How does An Lingrong end in the novel?

The harem-Zhen Huan spreads birds, so it's better to go home (below)

Words in this chapter: 9733 09-08-07 20:24 Update

In the days when there is no love, Hua Fei's disdain and Ling Ran have become accustomed to it, and gradually, even the maid dares to openly laugh at her. Who is nobler than who? She thought she was trying to fight for her parents' breath, but it just backfired and gradually became the soil that everyone in the palace could trample on. All kinds of unwillingness in her youth finally forced her to be competitive in front of all kinds of things. However, as long as she thought of his words and smile, her ambition was suddenly exhausted. If she has been spoiled, maybe she really can't live without him anymore.

In those tragic days, Zhen Xuan's 3,000 loves were reflected, and her endless ending was compared to a weeping willow in the afterglow of the sunset, disappearing into one of the colorless six houses.

If a woman is unlucky, she is really like powder in a box, which is easily blown away by the wind.

Such a miserable life, even the queen, the mother of the world, is not spared, let alone herself. In those days, apart from Zhen Xuan's unswerving kindness, the only person who cared a little about her was the queen in the harem, who was as noble as the bright moon in the sky.

At a loss, she also caught a glimpse of the queen's glorious identity, behind the bright moonlight, the incomplete shadow-that is a well-known secret in the palace, and the queen is not favored.

The queen is not stunning, and no matter how beautiful the rumored pure Yuan queen is, the queen's face in front of her is not even comparable to that of Hua Fei, and even vulgar Li and silent and gentle Feng are three points more delicate than her.

Besides, her youth is fading like a cloud in the sky.

When a woman is young, which one is not like the new rouge on her cheeks, delicate and charming, full of fragrance, with the fragrance of floral dew, Yan Xia is intoxicated; When I am old, the bright fragrant cloud has become the residue of powder, like a dead and stiff flower soul. I feel sick after reading too much, and I can't wait to clean it with one hand.

No wonder, young, glamorous, domineering, dare to show disdain in front of the queen.

But somehow, she has a good impression on the queen who wants to be close, just like the bright moon looking in the cold mirror and seeing each other's indifference. The queen has a familiar smell. She can't say what it is, but she feels very kind. Maybe, as familiar as that, she has it herself, but she never noticed it.

So, she was a little closer to the queen, and she could endure loneliness like this, and her tolerance was as high as a mountain mist, which made her admire. One day, after paying her respects, she left alone and presented a sachet embroidered by herself. The perfume in the sachet was made after she thought for a long time. Extremely elegant smell, based on peony and orchid, accompanied by agarwood and pine needles. What I smelled for the first time was only a faint taste, and it took a long time to smell it, so the graceful and elegant foundation of peony will slowly emerge and make people feel refreshed. Even the embroidery patterns on the sachet are carefully crafted. Phoenix wears peony, which is extremely rich and conforms to the identity of the queen.

The queen naturally likes it. She gently put it on her nose and smelled it, praising her good embroiderer and saying that it smells elegant. Just as she blushed, the queen suddenly changed the subject and said, "This sachet is great, but unfortunately, we don't always use spices in this palace."

Women in the palace love to use spices, and she didn't notice that every time she came to visit the Queen, she only used flowers and fruits in her palace, and never used any precious spices. She didn't feel blushing, even more embarrassed than when she was praised by the queen just now. She wanted to slap herself. How could she be so careless? However, the queen's gentle persuasion saved her in time. "It's not that I don't like spices. I just ask you, some spices used improperly will only harm the body, such as musk. Women should never use them." With it, pregnant people will miscarry, and those who are not pregnant are not easy to get pregnant. "

Of course, she knows that. For many days after being spoiled at night, she used a small sachet and a little musk to successfully prevent herself from being pregnant with the child of the man she didn't love. Besides, when she saw Concubine Qi happily wearing the so-called "red agate string" given by the queen, she knew that the queen didn't want her to have the emperor's children.

Of course, that's another story, but at that time, she deeply thanked the Queen for her kind words and thoughtfulness.

The queen smiled, looked at her and said, "You know how to match incense, and naturally you know how powerful these things are. This palace just said a lot, just giving you a word for nothing. "

This is the cleverness of the queen. Starting with a small sachet, she knew all about spices. On the other hand, Zhen Xuan just likes to explore ancient ways with her, which is just a rare bouquet.

She clearly remembers that it was the night of chasing the moon on the fifteenth, and it was the custom of the emperor to spend the night in the Queen's Palace. This is once a month, often only once, and the emperor stays in the queen's palace.

It's rare that the queen is willing to talk to her in this way.

Sure enough, before long, the news came from the small mansion around the emperor, and the queen was greeted with joy and expectation, but it was a verbal message that "the emperor stayed at Li Tang Palace tonight, and asked the queen to go to bed early", which was a rare thing, unless it was a coquetry of Princess Hua, and it was rare to make an exception. In addition, Zhen Xuan has been favored for several days in a row these days, breaking the rule that the emperor is lucky. She was nervous and thought the queen was going to be angry, but she saw a deeper and calmer smile. "Zhen Shi gentle and intelligent, the most good at observing the sacred heart. The emperor should spend more time with her. "

She can hardly breathe. I suddenly understood the similarities between the queen and myself. It turns out that they are all good at forbearance and their emotions are invisible.

It was not until later that she realized that after this forbearance, she was not idle, but waiting for an opportunity with a clearer goal.

At that moment, she suddenly felt deeply that even if Zhen Xuan didn't want to take away the people and things that others loved most and expected most, it was extremely inappropriate.

The queen raised the sachet again to appreciate it carefully, and said with a smile, "There is the fragrance of peony flowers and the design of peony. My sister really knows the heart in our palace. "

I don't know where she got the courage. She boldly said, "Phoenix is the king of birds and peony is the king of flowers. It is appropriate to match the queen. "

The queen smiled and gently held the sachet in her hand.

This is a silent gesture, and she knows it.

At first, it was just the poor queen who was spoiled. However, the kind of heartache that was taken away from the most anticipated and beloved people and things, she soon realized, and she also understood that the love in the palace may not be closely related to her appearance. The queen is not beautiful, but she has the status of standing queen. I have a good voice. Because of her singing, she once flew to the branches and sang softly. Just when she woke up drunk in the middle of the night, she looked at the noble man who held himself in her arms and fell asleep, and suddenly an unforgettable face flashed in her heart. The cold breath of the night and the slightly chilly starlight wrapped herself, and she suddenly felt bored and had the intention to retreat.

After catching a cold, I found that the doctor used too much tiger and wolf medicine, and my voice broke, hoarse and smelly overnight. It suddenly occurred to her that it would be nice to retire like this. It's just that the decline of grace is faster than she thought. As if the tide had ebbed and flowed, she had fallen out of favor. Looking at the glittering gold beads and jade articles on the case, she suddenly returned to a deserted life, and she was at a loss.

So I tried to recover my voice and found myself a little overwhelmed, so I was lazy. At that time, Zhen Xuan had just conceived her first child, and Rongchong was like boiling oil, and had no time to take care of himself. Seeing that she lost her voice, the queen carefully adjusted the medicine, and asked the singer who had served Queen Chunyuan to demonstrate how to make a voice and sing another earth-shattering song. At the thought of my father, I was implicated for no reason and lost my life. I can't understand the importance of elegance and status in the palace. I just like Zhen Xuan, and I have to go to the Queen's door to do my own thing. It can be seen that the queen is the one who can really be attached. So, when she found a pure musk smell hidden in the envelop glue that the queen wanted to give to Zhen Xuan herself, she smiled and quietly took it.

This has become a tacit understanding, just like seeing the queen holding pine nuts for training and smiling to remind her that the smell will have a strong stimulus to cats and dogs.

Without him, in her career, she must cling to the queen and then realize her wish.

Without love, then, she magnifies her hatred infinitely and fills the emptiness and loneliness after her prosperous turn.

Zhen Heng listened to her semantic cool thin and shook her head. "I know that you are worried about me, and I will avoid the heavy. How can I force you to go?" What's more, if three people live together like you said, Mei Zhuang will be grounded and her son will be in danger. If she doesn't join hands with you, she will just be a fish. "

LingRong didn't say a word, bowed their heads and embroidered some colorful feathers of Yuanyang. He picked out some almonds and ate them. He sighed in a low voice, "you are her brother, will naturally tell her everything. Take good care of her. I don't have such a good life, no brother to rely on, no one to trust, only myself. "

It's not that I don't envy the sisterhood between Zhen Xuan and eyebrow zhuang. It's just that I can't compare with eyebrow zhuang after all. She even felt that from beginning to end, Zhen Xuan had been sincere to himself, but it was only a kind of use.

At the moment of ups and downs in the past, I caught a glimpse of Zhen Heng's expression. Lingrong knew what he wanted to say, but he didn't want to listen. He just looked at him and said, "Is your toothache better?"

Zhen Heng had to answer: "Thank you for your kindness, much better.

"Bite cloves? Still using a new prescription? "

"Empress's method is very useful." When he finished his answer, his fingers subconsciously caressed the small brocade bag around his waist, which always contained a few lilacs. When he has a toothache, he can take out one and hold it, which can not only relieve the pain, but also make his lips and teeth fragrant. A long time ago, he cherished her kindness very much, but now ... he hasn't completely given up.

"Then I will feel at ease." She looked up and sighed lightly and said, "You must have something to say when you come to see me. Just ask. "

ZhenHeng sink a track: "I don't know the feud between you and your son, but I know my sister's temperament. People don't attack her, she doesn't attack. I only hate that I am outside the palace and can't do my brother's duty when she needs it most. Watching her lose her child, watching her be wronged in the palace, watching her be deposed and practicing, but nothing can help her. "

Ling Rong pulled out a wave of drooping sideburns and ate four or five almonds. "You always blame yourself," he whispered. Sometimes I envy Shu Fei. So many women in the palace live like walking dead, and only she can leave the palace. Although it is a deposed princess, it doesn't matter. Outside the palace is a living world, people are alive and the heart is alive. But she was so stupid that she had to go back to the palace and put herself in this place where she was neither dead nor alive. "She gave Zhen Heng a sad look." You mean you just resent my cruelty. That kid, I don't want him to die at all. In this palace, everyone has their own feelings, everyone has their own help, so do I? If my father was not hated by Hua Fei and wanted to kill him, how would I know that I must have the emperor's favor to stand on my feet? It's not that I can't stand your sister's children, it's the queen. "Her eyebrows frowning slightly, seems to have the feeling of discomfort," since then, my heart has been guilty. Even if the Queen and Guan's family want to kill Zhen Shi, I won't hurt him again. But I hate it. I am unhappy every day in the palace, but I have to talk and laugh and compete for favor. If Zhen Xuan didn't put me on this road, why should I be so depressed all my life? I have been afraid since Fu Ruyin entered the palace. She looks a lot like your sister. I can't help being scared, but I hate it more. I took it out on your sister for everything I couldn't do to her. I can't kill Shu Fei. If I want her dead, she will be outside the palace, and I will have her pushed off the cliff. But she is your sister after all. I hate your sister, queen and emperor. I hate it. I'm scared. I don't know that the queen didn't really help me. She spoiled me and taught me how to imitate the voice perfectly, just like the Queen of Spring Garden-it was just a shadow. "

"You hate everyone around you, and you can't extricate yourself from hatred. The emperor loved you for many years, even if he didn't really love you, he didn't treat you badly. Even if it's like silver, why use five stones to scatter the dragon? "

Lingrong couldn't help it, and the silver needle in his hand pierced the tight white cloth, giving a crunchy sound of "before". "Does he love me? So you forgot that the title he gave me was' Princess'? Have you ever heard of any concubine whose title is birds and beasts? Your sister tried her best to humiliate me and gave me the title of "Princess Oriole". It doesn't matter. She hated me and poisoned me, and the emperor readily agreed. It can be seen that for so many years, I was just a singing oriole in his heart. If he sings well, he likes it; When the voice is broken, it falls out of favor. If it weren't for the voice of Empress Xiao Chunyuan, if I hadn't been humble, if I hadn't tried my best to keep him with spices, I'm afraid my fate would be one hundred times worse than it is now. The queen used me to guard against me and crushed me to close the house. The emperor just spoiled me. When I think I have no right to dream, as long as I think of you, I will think that you are in love with someone else. How can I not hate it? ! I always thought that without the emperor, there would be no draft, and I would not leave you; Without the emperor, I don't have to calculate my life every day; Without the emperor, I wouldn't be a pawn of the queen. The queen loves the queen and the emperor the most in her life. She hates Fu Ruyin more than I do. Although she asked me to get rid of Fu Ruyin, I still kill two birds with one stone. I coaxed Fu Ruyin into competing with five stones to make the emperor more attached to her. The emperor committed suicide by eating five stones powder, and the queen suffered more than herself. At that time, I was really happy! "

Even he doesn't think the emperor really loves himself? From the moment she won the title of "Princess Oriole", she clearly understood that in the eyes of the Ninth Five-Year Plan, she was just a singing oriole. She always knew that she was not amazing and delicate, and she could not compare with others. She can be proud, but she is gentle and gentle, so gentle that she forgets that she is still alone. She has her own thoughts, elegant and obedient words and deeds, and a good voice that resembles a pure queen. It's just a voice, and she thinks it's not enough. Looking through ancient books occasionally, she knows better than anyone, and it is a piece of cake to prepare a flattering medicine for her. Elegance is already a gorgeous dress for her. Once it fades, you will find that you still have nothing. Therefore, after losing the beautiful voice, even if you know that Xiji Pill has musk, you can't ignore it and you can only swallow it all.

No one knows how much she hates Ling Xuan! Without his decree, maybe my life would be another blooming flower.

Yes, she hates the queen, too, even though she got rid of so many jealous women in front of the queen. However, I'm used to seeing the queen's killing wrist. The longer it takes, the more shocked she becomes. And I am a person with the same temper as the queen. How can the queen not be afraid?

Hu Yunrong was in rags, and the Queen calmly said that she was an informer, which made her feel tight. She doesn't feel betrayed. She is used to being betrayed and betrayed, just like drinking water to eat. That's a common thing. It suddenly dawned on me that I was also forbidden by the queen and became a person who could be pushed out to sacrifice at any time.

On the day of Concubine Qi's death, it was raining so hard, the sky was full of white water vapor, and the jacket was very cold. She stood behind the queen, watching Concubine Qi's body being washed away by the heavy rain without temperature and dragged limply on Yongxiang's moss brick, and felt a ray of inexplicable joy in her heart. A glance at the queen's face is as cold as watching an ant hanged.

The queen never cares. When the old chess piece was abandoned, she chose a new one.

She will always be a light-hearted person.

How many times have I woken up in the middle of the night and looked at Zhaoyang Hall, and I was soaked in a cold sweat? Maybe one day, I will be one of those dead souls. Her child, who shouldn't have had it, took a sachet containing musk and ate Xiji pills. But the queen clearly told her, "You must have a child, otherwise you can't save Amber, let alone yourself."

For a long time, she didn't want to be pregnant with the emperor's child. Watching Zhen Xuan cry for the loss of her child, and watching the concubines cry for their children, she was just bored. It's really boring. I can't control this body, such as falling leaves in Tangjiang. Why should I add another child, and it's the child of a man I don't love? What's more, once you have children and have the capital to love, the queen will be the first to commit suicide. My life is already burdened with a heavy burden, so there is no need to add any more.

She knows exactly how to stop herself from having her own life.

However, what a ridiculous thing it is. After persisting for so many years, she had to do everything she could to force her to get pregnant, even though she knew that her thin body could not give her child a complete life. But the queen is already smiling. "It's not your fault that the baby can't be born."

Occasionally, she wore a sachet containing musk and approached a pregnant concubine several times. Occasionally, she would carefully fiddle with musk medicine for the queen. -the queen refused to get infected with these filth easily, even though she knew she would never have another chance to have children.

You were born low, weren't you?

She accepted with a hint of sneer. I have long known that the life of the child in my belly is naturally filled by others. No matter whether she is wronged or not, she is too lazy to care and care. So even if she knew that she had been set up by Zhen Xuan and couldn't have any more children, she wouldn't feel too sad. She only felt that endless disappointment slowly condensed into cold despair and poured into every inch of her body.

She hates herself. Whether it is Zhen Xuan or the Queen, she will always be a pawn in their hands.

She never really had herself.

She hated her guts and bit her lower lip hard to resist helplessness and hatred in her heart. Zhen Heng had never seen her so piercing expression, and she was shocked and hurt. She said unconsciously, "the palace wall is separated, and the person who broke your dream is not others, but me." So you don't have to take it out on others, not to mention my beloved wife and young son! What did Tao Xi and Zhining do wrong again! "

LingRong look seems to be frozen by the snow, with a mournful chill. "You think I don't want to hate? I've always wanted to hate you. Why do you want to find a Gu Jiayi who looks like me to make me feel that you still have feelings for me? I hate that you made up a dream for me and broke it yourself! How much I want to hate you, but I can't! I can only hate the woman closest to you. As long as Shi Xue exists, I feel more like a joke! I met you first! It's me. Why does she want to fly with you and grow old together? I don't want to give birth to the emperor's child for you. I have used spices for contraception for many years. Why can she give birth to your child and have your own flesh and blood? Why does everyone want me to break my heart for you, but you can't break your heart for Shi Xue and your children! After you were exiled, the queen has decided that the Zhen Shiyin clan will not make a comeback, and she is very sure. However, I want to know whether you have forgotten Shi Xue and Zhining after four years in exile. Therefore, I specially sent someone to tell you about their death. As long as you can bear it, I can find a way to save you from exile and hard labor at once. But you're crazy about that woman! She's been dead for so many years, and you're still obsessed! I hate it! I hate it! Why does Xue have everything and everything, and I have nothing? ! I hate it! " LingRong mood like fireworks generate, tears rolling splash. She was shaking badly, so she reached for the scissors and tied them hard. Suddenly, a huge crack appeared on the white cloth. The tearing sound of cloth and silk is particularly harsh, and a gorgeous peach that is about to be completed is destroyed.

It is not without regrets. When she witnessed Zhen Xuan's heartbreak after losing her first child, there was a trace of pity in her joy. The scenery is just like her. There are times when she was so heartbroken and depressed. However, that was when she was spoiled. She forgot that she knew she could not turn back.

What's more, when she heard that he wanted to divorce his first wife for Gu Jiayi, who looks almost like her, she suddenly relented and regretted it. Zhen Xuan is his sister. She lost not only Zhen Xuan's child, but also his unborn nephew. How could she do this to her sister! That night, no one knows how she silently swallowed her tears and wet her shirt.

Only when so many tears ran out and I stood alone on the vast snowfield did I realize that I was just a self-deception in a trap, the funniest joke in the world, which set off its beautiful scenery in vain. Yan Shuangfei's spring day will always be just someone else, and he can only be out of the rain, independent of Leng Xue.

Xue He's happy smile and prominent family background make her inferiority and vanity nowhere to hide.

A heart without tears can be so hollow and hard, and she suddenly understood the queen and herself.

Therefore, when she ordered people to put the diseased mice suffering from malaria in prison to bite Xue and his young son, she could only get the warm expectation and pleasure of revenge.

But he doesn't understand that this kind of happiness is really because he cares too much about him.

The voice and smile of the wife and youngest son are still in sight. ZhenHeng colic in the heart, the brain seems to be burning with countless flame, "do you think Jiayi is I deliberately to deceive you, even I just know, Jiayi is the queen and GuanShi deliberately to incoming, in order to because she looks like you, they can alienate you, let you hate me and my son, and then mantis catching cicada, yellowbird ruined Zhen Shi gens! You always say' I thought about it', and you always walk into a dead end with your own feelings. Have you ever thought about one thing calmly? ! How can people who are narrow-minded and only speculate on bad things not live in pain and hatred! " Ling Rongben was in tears and hurt herself. I was shocked to hear that. ZhenHengJiang since the pressure of anger, "I don't know your heart to me, as early as in Zhen Fu, I knew! But I pretended not to know each other's identity and race early in the morning. How could I deliberately find a woman similar to you to provoke you after you entered the palace for many years? Why don't you think about it and make a big mistake today! "

LingRong slowly shed tears, and endless Qiu Guang jumped on her face, as if she could never finish her tears in pairs. "It's me, don't want to think so, dare not think so. I'd rather think that you have feelings for me, and I'd rather misunderstand and hate others like this. The night in the palace is so long and cold that I dare not look back and think about how I spent every second. If I don't think so, I will really be cold! "

Zhen Heng turned his face and said coldly, "Don't warm yourself with other people's blood no matter how cold it is." In my memory, I was in a trance for a moment, riding a horse on the battlefield and hitting my face with a bloody wind. When the blade is cut on the enemy's bone, it will be difficult to stop, and bright red blood will gush out and cover my eyes. After the handover of life and death in a day, the hardened blade was cut and rolled up. The frontier fortress is dark blue at night, the planetesimals are light, the wind wraps Hu Sha, and the horses bow their heads and sip clear lake. After watching it for a long time, Lingrong's face will gradually appear in the clear lake.

In fact, he had noticed that when he was dancing a sword in Zhen Fu, he looked at the pale pink figure hidden behind the carved window. So careful, he missed the blade by several inches.

If it weren't for the warmth and cheerfulness of Sitao, maybe his life had come to an end.

Lingrong raised her hand to wipe away the cold tears on her cheeks and whispered, "It's rude. You may have never seen such an anlingrong. Or in your heart, I have long been a femme fatale. "

Zhen Heng whispered: "In my memory, you will always be the next woman in Zhen Fu oleander wearing a slim pink shirt."

LingRong could not conceal the surprise and silence in her eyes. "Do you remember?"

Zhen Heng seems to be forbearing and finally nodded his head. "I always remember."

LingRong slightly ChuiShou, lip Angle with a gentle smile, and took a few almonds to eat it, "I hope you can always remember, just today I you must forget. If you want to think of it in the future, it must be me. "

I was too excited just now, perhaps tears diluted the powder, and Lingrong's face looked a little transparent and pale. The wind blew in, and countless gauze curtains were blown up, as if a fragmented life had been fiddled with by the hand of fate.

LingRong looked at his eyes some lust. For a long time, she finally said softly, "You go. It's not good for the queen mother to wake up after a nap and be discovered. "

ZhenHeng nodded. "You know me, that's all."

LingRong corners of the mouth lightly smiled. "I am sinful. You can never forgive me. " Seeing Zheng in Zhen Xuan, he smiled even deeper. "If you forgive me, you won't think of me again."

There is a strong astringency in his heart. She used to be such a clever woman. She told her everything in the morning, knowing that she would never forgive her, knowing that she would miss her all her life and deliberately put him in such a predicament. He turned away from seeing her. "Take care of yourself, empress. I will not forgive the fault of the empress, and I will try not to think about the empress. "

"Do your best?" She smiled. "If you try your best, it will be difficult to do it."

"But, as long as you try your best, it will always get better. I won't forgive the empress, and I'm too lazy to hate her because it's not worth it. "

LingRong eyes covered with a layer of fear of falling, fingertips trembled slightly in the chest. Her smile is desolate and sad, "yes. My life is not worth it. " She tilted her face gently and noticed that the oleander blooming outside the window was like a cloud. Red dyed her pale cheeks, adding a touch of elegance. "Look how well this flower blooms, but it won't be there next year."

Zhenheng couldn't understand why she was so sad at the moment, but she thought that she was grateful for the opportunity and didn't say much, so she turned and left. Jingchun Temple hasn't been cleaned for a long time, and his steps are a little dusty and suffocating. Lingrong's eyes clung to his leaving figure, only feeling that the dust gas brought by his pace was also mouth-watering. Will he, uh, look back at himself? However, after watching him walk to the door of the temple, he never looked back at her again. If he really won't think of himself-she suddenly became afraid, as if endless darkness and fear had swallowed her up, even when she saw the blood flowing from Zhen Xuan's body taking the life of her first child, she had never been so afraid. Maybe, she owes him so much, owes his sister so much, and she should pay back some.

In a vivid moment, she will always remember that day when she learned the footwork of Hong Jing's dance at the Queen's place. Too sleepy in the afternoon, she leaned back and dozed off in the Xiao Xuan behind the house, with a deep shadow. A few dense plantains covered her outside the window, and no one noticed.

Under the dim light, I heard Xiuxia say to rejuvenation, "Go and stew a bowl of bird's nest and poria cocos soup, and the empress will drink it when she wakes up from her nap."

Hua Chun smiled and said, "I see." After a pause, she whispered, "Jin Liangyuan was afraid of getting pregnant, so she sent some peach kernels from outside, ground them in her almond tea, and the chef sent them unnoticed." Who told Xiao hoof that his eyes didn't grow because of the emperor's favor? "

Xiuxia sneered and said, "She deserves it! Have you forgotten Queen Chunyuan? "

Hua Chun walked over and over again with Xiu Xia's laughter. She broke out in a cold sweat and clung to the wall as if her soul was not her own. The setting sun shone into the deep courtyard, and she felt freezing cold.

That kind of chill, rapidly generated from the bottom of my heart at this moment. She Huo Ran stood up and shouted at his back: "Queen, kill the Queen-"That was the last breath. She saw him suddenly turn around and suddenly gave birth to a sad smile: "Please tell this to Shu Fei."

He nodded and then turned away.

She looked at his last figure, barely smiled and bowed her head gently. The dying man speaks the truth. Only he can understand, Shu Fei can understand?

She didn't want to think about it, the only sweet moment-he finally wanted to turn back.

The feeling of suffocation, such as surging waves, patted her chest, and she was speechless, leaning against the wall and slipping softly. She wry smile, this life, this tone, oneself can no longer pass. Now, I can finally make my own decision. Cold tears fell from his eyes again, and his eyes were hazy, as if it were the first day. His warm hand calmed his flustered and embarrassed expression. "Miss Ann, don't be afraid. I'm Zhen Xuan's younger brother, Zhen Xuan."

This is the first time he has met her. If life can stay at that moment forever, there will never be today's division and distinction.

At that time, his smile was clear and mellow, and there was no color of today's vicissitudes. His happiness, his stable life, was finally destroyed by himself. She didn't just ruin his life. Their own, Zhen Xuan's and eyebrow zhuang's are all fragmented.

If there is an afterlife, she is willing to use her life to compensate what she owes.

She thought sleepily, so tired that she finally didn't want to think any more. The wind blew, and a red oleander fluttered in the court like rain. This fragrant and poisonous flying flower was everywhere, like a dream, and brushed her body like a spell, covering her breath.

On the first day of October 23rd in Gan Yuan, An Gongzhu, who was only 26 years old, committed suicide in Jingchuntang.