

Because of you, the teenager in my life, I have traveled through so many cities and seen so many different scenery. You gave me enough courage to travel around the world alone. You have no idea how great you are. You even made me a writer. No, no,no. None of this matters. The important thing is, my child, where did your love go? Forgive me, I gave up, but I still can't be the person you like very much.

I have thought about what the love story I wrote for you turned into in your memory. Every sentence I hide in the text that I like you is a confession to you. I don't know if you have seen it.

Secret love teenager, thank you for coming into my life.

Thank you, Ning Gong.

nine

This time, Red Bean wrote his name on the office, although it was only a pen name.

On the day of writing, the pass also expired. When she arrived at the airport, she seemed to hear someone calling her and turned around and passed the security check.

She returned to her hometown, found a stable job and lived a quiet life.

The novel that she once forgot actually made her popular. I came to urge the new article, and Red Bean said, "I can't write a better story." Because she can only have such a vigorous crush on one person in her life.

Forgetting Gongning's red beans, I soon made a boyfriend and talked about marriage.

The New Year is a junior high school reunion, and red beans also went. She met Gong Ning, who is more and more handsome. Even time, butcher knife, spared Gong Ning. Red bean nodded and smiled at him. Somehow, she became the red man in the class. Everyone called her writer Xiao and took turns toasting. Excessive enthusiasm frightened her. It happened that he had a severe alcohol allergy. Gong Ning stood up and helped her stop all the drinking. The students joked. I didn't expect you two to be so close before. Gong Ning said calmly, "You don't know that Hong and I are friends in junior high school." This sentence almost made red beans cry. She likes this person who likes to go to the end of time.

Gong Ning vomited, and Red Bean stood by, very at a loss.

Gong Ning said that he was all right, called a taxi for her, and said that Red Bean had been watching Gong Ning go, and now it was his turn to send Red Bean.

Red bean sat in the car and looked back to see Gong Ning's lonely and thin figure under the street lamp. Jessica Fong Ching didn't come. I heard that she went to Taipei to get married in the summer of 20 13. At that time, Gong Ning gave up completely. Halfway through the drive, Hongdu asked the driver to turn around and go to Qihua Middle School. She came to the roof alone. She went to look for the diary that once belonged to them. She hasn't touched it for a long time. When she touched a letter, Hongdu took it out. She was very familiar with it. It belongs to Gongning.

In the summer of 20 13, a student from Qihua school came to me and asked me if I was Gong Ning. She said that some students found a diary on the rooftop, which was addressed to me. After three years of writing, all the students who read it cried. They came to me spontaneously and asked me if I was Gong Ning.

At that moment, I understood why Hongdu was in Taipei, why I didn't always meet in different cities, and we always met in different cities. What a coincidence. Facts have proved that this is not a miracle. I immediately set off for Taipei and saw Hongdu when I got off the plane. I called her.

Red beans didn't look back. I don't think she heard it. That was the last time I saw you, Red Bean. Finally, I heard from you. You have a boyfriend. I used to hate it. Why do you hate others easily?

Later, I thought of the phone call I told you I was dating. In fact, my blind date is purely to cope with my parents. I care about you, and I just want to tell you personally that I am willing to go to the ends of the earth with you, but I am doomed to miss it.

That day, I came to the rooftop and wrote this letter, but I didn't know who to send it to, the young Ning Gong or the red bean that was already someone else's girlfriend. For example, let's get together. I like you very much, but it's wrong. Fortunately, red beans gave me a memory that will never grow old. You are right. Many years later, I saw this diary written for myself, and the time became not terrible at all.

Red beans can't stop crying when they see the end. He was crying on the empty roof.

She saw it, saw Gong Ning say she liked it, and said she was together.

But it's too late. Just like that year, they flew a paper plane on the rooftop together, and the paper plane could never fly back, and neither could Hongdou and Gongning. Even in the good old days, they won't end up in the same place. end