How many surprises are there in the sunset snow in Qian Shan?

Fan wai: the scenery is vaguely like the old year.

If I could live over again, I would still choose to love you.

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When I signed it, I paused and glanced at the man who was only a stone's throw away from me. He seems to be sitting on the sofa relaxed, but obviously absent-minded. His eyes looked out of the window and his heart wandered somewhere.

But his lawyer is more nervous than he is. Seeing me like this, he looked at me half puzzled and half urged.

As long as I sign my name on the agreement, I have nothing to do with him from now on. Or there is. Ladies in a hurry in the circle may secretly call me his ex-wife. But I don't think anyone is ignorant enough to say this to my face.

former wife

What a ridiculous word.

I have never been his wife, and he knows it, and so do I.

Ten years, from twenty to thirty years old, the best time of life has passed.

He was twenty-three when he married me. At that time, he was still a slightly green boy. Now time has carved him into a stable and mature man. The years have hardly left too many marks on him, and nothing seems to have changed except his temperament.

I signed it, pushed that agreement aside and signed another one.

The strokes are surprisingly smooth. 10 years ago, he filed for divorce for the first time on his wedding night. I quarreled with him in the meanest words, and finally he slammed the door. After he left, I sobbed and fell on the bed.

For ten years, I boiled the most longed-for loneliness into poison and invaded my blood little by little. I thought I would pester him all my life and never die.

I didn't expect this day.

I remember his personal assistant calling me. He never called me, and even the most basic communication was through his assistant. As always, the tone of business is business-like, respectful and alienated: "Miss Mu, Mr. Mo agreed to sell 49% of Hong Kong shares to Mu. Do you think it is convenient for your assistant to come over and discuss the details? "

For the first time in ten years, he bowed his head in front of me and admitted losing because of that woman.

Xue Tong.

Why on earth does he love her so much?

I always thought that people like him were hard-hearted and unmoved. I once doubted whether he didn't love women at all.

Until I finally noticed the clue.

The news published in the gossip newspaper showed that he held a woman's hand tightly, with his fingers clasped.

He never held my hand.

After ten years of nominal husband and wife life, I have only seen him alone a few times. Even for family gatherings, in most cases, his relationship with Zhenfei is warmer than mine. Therefore, when my father appointed the executive director for Mohs, he deliberately chose Zhenfei instead of me.

Father said airily, "You are not suitable for this position."

I understand my father's implication. In fact, I am even less suitable to be his wife.

I know I'm crazy.

Why is the woman in the movie held by him?

I hope she will never appear in the movie again.

I will ruin everything between me and him.

Zhenfei once advised me, and he said, "Sister, forget it."

Forget it, okay?

What a light three words, I have devoted ten years to this, and the result is just a joke.

I met him ten years ago and I vowed to marry him.

My father is Mu Changhe, and I am the proudest apple of Mu's eye. I can get whatever I want.

Ten years ago, he turned me down for the first time. I didn't show any emotion, just laid it out silently.

I instructed others to buy off his father's people, steal the whole business plan to his father's competitors, and then carefully plan it step by step. I think if his father is in trouble, he may change his mind. I need outside help to bring him closer to me.

But I didn't expect his father to die of a heart attack at the airport. Fortunately, my purpose has been achieved.

Everything I do is very secret, and I am glad that he will never know what I did, because I don't know how he will react. I know exactly how he treats Xue Tong. Even though he loves her so much, he still has demons.

He mistakenly thinks that to love her is to betray his father.

I looked at the photos sent to me by private detectives wantonly and cruelly. There is a set of photos taken clearly. Xue Tong has been low head, he has been behind her, held out his hand several times. Once his fingertips almost touched the tip of her hair, but after all, they hung down and slowly became fists.

There is so much loneliness in his eyes, but it's a pity that she will never look back.

In fact, she is also available to him, but never available.

I feel happy, how good, and I suffer, and he has to experience it over and over again.

She doesn't love him like he doesn't love me.

Their every move is under my control. I have seen photos of Xue Tong countless times. Although she has beautiful facial features, there are too many people who are more beautiful than her. What does Mo Shaoqian see in her?

I gradually feel lost. Maybe at the beginning of his acquaintance with her, he already knew whose daughter she was.

Perhaps it is because of this taboo that he is more obsessed with her. Even at the beginning of acquaintance, he had a curious and revenge mentality. Maybe at first, he just missed Doby.

Finally, he collapsed.

I can't help but want to separate them, even though she doesn't love him at all.

But he loves her too much.

So deep that he is willing to take part in accidental amusement with a woman who plays a movie to distract me. So deep that he would rather struggle by himself, but didn't let her know what happened that year.

Why on earth does he love her so much?

Ten years ago, I insisted on marrying him. He said, "I don't love you. You must think it over."

Frankly speaking, I feel chilling.

But at that time, I thought I could change everything, and I could make him love me as much as I love him.

Ten years, the result is in vain.

All this turned out to be just my own daydream.

Mu helped him, but he alienated me even more, because he felt that this marriage was a transaction, a transaction that made him extremely painful.

I've been wondering if I can start all over again.

Just when I was in pain, Lin Zixian told me another bad news.

Xue Tong is pregnant.

After ten years of husband and wife, Mo Shaoqian never touched me. I think it's a great shame, but now Xue Tong is pregnant.

I finally know that they lived together for three years, and Mo Shaoqian hid her well. If it weren't for coincidence, I could hardly find her.

He has always been wary of me because he knows what I will do. Loneliness has turned the blood in my bones into the most vicious poison, and I will not let it go.

I decided to see Xue Tong because I was crazy. I shouldn't have come forward directly, but I can't help it.

I hate this woman named Xue Tong, and I hope she'd better die.

I met Xue Tong and told her some half-truths.

I know Mo Shaoqian will know what I did, but I have ignored it.

I can't take any more risks. I have no patience.

I know I lost my mind, but it's better than watching another woman give birth to his child.

Although I clearly know that Xue Tong has a bad relationship with him, she will not leave this embryo.

But I can't risk it.

Because I can't afford to lose.

He didn't attend the regular family gathering. I heard it was because he was ill. It was a long time before the company held a board meeting and I met him. He lost a lot of weight and became more distant and indifferent. In recent years, he is full-fledged, and his father is always kind to him, and he is always very polite to Mu. Everything is as calm as an ancient well.

After the meeting, I deliberately stopped him and talked to him with a smile.

He looks tired. I think he already knows everything I've done. He said to me, "As long as you are satisfied."

I stood there and watched him turn away.

The faint light stretched his shadow.

Light and shadow are lonely.

I never knew that a conference room with central air conditioning would be so cold, as cold as an ice room.

Are you satisfied?

I'm afraid I'll never be satisfied.

I already know that he will put all the bills on me, including the loss of that little embryo.

In fact, he and I both know that even if I do nothing, Xue Tong will not leave this embryo.

I lost my temper and helped the enemy.

She obviously doesn't love him. Why did he do this to her?

I am determined to let him know clearly that she doesn't love him, that is, she doesn't love him.

I arranged patiently as I did ten years ago.

I'll make him lose what he values most.

He values Xue Tong the most, so I will let him know that Xue Tong never loved him.

He likes his career best, so I want him to know that he can't even keep his father's legacy.

Will he still love me if he has nothing?

No, of course not.

He will only hate me more.

I smiled quietly in the dark, and I couldn't control the poison in my blood.

If all this ends in destruction, let me die with him.

After I signed it, the lawyer handed all the documents to Mo Shaoqian for signature.

After Mo Shaoqian signed it, he returned one of them to my lawyer.

I took the document from my lawyer.

Heavy documents, a couple born ten years ago, are in black and white, but they are property agreements.

He traded everything he once cherished most for the peace of another woman.

I suddenly feel like crying.

He has never treated me like this. He has always hated me. After Xue Tong's accident, the only thing he said to me was, "What do you want?"

I just want him to love me.

Ten years, I devoted all my efforts and energy, but it was a moon in the water and a flower in the mirror.

My face is completely ruined. I have done a lot of plastic surgery in Japan, but I still can't recover. Fortunately, I can't see any scars, but it's hard to avoid being surprised to see myself in the mirror.

Zhenfei always comforted me and said, "Sister, you are just different and still beautiful."

I know my length is not important to him.

Whether I am beautiful or not, he won't love me.

I looked up and smiled at him.

Every time he takes his eyes off my smile, this time is no exception.

Because he never looked at me.

When all the legal procedures were over, I said to him, "I have something to say to you."

I insisted that everyone leave. His lawyer was alert, but he was still faintly alienated and indifferent: "Let her talk."

It's just me and him in such a huge space, and the world has never been so quiet.

Perhaps this is the last time I stand here alone with him, landing out of the window, the city is bustling to the extreme, but in my heart, it is just desolate.

I stared at the man I love for ten years, and he didn't even look at me.

Maybe up to now, he still hasn't noticed whether I'm different from before, because I've never left any impression on him.

But all this is my own choice, and I will not regret what I have done.

"Shao Qian," I smiled at him slowly. If this is the last time, I want to smile most beautifully in front of him.

"If I could live over again, I would still choose to love you."

The dust in Xiaoshan GG is not colorful.

There are still three days before the college entrance examination. The school has a holiday as usual, and students are allowed to go home to rest. I hope everyone can take the exam with the fullest spirit.

At this time of year, the most painful thing is not the senior senior who is about to be liberated in senior three, but the senior senior who is about to be imprisoned in senior two. Listening to the noise upstairs, I couldn't help but stick out my tongue at the rose at the same table: "Listen, senior three seems to be leaving, and everyone is packing." Alas, they are going to be liberated anyway, but the school will soon clean us up. "

Ross is doing a set of mathematical simulation problems. When she heard this, she just looked up and smiled: "If you know that the school is going to clean us up, don't do the problem quickly, and you will get two more points if you are anxious all day?" Li Ge nodded: "Yes, if I win the first prize of Mathematical Olympiad like you, I will not only be eligible for walking, but also get 20 points more in the college entrance examination. I am in no hurry. " Pretend to sigh: "You said that the gap between people is so big ..."

Rose gave her a white look: "If you envy me, you can't envy me. Look at Xiaoshan, which is one level higher than ours. As soon as people won the Olympic prize, P and T called and hoped that he would go. Look at Sister Xue Tong. She is the top ten in the city, you can't envy her to death. "

Li Ge really sighed this time: "Birds of a feather flock together. Why are all the people you know so awesome? "

I don't know why Rose suddenly blushed and faltered: "My sister Xue Tong and I grew up together. Xiaoshan only met several times. How can we know each other?"

Song "mm-hmm", a pair of eyes slipped away: "I don't know if I don't know. Why are you blushing? " Another thought: "anyway, they are going to take the college entrance examination soon, and there must be many reference books to spare." Why don't you ask sister Xue Tong for two, and let her teach you some review experience by the way. "

In fact, Rose had such a plan for a long time, so she took advantage of her lunch break to go to Xue Tong's class, but she just saw her packing up and cried with a smile: "Sister Xue Tong!"

Xue Tong is sorting out books. Seeing that rose was slightly dazed, she immediately smiled: "It's little Rose. Just in time. I just want to come to you and let you see if there is any useful information. Anyway, there is no room for me to take it back. "

Ross giggled: "Sister Xue Tong is so kind." I rummaged through the books compiled by Xue Tong.

It is said to be an old book, but it is still very clean. When the rose was carefully turned over, I suddenly found that its bottom was actually a very delicate gift box. I couldn't help saying, "Sister Xue Tong, this can't be from your boyfriend." Looking up, a pair of eyes smiled like a crescent moon: "I want to see it."

Before Xue Tong could speak, he opened the box.

Unexpectedly, although this box is exquisitely packaged, its contents are a little messy: a small glass screw-capped bottle, a somewhat shabby mathematical olympiad book, a cracked pen, a pull ring of a can, a withered petal, a paper crane that is exquisitely folded but looks like paper from a fast food restaurant, and the most exaggerated thing is that there is even a pack of dried radish in it.

Ross was a little embarrassed. He quickly closed it, picked up the book he had found, and said to Xue Tong, "Sister, get busy first. I'll find you after the exam." Taking his word, he ran away first-he didn't notice the expression of Xue Tong behind him.

Xiaoshan, when I read these two words again, I had no heartache at all. These two words gently across the tip of my tongue, like the fresh spring wind. There are so many memories in the box, such as their memories. No matter how carefully collected, it can only be fragments and can no longer be pieced together.

She groped for everything carefully, as if looking at her heart-

A small and exquisite glass bottle with a screw cap still contains a little snake oil, which was left after frostbite. It really worked. There was no recurrence this winter.

She has folded the paper crane many times, because she has always said that she should learn to fold, so she has dismantled it many times, but in the end, she can only fold it according to the crease, and it is impossible to replace it with new paper. Xiaoshan laughed at her many times for this joke, but she refused. She once vowed: "When the contour test is finished, I will definitely fold a can for you!" "But three months before the college entrance examination, he said," Let's break up. "

The old Olympic reference book, because she asked him a topic, he was still sitting behind him, absorbed in thinking for a while, and actually held her hand from behind and worked with her on the paper. Fortunately, he couldn't see her face, as red as the most beautiful sunset on a summer night. Blue-black pen water strokes on the book, and the rich blue slowly solidifies into a light ink color, as if it had precipitated the years. Her hand is in his, reminding people of the passage of time, holding your hand and growing old with your son.

I broke my pen too many times, because she was always not flexible enough. After learning to spin for so long, all his pens were broken like this, which made him laugh and cry. She was going to throw it away, but she quietly put it away.

The pull ring of the can was put on the ring finger of her left hand, and it kept falling off loosely, but she wore it happily for several days, hiding her left hand in her pocket every day so that no one could see it.

Petals are many magnolia flowers planted in school. When I first picked it, it was white and fragrant. She writes them quietly in her diary, looks at them every day, smells them, and then forgets them. Now take it out again, but it has withered into light brown, such a decadent color, with a floating posture.

That bag of Xiaoshan dried radish is actually her birthday present. Xiaoshan asked for a long time before telling him his birthday. He let out a cry and scratched his head in some annoyance. "Didn't I know I should give you a present the day I asked you out last year?" She just smiled: "It's not too late to know. We can make up for it this year. " As a result, he mysteriously gave her a delicate little box on her birthday, which was actually wrapped by himself. She is a little uneasy, afraid of being too expensive, but it is not easy to refuse. When I came home from school, I finally opened it and found that it was actually a pack of dried radish! Really angry and funny, only to see a small card at the bottom, which reads: "I dedicate myself to Xue Tong, I hope she will never lose this gift." She smiled slightly, but tears fell down.

Even if it is a broken memory, she will not lose it and will cherish it for a lifetime.

Qianshan Muxue was fascinated by bandits. Let me see.

The weather is fine, just like when you were still here.

The roses in the greenhouse are in bloom, and I hate eating all the new leaves of the roses. Xiang Xiu specially took him to see a doctor, saying that he lacked vitamins. A long time ago, when we first met, you were also short of vitamins. At that time, your hair was yellow and the ends of your hair were forked. What a young girl. I'll take you to dinner. Everything you eat smells good, and you will bend your eyebrows and smile at me, which will make people have an appetite.

Many years later, you tasted a spoonful of bird's nest stew in the kitchen, as if you were swallowing bitter medicine.

I know I'm not nice to you.

For a long time, I avoided seeing you because I was worried that I could not control my emotions. But before long, I felt bored and anxious again. I have no patience for anything, and my all-knowing personal assistant always advises me to go home and have a look.

When he said go home, he meant where you were.

But you never thought of it as home.

One night a long time ago, you didn't know what dream you had, and you suddenly cried until you woke up. I picked you up to comfort you, and when I saw my face, you suddenly panicked and wanted to break free. I'll never forget the look in your eyes. I feel very uncomfortable. I don't want you to stay in my room any longer. I think you are bored, you are noisy, you can't sleep well, and I want you to go away.

I can't let you leave my heart.

One night, friends got together and Mr. Ye was drunk. He is holding two girls as beautiful as flowers and pure as jade in KTV, but he is singing "Obsessed with Ghosts" loudly with Mai.

Someone asked me where the hell you were.

After all these years, I still can't forget it.

No matter how beautiful the spring breeze is, it can't match your smile.

People who have never met you will not understand!

……

He sang such an old song that the girls laughed so happily that everyone applauded. Only I saw the faint tears in his eyes.

He was really drunk that night.

I was very careful after that. I'm afraid I'll be as rude as him when I'm drunk.

You are my obsession, only I know.

When you came back, I was drunk.

Because I don't know how to face you.

Maybe drinking is good and bad for you.

I really hate that dog you bought, and you.

Because I took you to the movies when I was in Hong Kong, and you said the ring was really beautiful. For so long, you haven't said a nice word in front of me. So I took advantage of my business trip to choose diamonds in Belgium, and then gave them to a jewelry store, where they were set like in the movie. When I showed it to you, your expression let me know that you didn't like it.

Later, I have been thinking about when I became so poor.

Even making you smile has become a luxury for me.

I've been wondering if you would feel better if I could get a divorce without feeling morally guilty.

But you will never marry me.

Because you never loved me.

When I first met you, you were a little girl, pretending to wear high heels, putting on makeup seriously and holding a ribbon-cutting tray.

My scissors accidentally poked your hand, and you didn't say anything. Then I found you backstage, and you looked stubborn like a child.

You are a little younger than me. I'm thirty, and you're eighteen. When I was twenty-three, you were eleven.

In fact, you don't even know what happened before.

I look at you with curiosity, as happy as a cat catching a mouse.

I found myself a reason to have fun.

It's just that I know in my heart that you look good when you smile, and you will show two dimples, like a doll, which makes me always want to have you.

I have never had a doll, because I am a son, and my father taught me not to play with things when I was a child.

At that time, I already knew I couldn't let you go again. So I chose the worst way, because you hate me, I will feel better.

I can't control my attitude towards you. If you are kind to me, I don't know what I will become.

So I'd rather you hate me, which may be better.

I put myself?

If you hate me, I may love you less.

I know I'm not nice to you.

Because I can't be nice to you.

Good for you, I will always think of my father. Be nice to you. You always smile at me.

When you smile, I feel my heart melting.

I'm afraid of this feeling. It represents loss of control and weakness. So I'd rather be bad to you, so you will be bad to me.

I finally felt discouraged when I was in the hospital.

If I hadn't rushed into your life, maybe we wouldn't be so embarrassed.

Then let it end as if it had never started.

But you just got back.

You came with the contract, and I lost control of my temper and said mean things to you.

I regretted it as soon as you left.

I don't want others to see you being so cautious and humble.

But the way you please me makes me feel more sorry for myself.

I don't want to go on like this. I know there will be a trap behind the contract, and I am determined. I am determined to end everything when things get out of control.

I indulge myself when I am at the seaside. Because this opportunity is destined to be the last time in my life.

It's like I was destined to meet you.

It's like I'm doomed to never be with you again, just like I'm doomed to never have you again.

I know I'm not nice to you.

That's because I can't control myself, but I won't now.

That's better.

I always thought it was better this way.

Let me gradually forget you, forget your appearance and forget your smile. Forget what I once had, forget what I met.

Better forget all this.

Ps: I don't think I will put this story in the book "Twilight Snow in Qian Shan" published in mid-May, and publish it here to reward you. ...