How could peasant poets Yu Xiuhua and Li Songshan make waves in the lonely poetry world?

Yes, there is always a big gap between reality and imagination. Yin Shiping is addicted to alcohol and asks her to make tea and wash her feet. The two often get along over trivial matters. Yin Shiping thinks that he is a healthy person ten thousand times more noble than Yu, and Yu Xiuhua should serve him well. Yin Shiping, a mountain villager and a small farmer, can clearly see his thoughts. Unfortunately, he married a woman with a strong self-awareness.

Women want to break the prison of marriage. In the second year of marriage, Yu Xiuhua wants a divorce, but unfortunately her family refuses. After all, she has given birth to a child, and she is even more afraid that Yu Xiuhua will have no support when she gets old. There was a huge pain in Yu's heart, and no one could talk to her. She wrote her feelings into poems to soothe the complaints, grief, anger and uneasiness in her heart.

In 1998, she wrote her first poem "Imprints". "In the poem, I wrote about myself crawling in muddy water. Thinking about it now, it almost predicted the fate of my life." Time goes by , the years have changed, the children have grown up slowly, and the husband has been working outside for a whole year. I write poems, feed rabbits, and sit in my yard and wait for the years to slip away quietly.

Liu Nian, the editor of "Poetry Magazine", is Yu Xiuhua's assistant. In September 2014, he recommended eight of Yu Xiuhua's poems to be published in "Poetry Magazine", which also opened a new door for her. After becoming famous, Yu Xiuhua still thought about getting divorced. She had no nostalgia for Yin Shiping. Even though she longed for love, she never expected to get emotional comfort from this man.

After waiting for 20 years, Yu Xiuhua thought about divorce many days and nights. Fan Jian, the director who filmed her documentary, once said: "There was a time when she wanted to divorce but couldn't, and she cried a lot. It's complicated. Family reasons and certain social reasons prevented her from getting divorced. "Yu Xiuhua had misfortunes in her life, but she was also luckier than others. Her insistence on writing poems made her famous.

Now, she has the ability to resist the obstruction and disturbance from the outside world, and she does not hesitate to end the marriage that has tortured her for twenty years. She even made a joke when she went to get the divorce certificate. The staff asked her, "Are you mentally ill?" Her sensitive self-esteem was stimulated, and she slapped her hand on the table and said, "I am mentally ill."

Actually, it was just a routine question from the staff. Marriage is a contractual relationship that makes women happy. The only and legitimate reason for marrying each other is love. Unfortunately, not everyone has a fair chance to choose. Some people passively accept it, and some people take the initiative to change it, but time is ruthless, pushing everyone forward. What I long for most is: Love. Looking through Yu Xiuhua's recent blog, there is an article "I Love You with One Twentieth of My Life", which is written to a man named "Hu Tao". In the article, she confesses like this Said: Right now I am boiling with longing for you, my Tao, and I hate myself. I think reading is much better than missing someone. I think it is a crime for me to miss you. She is passionate about love and seems a little crazy. She once admired a local host and often participated in his program. She confessed her love after being drunk and even alarmed 110 people. During the filming of the documentary, she also fell in love with a man who was much older than her. Literary man, he was rejected after confessing his love.