Son, I teased you, and I will always be sorry for you. I will never be able to atone for this sin! This sentence comes from the chapter of Fu Lei's Letter?

This chapter is from Fu Lei's love for his son.

Original text: "Son, I have treated you badly, and I will never be sorry for you. I can never atone for this sin! These thoughts have never left my mind all day, but I dare not tell your mother that if you do something wrong in life, your conscience will never be at peace! Really, Balzac said it well: some sins can only be redeemed, but not washed away! "

These letters began in 1954 when Fu Cong left home to study in Poland, and ended in 1966 when Fu Lei and his wife committed suicide during the Cultural Revolution. Hundreds of letters in 12 years run through Fu Cong's growing experience from studying abroad and playing well to getting married and having children, and also reflect Fu Lei's translation work, friends' communication and the ups and downs of Fu Lei's family's fate.

Extended information:

Fu Lei's letter was lost in the Cultural Revolution, when all the Fu family possessions were copied, and Fu Cong's letter was not spared. One day more than ten years later, the Shanghai Conservatory of Music found some of Fu Lei's relics, including a workbook wrapped in black paper, entitled Excerpts from Conger's Letters.

In p>1986, after learning about this, Fu Cong resolutely refused to publish these letters, because he felt that his thoughts and words were too immature to be compared with his father when he was young.

Therefore, the previous versions of Letters from Fu Lei are often just a monologue of Fu Lei. We can only imagine or guess how Fu Cong responded to his father, which is a great pity. ?

In the letters from home, we can see that Fu Lei, who usually educates his children very harshly, expresses his heart and loves his son deeply: "The day after you left, you wanted to write a letter, for fear that you would get bored, that's all. But not a day goes by without thinking about you. "

(1954) "You came back and left again; Many new jobs, new busyness and new changes are waiting for you, and you won't feel lonely; However, we calmed down and slowly resumed our monotonous life. Compared with the party and bustle that just passed, it was inevitably empty. "

(1956) "When my son made friends, there is nothing in the world that can compare with this happiness! Although you and I will get together less and more in the future, I am at least warm and not lonely in spirit. "

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