I always feel that others are laughing at my ugliness.

Always feel ugly, which is a sign of self-distrust. Looks are given by parents, as long as the facial features are correct. In fact, not everyone's beauty and ugliness are determined by their looks. Beauty is the only thing that will accompany you all your life. Read more books to make yourself have temperament. Temperament can be cultivated. Vases are everywhere. The only thing that is not lacking in this world is beauty. I hope you can be confident, optimistic and happy! !