I want to die.

Life, remember, life is not your own. Your present life is for your ideal, for the ideal given by your parents, and for your future happiness. This is not pressure, because your parents, your grandparents have suffered, and they have not escaped. They entrusted their ideals to the next generation and continued them. This is called fairness. Once you are tired of life, you will pull down their ideals and hopes. Family is like this, weaving everyone's ideals, wishes and life together to form a beautiful woven product. You can't ruin the whole work just because of you, can you? World-weariness is an immature idea, so understand life, because everyone's life is the same. Others don't hate life, but you hate life. This is also a cowardly idea! Therefore, people's life is not only for themselves, for life, for everyone's ideals, for a bright future, you are burdened with other people's ideals, who is very tired, but you must go on strongly.