My love is like a joke.

I have always believed in love before, but I really don't believe that love will happen to me.

I've been in a few relationships that are neither good nor bad, but I'm still single. I imagine my ex-girlfriend very much, but I find that I seem to have never been in love. Because they are all the same simple repetition, eating, singing, holding hands, going to bed, quarreling and breaking up. Feeling is a program.

I used to think that love must be happy. I still remember watching the first movie about love in junior high school. I really wanted to fall in love at that time. When I meet a girl I like, I just eat silly. Although I didn't succeed, I remember her best friend telling me that I was so brave and shocked! Ha ha! What a lovely little boy at that time.

I remember my first girlfriend, who also chatted online for a long time, suddenly felt good, said she was my girlfriend, and then became one.

Yes, it is so ordinary. No drama, no flashy plot, no feeling at that time, I feel like I have a girlfriend, haha.

At that time, I thought that love was that two people liked each other and then got together. You must want to ask me then what At that time, I didn't actually have one. At that time, right, who would have thought about it? Not then.

Slowly, she came to the second one. It is also a coincidence that she chased me, and now she is chatting on the Internet. Then I came home, and we were together for no reason. What we do most is to stay in different hotels, keep looking for delicious food and keep watching movies. Because my first girlfriend was really poor at that time, I think this time, I must treat her well, and I must pay everything I can, haha! At that time, I believed that the more men said, the more they cherished this sentence. At least I'm here.

At that time, I thought that love was giving and would be good to her. I forgot why we broke up at that time. It seemed that we had a quarrel over a trivial matter, and then everyone tacitly deleted both WeChat and QQ, and then it was gone.

Later, when I met this, I began to learn sweet talk, sweet talk and pick up girls. At that time, I felt like a lively lover, but at that time, I was really super powerful. She said, I will come up with all kinds of words to think about how to reply, without making her feel disgusted and a little secretly happy. However, I became. I once told her that she was really the first woman I actively pursued. She may think I'm talking about love again, but she's really not. I really thought about how to set a routine and how to say every sentence.

Finally, we talked about marriage and the future, but she is still a little temper, and I have never been able to accept myself. In fact, I knew from the beginning that she didn't like me. She always likes and thinks about herself, and I have an emotional cleanliness. I still want to find a girl I like and a girl who likes me. So I finally became who I am now.

I just found out that I am actually a selfish person, and I always like myself. I hope to find a woman who can understand me, help me analyze and support me forever. Maybe it's too demanding!

Now I still look forward to love and the woman who can make me dream.

I don't know if I can get there in my life, but my life is impermanent. The fortune teller said that my life is quite good.

My love in the first half of my life is like a joke, but I don't want my love in the second half to continue to be a joke.