Yuan Chun: Is it right or wrong to fall in love with someone you shouldn't?

You and I are just a flash in the pan.

I can't miss you without breaking my obsession.

You can't keep those promises.

I've been cutting my marriage.

? -"Broken Obsession"

If you can break your obsession and go back to the past, Brother Yan Xun, can you smile at that silly Yuan Chun and be gentle and considerate? In the final analysis, I can't hate this role after all, because I was hurt to pieces by the person I love, and everything was just self-directed. Now people have changed, home is gone, feelings are gone, it's time to wake up.

When I was young, I was always simple, and Princess Wei's aristocratic status was innocent. There are many dudes who have nothing to do with her, but she only loves Xun Yan's brother. When I was a child, I didn't mean to help. From then on, my love is deeply rooted and I will die.

What is love like? For Yuan Chun, I am afraid it is what Zhang Ailing said: If you like someone, you will humble yourself to the dust and then bloom. When I was young, I always fantasized that my Mr. Right was a hero in the world. One day, he will step on colorful auspicious clouds and come just for you.

At that time, Yuan Chun's eyes and heart were full of her Yan Xun brothers. Will be happy for a long time because of that worthless little rabbit; I will laugh silly because of embarrassing jokes, regardless of the image of the princess; I will be silently delighted for a long time because of his casual praise.

Looking at Xun Yan's elder brother above Jiuyoutai, Yuan Chun wept bitterly, hating his helplessness and the helplessness of his fate. The shining teenager in Chang 'an, her brother Xun Yan. At that moment, she only hated that she could not be with Xun Yan and share his sorrow. Her world is too small to accommodate her Xun Yan brother.

After three years of confinement, she thought that time would dilute all hatred, and she thought that they could be the same as before. Calcium dobesilate capsules forgot in spring that there are countless dead souls in Yanbei, which is an indelible hatred of home and country. Between them, it was doomed to be a fruitless tragedy, but at that time, she was still silly and unwilling to believe it.

She was full of joy at the unexpected engagement, but she didn't know that it was just ulterior motives. Growing up, marrying Xun Yan's brother is her greatest wish in this life. Even if I left Chang 'an, where I grew up, even if I left my mother princess who loved her, even if I went to the land of Yanbei, where I knew nothing, as long as her Xun Yan brother was there, she was still full of regrets.

I still remember her wearing a wedding dress, full of expectation, joy, shyness and unrealistic dreams come true. But in the end, I couldn't wait to see it, but Xun Yan's brother raised his knife to resist, which was a bolt from the blue. At that moment, she just wanted to get rid of this hard-won engagement and marry whoever she wanted. Even if she died alone, as long as he was alive and healthy, she could no longer bear the blood of three years ago.

She stumbled into the hall, crying and shouting that she didn't love Xun Yan, crying and clamoring to cancel the engagement. At that time, she naively believed that Xun Yan's brother had to choose such an extreme way just because he didn't want to marry himself. So she didn't push him, so the tragedy wouldn't happen. But what she doesn't know is that war is inevitable and opposition is inevitable. Everyone knows that engagement is just an impulse, and she is the only one. When it was true, it broke my heart.

Seeing Yuan Chun kneeling, he begged his Xun Yan brother not to resist. His hair was messy, his clothes were wrinkled, his tone was low, and he was as noble as her. But in front of the person he loved deeply, he was humble to the extreme. In front of him, Yuan Chun will never be a princess, but a poor woman who works hard but gets nothing.

Until now, she still won't let go. Because once Yan Xun's brother steps out of the gate, it's really impossible between them. Stubbornly trying to catch something that is not love, so I don't even want to be touched in the corner without attachment. At that moment, she didn't want to hear anything or think anything. All she knows is that once she lets go, her beloved Yan Xun brother will never come back.

In fact, from the beginning to the end, this marriage was a complete scam, and Yuan Chun was a sad pawn who had no choice but to sacrifice under the political conspiracy. Xun Yan doesn't really want to marry her, and Di Wei doesn't really want to marry her. Lovely, how many times do you have to be hurt to understand the painful tearing and suffering?

If you get used to spoiled Yuan Chun, you can recognize people's heart and reality earlier, then some tragedies will not happen.

If you get used to the palace wall and its beauty, you can understand the sinister world and weak human feelings earlier, so will the final outcome be better?

If she is used to simplicity and willfulness, she can face the blood feud between herself and Xun Yan's brother earlier. It is a gap that is difficult to cross, and it can't be solved permanently with insignificant personal efforts. So, will life be less hard in the future?

Is it right or wrong to fall in love with someone you shouldn't? I hope that in the next life, she can be born in an ordinary family and have a dull relationship. No more crying for anyone, heartbreaking for anyone, simple and happy, peaceful and carefree.