A letter fulfilled Shen Dianxia’s love dream. Unfortunately, she didn’t realize until she died that she had lost a long time ago.

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She is the "pistachio" in the hearts of countless people. She is kind, lovely, open-minded and kind.

Her figure is unusually plump, and her shape has remained the same for ten years. People affectionately call her "Fat Fat".

She fell in love with someone she shouldn't have loved, and she never found happiness throughout her life.

She is Shen Dianxia, ??a person who keeps her sorrow to herself.

Shen Dianxia was born in Shanghai in 1945. Her father was engaged in the tobacco business, and she grew up in a wealthy family.

As the youngest daughter in the family, Shen Dianxia was loved by everyone and was called the "Sixth Miss".

When she was 10 years old, Alex Shum came to Hong Kong with her family.

By chance one day, Shen Dianxia discovered that the famous Shaw Brothers Company needed a fat child star.

At that time, she felt that she was very suitable, so she decisively chose to go for the interview.

The director was very satisfied with Shum Dianxia, ??and from then on her acting career of more than 40 years began.

At the age of 15, Alex Shum had already appeared in two movies, and with her cute appearance and optimistic personality, she was quickly recognized by the audience and became a slightly famous child star.

However, what really made her famous was her hosting career. TVB took a fancy to Shum Dianxia's humorous personality and let her serve as the host of "Happy Tonight", which she has done for 20 years.

In the past 20 years, Shum Dianxia has become a well-known host, and the audience also affectionately calls her "Fei Fei".

Although Shun Dianxia is always laughing and joking in front of the screen and bringing people joy, in private she is very serious about her work and often supports her juniors.

Relying on her cheerful and enthusiastic personality, Shum Dianxia has a lot of friends and is recognized as a good person.

She is the adopted sister of Deng Guangrong and Xie Xian and the godmother of Jacky Cheung.

Her fame as a host did not stop her, and she began to be active on the big screen.

Gradually, she developed her own unique performance style, and the name Alex Shum also became a dazzling sight.

She was such a confident and generous woman, but she ruined the rest of her life because of a man.

This man is Zheng Shaoqiu.

The story of Shen Dianxia and Zheng Shaoqiu begins with a letter.

At that time, Zheng Shaoqiu was just a newcomer, but his girlfriend at this time was the hot actress Sensen.

Sensen once won the title of "Hong Kong Diva" and also appeared in many movies and TV series. Later, she joined "Happy Tonight" and became colleagues with Shun Dianxia.

As a colleague, Shen Dianxia is not optimistic about the relationship between the two, because Zheng Shaoqiu often has scandals with actresses.

Shen Dianxia felt that it was too unsafe to be a boyfriend with such a romantic person.

One day, colleague and friend Sensen asked Shen Dianxia to help deliver a letter to Zheng Shaoqiu.

Shen Dianxia gave the letter to Zheng Shaoqiu without thinking too much, but who could have imagined that this letter would directly change her destiny.

Shen Dianxia, ??who thought it was a love letter, even teased Zheng Shaoqiu and asked him to treat her to morning tea.

But no one in the crew found Zheng Shaoqiu the next day. Later, they found him hiding in a corner crying bitterly, and the hand holding the letter was shaking.

Only then did Shen Dianxia realize that this was a breakup letter, and she suddenly felt guilty.

During that time, as long as Zheng Shaoqiu was not filming, he would feel sad alone.

Shen Dianxia was afraid that something would happen to Zheng Shaoqiu, so she stayed with him and comforted him.

During that time together, Shen Dianxia stubbornly believed that Zheng Shaoqiu was a "affectionate person".

She mistakenly blamed this man, so she gradually fell in love with Zheng Shaoqiu, and the two gradually came together.

When the media broke the news about the relationship between the two, everyone thought it was a joke, because people felt that Zheng Shaoqiu was handsome and handsome, but Shun Dianxia was not worthy of him at all.

But everyone in the circle felt that Zheng Shaoqiu was not worthy of Shen Dianxia, ??who was smart and capable and had a flourishing career.

Zheng Shaoqiu is not only carefree, but also has not made much progress in his career.

None of Shen Dianxia's friends were dissatisfied with Zheng Shaoqiu, but Shen Dianxia was happy, so naturally they couldn't say anything else.

This unfavorable relationship lasted for six years. During these six years, Shen Dianxia has been using her own resources to help Zheng Shaoqiu.

According to my friend Wang Mingquan, it was entirely due to Alex Shum that Zheng Shaoqiu sang the theme song in "The Book of Swordsman".

In order to make her beloved succeed in her career, Alex Shum spent a lot of effort.

And Zheng Shaoqiu also got the title of "soft rice man". People said that Zheng Shaoqiu was just using Shen Dianxia, ??but he didn't mean it.

But Shen Dianxia said: "I always believe that true love is blind, and I am willing to do anything for Zheng Shaoqiu."

Zheng Shaoqiu has made obvious progress in his career by relying on Shen Dianxia's connections. improvement.

So, Shum Dianxia gave up her career in Hong Kong and followed Zheng Shaoqiu to Taiwan.

After arriving in Taiwan, Zheng Shaoqiu slowly revealed his true nature.

In 1984, Zheng Shaoqiu met Guan Jinghua while filming "The New Biography of Chu Liuxiang".

19-year-old Guan Jinghua has just graduated from drama school. She is young, beautiful and fair-skinned.

At this time, Zheng Shaoqiu was 37 years old, mature, handsome, and successful in his career.

During the days of filming together, Zheng Shaoqiu succeeded in swaying the girl's heart with the charm of a mature man.

Soon the two began an underground romance.

At this time, Shen Dianxia vaguely felt that something was wrong, but there was no evidence.

Once, she happened to be going to Japan to film a movie and found that her passport was still in the hotel.

After returning to the hotel, Shen Dianxia discovered that the password in the box where she and Zheng Shaoqiu usually kept their IDs had changed.

Shen Dianxia tried it from dawn to dusk. She sat slumped on the ground and finally opened the box.

She found her ID, but she also discovered the secrets of Zheng Shaoqiu and Guan Jinghua.

At that moment, Shen Dianxia felt very humble. Love was obviously a two-way journey, but the love that she had believed to be true for so many years might be wishful thinking in Zheng Shaoqiu's eyes.

When Zheng Shaoqiu came back, Shen Dianxia asked him calmly: "Do you have a girlfriend outside?"

Zheng Shaoqiu understood immediately that Shen Dianxia knew about her and Guan Jinghua's affairs.

My career is on the rise now. Without the help of Shen Dianxia, ??the consequences would be disastrous.

So he immediately argued that he did not have a girlfriend, but Shen Dianxia did not believe this man. Seeing that Shen Dianxia did not believe in him, he said: "If you don't believe it, we will get married."

At this moment, Shen Dianxia hesitated. She still loved this man, and "marriage" had a fatal temptation for her.

Getting married to the man you love is the dream of countless girls, including Alex Shum.

She compromised, and many years later she said that if she did not have her original obsession, then she might not be in so much pain.

There was no gorgeous wedding dress or grand dinner in Shen Dianxia's wedding, just two people in a hurry. But even so, Shen Dianxia still felt very happy.

Life after marriage was not what Shen Dianxia thought. On the contrary, Zheng Shaoqiu's fox tail was finally exposed.

He kept telling Shen Dianxia: "I am almost forty years old. You can hurry up and give birth to a child for me. I will give you another three years of chance. If you don't have it again, don't blame me." "

This is obviously an excuse. Shen Dianxia was already 40 years old at the time, and because she was obese, giving birth to a child was dangerous for her.

After finally marrying the one she loves, how could Shen Dianxia get divorced so easily?

So she risked her life and gave birth to a daughter for Zheng Shaoqiu, named Zheng Xinyi.

Shen Dianxia thought that by giving birth to a daughter, she could keep her husband's heart.

But when Zheng Shaoqiu was pregnant with Shen Dianxia, ??he and Guan Jinghua got back together. After Shen Dianxia found out, she did not choose to stalk them, but let them go gracefully.

She understood that her husband's heart was no longer with her. She didn't want to stay without dignity again. This time she wanted to leave with dignity.

Shortly after her daughter was born, she filed for divorce and never got married again. Zheng Shaoqiu also chose to leave home and go to Taiwan.

During that time, it was difficult for Shun Dianxia to get over the emotional trauma and she was depressed for a long time.

On the contrary, Zheng Shaoqiu quickly married Guan Jinghua a year after their breakup and gave birth to two daughters. His happiness seemed particularly ironic.

After the divorce, Shum Dianxia chose to come back, and she is still the same "pistachio" in everyone's hearts.

Everyone saw her cheerful side, but they didn’t know that the newly divorced Shum Dianxia was in great pain and wanted to commit suicide several times.

But thinking of her daughter, Shen Dianxia told herself to be strong, to live for her daughter, and to live for herself.

At the 1998 Mid-Autumn Festival Gala, Alex Shum and Eric Tsang sang the song "The Heart Is Too Soft".

Eric Tsang asked her on the stage: "Are you too soft-hearted?"

Shen Dianxia said: "I am soft-hearted towards good people, and hard-hearted towards bad people."

Zeng Zhiwei said with a smile: "When you talk about bad people, don't point at me, point at the person named Zheng." But before he could finish speaking, Alexey Shum interrupted him. This is the gentleness of Sammy Shum.

Just like what the song says, you are always too soft-hearted and cry alone until dawn. You love that person without regrets.

In 2002, Shen Dianxia had a talk show, and the first guest she invited on the show was her ex-husband Zheng Shaoqiu. The two had a very happy chat, and it seemed that everything in the past had disappeared.

At the end, after a long period of foreshadowing, Shen Dianxia asked Zheng Shaoqiu a question and deliberately emphasized: "You only need to answer me Yes or No."

"In the past few decades, have you ever tried to really like me?"

This question hides Shen Dianxia's unwillingness and regret. She tried to learn from Zheng Shaoqiu's If you find something in your eyes, even if you show a little love, your more than ten years of efforts will be considered worthwhile.

But Zheng Shaoqiu covered up his embarrassment with a smile, and after thinking for a long time, he said: "I really like you, you are really good to me."

Shen Dianxia already understood all this. After all, her love for many years was wrongly paid, so she interrupted Zheng Shaoqiu's words and stopped the beauty in this moment. I don’t know if it’s right or wrong to meet you, but I know I’m happy to have met you.

The smart Shen Dianxia had already understood what Zheng Shaoqiu said, but she did not want to understand, so she was allowed to sink for the last time in this waking dream.

People only meet each other for a period of time. You miss mine and I miss yours. This is fair.

God blessed Zheng Shaoqiu and Guan Jinghua, but did not favor Shen Dianxia.

Shen Dianxia has suffered from high blood pressure and diabetes for a long time. Later, she was hospitalized again and again for liver and gallbladder surgeries. When her condition was serious, she often fell into a coma, but she was optimistic by nature and refused to give in to the disease.

Because she understood that her biggest concern was her daughter Zheng Xinyi. Zheng Xinyi revealed to her mother that she wanted to enter the entertainment industry. Shen Dianxia decided to try her best to make her daughter's future easier in her last days. .

In November 2007, when TVB celebrated its 40th anniversary in Taiwan, Zheng Xinyi appeared in the public eye for the first time.

Shen Dianxia knew that this stage meant a lot to her daughter, so she dragged her weak body and took two shots of cardiotonic just to cheer her up.

After the party, Alex Shum took her daughter to the VIP room. She asked TVB executives to take more care of her daughter in the future.

The first time I watched my daughter perform became the last time. Four months later, Alex Shum passed away from this world forever.

Although she left, her love still surrounds Zheng Xinyi.

She left her 60 million inheritance to her daughter, which was enough for her to use for a lifetime, but she was afraid that her daughter would squander the money and that people with evil intentions would target the money.

Therefore, her will specifically emphasized that Zheng Xinyi could only withdraw 20,000 yuan of pocket money from the inheritance every month before the age of 35, and could inherit all of it after the age of 35.

Until the last moment of her life, she thought about her daughter. If Shun Dianxia's love had a voice, it would be deafening.

At Shum Dianxia's funeral, almost all the prominent figures in Hong Kong came to pay their respects to her.

But the man she has loved all her life, Zheng Shaoqiu, did not show up, which made her "fat" godbrother Deng Guangrong very dissatisfied.

At the memorial service of Shen Dianxia, ??Zheng Shaoqiu finally attended. Deng Wenrong told about the life of Shen Dianxia. He missed this sister who loved to laugh.

When he was young, he thought that girls who loved to laugh would have good luck, and his beloved sister would always be happy. However, Zheng Shaoqiu's failure made Shen Dianxia heartbroken.

Deng Guangrong has always been dissatisfied with Zheng Shaoqiu. In the past, he could not say anything for the sake of his reputation, but today he couldn't help it anymore and suddenly went crazy and cursed Zheng Shaoqiu for being ruthless to his ex-wife and irresponsible to his daughter. .

"Why did Zheng Shaoqiu show up at this time? Qiuzai, what have you done for Ah Fei in the past few years? What have you done to your daughter? Come up, if you have something to say, come up and say it! "

Zheng Shaoqiu walked up to the stage and bowed deeply to Shun Dianxia, ??but he hesitated for a long time and couldn't say a word. The scene was very embarrassing for a while.

Finally, it was 21-year-old Zheng Xinyi who came to the stage to rescue her father.

Accompanied by his daughter, he said that Zheng Xinyi was his daughter and he would do what he should do. However, he never explained why he did not attend the funeral.

Zheng Shaoqiu keeps saying that he is responsible for his daughter, but is this really the case?

Over the years, Zheng Xinyi has been raised by his mother, and his father has paid very little attention to him.

Shen Dianxia never said anything bad about Zheng Shaoqiu in front of Zheng Xinyi, but instead told her to get along well with her father.

Zheng Xinyi, who lost her father's love when she was young, knew that her father had his own family, and she was just an accident in his father's life.

So she would have dinner with her father every year, but there was always an insurmountable distance between them, a distance that could not be shortened even by blood.

She felt alienated from her father. When Zheng Xinyi only had 26 yuan left in her body, she gritted her teeth and persevered and never thought of asking for a penny from her father.

Zheng Xinyi will soon be 35 years old and will inherit her mother's huge inheritance, but she is not happy. This year Zheng Xinyi was hospitalized due to acute appendicitis.

Although she lives in a high-end hospital loved by Hong Kong's richest people, she is always alone, taking care of herself without any relatives around her.

So what if you have tens of millions of dollars in property? It’s not that there are no sincere people around you.

The more this happens, the more she misses her mother. Every year on the anniversary of her mother's death, she always posts a message in memory of her mother. Every year she conveys a sentence to her mother: "I am fine, don't worry."

Today, Zheng Xinyi has her own career, is very talented in singing, and has won various trophies with her own efforts. Moreover, she admits that she will not use her mother's inheritance.

Firstly, she has the ability to support herself, and secondly, she is unwilling to let her mother's love pass away. This is not only maternal love, but also a thought left by her mother to herself. I believe that Feifei will be there for her. Heaven will also support my daughter’s decision.

Looking back on Shum Dianxia's life, in Hong Kong where there are many beauties, she has established a firm foothold with her own unique style. She tells the world that beauty is not defined, and that confidence is the most beautiful look of a girl.

She always treats her friends sincerely. A few years before her "brother" Leslie Cheung committed suicide, he often went to Shum Dianxia to talk about his troubles. In his suicide note, Leslie Cheung was most grateful for his parents, except for his parents.

He is such an optimistic and open-minded person, but his heart was broken by love. He originally thought that Zheng Shaoqiu was Shun Dianxia's destiny, but who would have thought that this "Chu Liuxiang" would make this pistachio sad for the rest of his life.

Many years later, Shen Dianxia let go of this relationship. She would think that if she had let go of her obsession with Zheng Shaoqiu, would she have met someone who really liked her? Will your life be completely different?

But she forgot that once some heartbeats started, they were irreversible.