I still remember that innocent and lovely era 4000 word essay

No one can clearly explain the meaning of youth. At that time, we were still too young and too ignorant. We don’t know what youth is, let alone when to do what. Everything just happens naturally. That innocence, that kind of happiness, and those memories will never be seen again after many years. When we were children, we didn’t know how to cherish it and were only immersed in the short-lived atmosphere. Once time has passed, only those things that truly existed and are unforgettable will suddenly come to mind when we encounter similar things in the future. Only then did we realize that those are the things we have experienced in our youth, and those have added a color to our boring memories today, either rich or light...

That day, a friend suddenly started playing a game Of course she had played with it as a child, and she was already in her second year of high school. She suddenly remembered playing the same game with her playmates when she was a child. It was in the third grade. Also because of her parents' job changes and family distance, she transferred from the primary school in the west of the city to the primary school in the north of the city. She was gentle, quiet, and had good grades, so she got along well with every classmate in the class. Well, it is also loved by teachers. Because my parents' workplaces are so far away, I can't pick my child home on time every day, so my grandparents pick me up and drop him off every day, and he stays with them temporarily. My grandmother's family lives in the first family home in the family courtyard, which is separated from the outside world. There was a lot of communication, so after leaving the gate, I became familiar with the stalls doing business next to me. One day, Xiao Ye was in class. A sound of knocking on the glass interrupted her thoughts. When she turned around, she saw that it was a businessman near her grandma’s house. The aunt greeted her with a knowing smile, and Xiaoye smiled politely back.

One day later, a new classmate was transferred to the class. He was a little boy. He was the son of the aunt who came to school that day. His name was Xiaojiu. My grandma said that this child was from Jinan. I was transferred to my aunt's house. I used to live with my aunt, but now that I'm older, I came back to live with my mother. Xiaojiu's mother is very familiar with Xiaoye's grandmother. They would chat together and talk about various things. Probably Xiaojiu's mother learned about Xiaoye's school and class from Xiaoye's grandmother. Due to various aspects The conditions were quite good, so I asked my son, who had just returned, to transfer there. Xiao Jiu's mother likes Xiao Ye very much. She hopes that her son can get along well with this girl who has both good character and academic performance.

Xiao Jiu heard her mother talk about this girl Xiaoye early in the morning, saying how good she was and that she should have more contact with her, etc. In the new class, Xiao Jiu only knew Xiao Ye. Xiao Jiu took the initiative to say hello to Xiao Ye. They went home together after school that day. After that, day by day, they became like old friends. Xiao Jiu often came to see Xiao Ye together. We go to school, do our homework together after school, and play together on Saturdays and weekends, like setting up a small sand dune and digging holes under it to bake things, playing catch-up games. Being naughty, they even broke off the branches of other people’s newly sprouted trees. Ya'er was told to his parents by his owner. He also picked beautiful flowers and folded lovely leaves. Once they picked up a fragrant leaf. Xiao Jiu said: "What kind of flower is this? It's so fragrant." Xiao Ye said : "Yeah, but I really want to see this kind of tree." I followed the path and found this kind of tree. It was early spring, and the little tree had just sprouted a small group of new buds on the top of the tree when it was killed by two young and ignorant people. The child broke it off with force. Alas, the poor little tree, and they were scolded for it. The owner said that this little tree had not sprouted for several years. This year was the first year it wanted to start growing, but it was killed by two naughty people. The child deprived it of the right to be born... Xiaojiu is the kind of naughty but humorous child, and Xiaoya burst into tears with laughter after just a few strokes. They vowed never to do anything like this again.

One time, there was a little yellow chicken selling in front of the school. They were fluffy and cute. Xiaojiu bought two and took them home. After dinner, he invited Xiaoye to his house to see the chickens. Xiaoye also felt that It's very cute and fun, and the little yellow chicken is still chirping. She didn't dare touch it at first. She was timid and was afraid of being bitten. She always thought that animals with teeth would bite, so Xiaojiu encouraged her and said, "It's okay, it's so cute and won't bite you." He gently placed the chick in Xiaoye's palm, and Xiaoye felt so happy as he stroked the soft feathers of the little yellow chick.

Several years have passed, and the former "yellow-haired" child has become a high school student whose appearance and personality have changed. God always likes to play tricks on people. In a new environment, randomly Selecting students to form a class, in this case, they were actually assigned to the same class, and they were very close to each other. They were the same seat behind her. It was really incredible that she could see him with just a glance, but this fact is Unchangeable.

The first time, they looked at each other face to face for a few seconds. The second time they met, they walked away quickly as if they hadn't seen each other. The third time, they remained silent like strangers. Xiaojiu talked openly with Xiaoye's deskmate, laughing and joking. Xiaoye guarded his little sky as if it had nothing to do with him. Xiaojiu asked Xiaoye's deskmate to help him with his homework. She had written it before, but this time she pushed it to Xiaoye and said to Xiaojiu: "Let Xiaoye write it for you." The classmate probably felt that they had not spoken before, and from the perspective of a new classmate, Deliberately bring them closer. Xiao Jiu said his first words to Xiao Ye in the past few years, as if to please, "Just help me write it, and I will buy you sweets later." Xiao Ye smiled but said nothing, although he didn't want to help him write it. , they really seemed to have discussed it, no matter how insightful they are, they would never think that they had known each other a long time ago, and they were really good before. Now everyone is a new classmate.

Over time, due to their close proximity and the "stirring" of their deskmates, they started to talk more like new classmates after getting acquainted with each other, but they would never mention the past again, maybe in the future. The memory in his heart has long been blurred. In her heart, the past has been wiped out. Who would have expected that time is really a great thing. Now he will ask her questions about Chinese and English, pronunciation, definitions, reading English texts, words... He will also joke with her, chatting, telling jokes, and comparing wits with other classmates harmoniously, in the first year of high school Let her get to know him again. Xiaojiu's character is paranoid, difficult to approach, and delicate. Xiaoye doesn't have much contact with boys. He is cold, quiet and difficult to approach most boys.

Entering the second year of high school, the classes were re-divided. Xiaojiu began to ask Xiaoye whether to choose literature or science, and Xiaoye decided to choose literature without hesitation. Xiaojiu also asked Xiaoye for his opinion on which subject to choose, but in the end Xiaojiu chose science. They would never be together again this time. They would smile and say hello when they first met. Shortly after entering the second year of high school, Xiaojiu found a girlfriend. Xiaoye and his former classmates often saw them together. Xiaoye I don’t understand and don’t want to know what he thinks. It obviously has nothing to do with Xiaoye, but she seems to be missing something in her heart. Xiaoye explains that she feels that his change has disappointed her. After all, they were such good friends. , playmates, including who likes her and who he likes, Xiaojiu has told Xiaoya before, but now they can't even talk. His appearance is still very pleasing to many girls. Whenever a classmate talks about him, Xiao Ye will feel like hearing a story about someone she is not familiar with. She never imagined that it would become like this.

Later, for some reason, Xiao Jiu was transferred to the liberal arts class, and he was in the same class as Xiao Ye. Maybe his girlfriend was there. Two or three months later, they broke up, and Xiao Ye couldn't recognize him. What do you think? On the surface, he still looks full of energy. When they meet, Xiaoye quickly leaves and pretends not to see her. But every time he meets Xiaoye, no matter how far away she is from him, he always looks back. She glanced at him, but Xiaoya didn't dare to meet his gaze, not because of any guilt or embarrassment, and later on, he seemed to have reconciled with his girlfriend again, which looked very sweet. In short, she feels that Xiao Jiu has changed a lot in the past few years. He is no longer the innocent and naughty boy he used to be. They have stayed in that childhood together, but now they are like strangers. They have known each other since a long time ago. They parted ways, but fate cruelly pulled them together, only to let them know how the other is doing now. What is supposed to come will always come, and time has changed many things in the unexplainable years, which are beyond our control.

Who can say how far the future is and what the future will be like? ! How many people can stick to the old vows? Those seemingly innocent and ridiculous actions are actually stepping stones for our youth.

Postscript: I hesitated for a long time when I wrote this story. I didn’t know whether I should write it or not. After all, it has passed, things have changed, and it involves some personal privacy issues, but It appeared several times frequently, and I couldn't help but recall scenes. I thought these were some memories left in my girlhood. In the end, I chose to write them down in notes. No matter what, they were all related to me. I don't sigh that my youth has gone too far. Too hasty, I only miss the innocence and beauty at that time!

I also interrupted several times during the writing process. I felt that the content was too bland and there were no big waves. Others might think it didn’t make much sense, so I picked up the pen again and again and wrote three or five sentences before putting it down. , finally decided to complete the entire story and draw a complete end.

Sometimes, you are really extreme and think carefully about problems. Sometimes you will reject other people's kind actions because you are not easy to trust others, have a strong sense of self-protection, and lack a sense of security. , we grow up day by day, some will gradually change with psychological maturity, and some will never change. I miss those days very much - a very pure time in life.

In fact, later on, I really regretted it, but I didn’t know how to say an apology. As time went by, I couldn’t say anything. If there is still a chance, I will definitely choose carefully. I won’t I blame you again! (Xiaoye).