The novel ‖ Chuxiang is destined to love you.

This article is a fan writer of Zhang Ailing's novel The First Furnace Incense.

I'm Ge Wei Long. During the Republic of China, the smoke of war has been burning in the northeast.

Shanghai has become unsafe. It is said everywhere that there will be a war in Shanghai. Father took our family to take refuge in Hong Kong in advance. It's been two years now.

When I first came to Hong Kong, I just turned fourteen and was at the age of studying. My father gave me money, so I went to Nanying Middle School here to study.

Now the prices in Hong Kong are rising sharply day by day. When our family came, that little savings really couldn't be maintained.

The situation in Shanghai has also eased, and my parents think it is better to go back to Shanghai after discussion.

I thought to myself, pulling my mother and saying, "I am studying very well here and will graduate next summer." If you go back to Shanghai to change schools, you will lose another year. "

My mother patted my hand and said, "Don't worry, I'm thinking about it, too. I'll talk to your father later and see if I can let you stay for another year. "

I was very happy to hear that, just like a sudden cool breeze blowing in a sultry summer.

I want to stay in Hong Kong, studying is just a cover, and most importantly, I can't bear Georgie.

The first time I saw him, I was on the bus at the school gate. He sent his sister Zhou to school.

Zhou is a pampered beauty and a well-known social butterfly in Hong Kong. Going to school is just a cover. I think it is probably because she is a student that celebrities can leave a deeper impression on her.

She is a half-blood girl, only fifteen or sixteen years old; Her skin is white, unlike China people, it is a heavy and opaque white. Snow-white face, pale green ghostly eyes, sparse dark eyelashes, black eyebrows and bright scarlet thick lips are all beautiful with a little air conditioning; It is said that her family tree is extremely complicated, and at least seven or eight lineages can be found, such as Arabs, Negros, Indians, British and Portuguese, but there are few elements in China.

At first, I was disgusted with women like Zhou. Meeting her is also a coincidence. She seldom comes to school, and I have met several embarrassed people.

On that day, she wore a white dress and a white hat, and a sweet wind blew on her face. She walked past me gracefully, her plump waist and buttocks were bright red. I stopped her out of pity.

It turned out that she was in a hurry to attend an important cocktail party that day. She was very grateful to me and warmly invited me to dinner. I refused for the first time. Unexpectedly, at the second school gate, I happened to meet Zhou who just got off the bus.

I saw Joe sitting in the driver's seat together. He and his sister Zhou look alike, but they are different. His left hand is on the steering wheel and his right hand is on the window. Deep eyes suddenly seem to suck people in. I dare not look at it again.

Walking from the school gate to the dormitory, Zhou goes the same way as me. On the way, she and I talked a lot. Finally, she invited me to dinner. I couldn't refuse any more, so I followed her.

Originally, I thought a girl like her was beautiful and unattainable, even above the peony flowers. Unexpectedly, she also has her own sadness.

Zhou ordered red wine and got drunk. She grabbed my shoulder and said, "You don't know, Wei Long, how do people call us that in Hongkong? They call us assholes! "

I smiled at her awkwardly.

Zhou immediately said to him, "Look, I have suffered this. All our possible targets are mixed-race boys. China people can't, because our foreign teachers can't get along with pure China people. Not even foreigners! Which of the white people here is not racist? This made him agree, but their society refused. If anyone marries an oriental, his career will be finished. Who is so romantic these days? "

I didn't expect her to have a deep talk with me. I nodded, frowned and said, "Really! I never thought of this floor, so your choice is so narrow! "

Zhou said, "Because of this, many people wholeheartedly hope to leave Hong Kong. The air in the colonies here is too strong; In another place, racial boundaries should not be so strict, right? There is always no place in the world where we can settle down. " As he spoke, the blush on his eyes deepened.

I took her hand and said, "You're really drunk and broke your heart!" "

Later, I sent her back. The next day, she came to me again and said, "Thank you for listening to my heart. I made you a friend! " "

Several celebrity receptions that Zhou took me to. She generously lent me her clothes, but I always felt uncomfortable. After all, she is not from that circle. No matter how gorgeous she is, she is like a kite basket, which breaks with a poke.

At the reception, I was dazzled by all kinds of exquisite tableware, the smell of beautiful women coming and going, and the smell of British officer cigars. During the reception, there were men talking to me, young and old, and I was very happy. I dance with them occasionally.

An old man named Stuart gave me a beautifully carved jade bracelet after a dance. This jade bracelet looks expensive at first glance, but I dare not accept it. However, Zhou Song sighed and finally put it on my wrist.

When I returned to the pawnshop, I asked quietly, this bracelet is enough for our family's expenses for one year.

Since then, the old man Stuart has been pestering me as soon as he sees me, so I can only entertain. After all, I take advantage of others' short hands.

During this time, I met Joe several times, but I didn't talk to them. The beauty at the reception will always be the object of all young people's pursuit, but he will always be on the side, bowing his head and sipping the red wine. These noises don't seem to belong to him, and I can't help feeling a little fond of him. Occasionally I meet his deep eyes, and I always feel that I have suddenly sunk in, as if I have done something wrong, and my face is red and hot.

This time, Zhou also took me to the poetry singing party. Compared with the casual reception, the poetry singing party with a little religious color is more formal. She whispered in my ear, "You can meet many young talents here."

I know what she means. Most young people here are rich and powerful. I refused Zhou's kindness to lend me a dress for the first time. I think this is the last time I participated in such an activity, and I won't come again.

I wore a plain cheongsam that day, which I specially asked my mother to make for me. In my mother's eyes, I have always been a good girl and never did anything wrong.

Only that time, I lied to my mother, saying that we had to wear it for the show, and the cost of customizing cheongsam was still my scholarship last year.

As expected, I saw George again in the choir.

He stood there alone, his skin as white as plaster. When I looked at him, his eyes were like early rice fields blown by the wind, and sometimes the green light of the water under the rice flashed and dimmed. He is very tall, naturally even, and casually dressed, which makes people forget the existence of his body.

He just stood quietly in the church, and a beam of sunlight shone from the roof of the church and fell on him, illuminating him all, but his lips turned red and his teeth turned white.

Qiaoqiaoqi seemed to feel my eyes and looked back at me. My eyes are light green, my eyelashes are sparse and black, and my eyebrows are black. My heart suddenly missed a beat.

A pair of exposed arms showed his green eyes, and he felt that his arms were like hot milk, pouring out of an ordinary white pot, the tube could not be controlled, and the whole self spilled out.

After a pause, I blushed, smiled at him again and said unexpectedly, "Are you looking at me?" ? How to treat me like a thorn in my side? Just stare at me! "

Qiao Qiaoqi looked askance and murmured, "This is not a thorn in my side! I'm afraid this nail won't come out. Take it as a permanent memorial. "

I blushed and smiled and said, "You are really good at telling jokes. It's stuffy in here. I am going out for a walk. "

As soon as he went out, he followed.

When they walked together, George sighed softly and said, "I really should fight!" Why didn't I know you were such a person in Hong Kong? "

I said simply, "I don't often go out to play." Otherwise there must be no reason not to know you. You are very active outside, I know. "

Jojo looked me up and down and said, "You are different from other girls I know. If those girls at the reception are like red grapes, then you are green grapes. "

I smiled and said, "Can you still use this metaphor?"

Georgie Joe said, "I almost missed this opportunity. Really, you can't imagine what a coincidence this is! Maybe we were born in two centuries, maybe we were born in the same century, but you were born twenty years before me. Ten years is bad enough. It doesn't matter that I was born twenty years before you. I don't think I'm too annoying when I'm old What do you want? "

I smiled and said, "No way."

Georgie asked me if I was from Shanghai and asked, "Do you like Shanghai or Hong Kong?"

I thought about it and said, "The scenery is natural and Hong Kong is good. Hong Kong is famous for its coast. If I can swim, I might like Hong Kong better. "

George said, "I'll teach you slowly-if you like." And added: "You speak English really well."

I said, "Where is it? A year ago, I never spoke English outside the school classroom. Recently, I just talked casually with my friends. The grammar is all wrong. "

George said, "You're not used to it. You're a little tired, aren't you? Let's stop talking about English. "

I said, "What do you mean? You can't understand Shanghainese, and I can't understand Cantonese. "

George said, "Don't say anything. You should have a rest, too. " He looked at my feet in high heels.

I smiled and said, "Now that you mention it, I really feel a little tired."

He picked a bench and sat down, followed by Summers.

After a while, I smiled and said, "Three minutes of silence is like mourning."

George said, "Do we have to talk when we sit together?"

As he spoke, he stretched out his arm and leaned back in the chair behind me. His posture is naturally extremely ambiguous, and even a stupid person will understand the meaning.

I am busy: "Let's talk."

George said, "You must speak. I will speak Portuguese to you. " The moment whispered.

I cocked my head and hugged my knees. After listening for a long time, I smiled and said, "I don't know what you are talking about. Most of you are scolding me! "

George said softly, "Are you scolding me?"

I immediately blushed and bowed my head.

George said, "I'll translate it into English and tell you." I'm afraid I don't have the guts. "

I pretended to cover my ears and said, "Who wants to hear it?" He got up and walked back.

It was already dark and the moon came up. Yellow, like jade satin, a little incense ash bounced off during embroidery and burned a small piece.

On the fifteenth day of the first month, I told Joe that I was going back to Shanghai. He looked at me sadly. Sorrow is as long as the moonlight outside the window, and I suddenly can't bear to leave him.

I lied to my parents. I made a fake scholarship certificate and told my parents that because of my excellent grades, the principal looked at me with special respect and donated me a scholarship to live for free.

I didn't expect them to believe it. I think they should hurry home. Then they packed their bags in a hurry, returned home and left Hong Kong. When I left, my mother reminded me to write to them every month to report my safety. I nodded cleverly.

Sometimes I feel that my acquaintance with George Joe is predestined. Yes, I am engaged to him.

Youth is short, and years are fleeting. I know he's like a shower, sweet-talking out the door. He is also like a lamp in the dark, attracting moths to the fire.

I am one of those moths.

His father, Sir Qiao Cheng, didn't like him, and his mother fell out of favor soon after she got married, so she didn't save any money. He refused to study hard himself, and Sir Qiao Cheng never cared about him. Now that his father is still alive, he is already very poor and always has a famine. There are twenty concubines and a dozen sons in the family. He can do nothing but play.

I knew these details of him early in the morning, and his sister felt some sympathy for him, so she took the opportunity to let us know each other, but she didn't expect that I would really have a crush on this dude and was still stuck in the mud.

On the eve of our wedding, George and I had a serious talk.

"You know I'm a man accustomed to freedom and have no autonomy in marriage. Of course, it's not that there is no money to get married. Although my family is poor, I can't afford to support my daughter-in-law. Besides, my family organization is very complicated. Can you accept it? " He looked at her seriously.

Finally, I smiled a little embarrassed and said, "You see, I was born to be a mother-in-law. I told you before I got engaged, so now, do you still insist on getting married? "

I thought about all this. I looked at him and said, "On the day of engagement, I made up my mind. If you like, I can' earn money' to support my family. "

After a while, George suddenly said, "Wei Long, I'm a liar, but I've never lied to you. I'm surprised myself."

I sighed in a low voice and looked at the distance without focus. "George, you know how happy a little lie can make me, but you don't!" You are too lazy to worry. "

George smiled and said, "You don't need me to lie to you. One day, you have to admit what a mean person I am. At that time, you should also regret sacrificing so much for me! Kill me in a rage, maybe! I was scared! "

I know what he means, but he really thinks too much.

I love him no matter what his status is. For him, I am willing to be a moth, and I am willing to go to those so-called "celebrity circles" to earn money to support my family.

The fleeting time of iron is like a beauty like water.

I also thought that my marriage with him might be pushed out and abandoned by this "celebrity circle" on my old day, but those things are too long for me now, and living the present is what I want to do now. If one day he really abandoned me, it was really self-inflicted, and it was also self-inflicted.

I love him. What does this have to do with him? I can't blame him for all the strange things.