I want to die. Drinking pesticides is fake, and dichlorvos is fake. What can make me die at once?

There are really many things in the world that make people lose hope for the future. I understand the feeling of despair. My grandmother was forced to drink two bottles of dichlorvos by her vicious daughter-in-law. When she was sent to the hospital for rescue, she was desperate and didn't even see the last side. Grandma is a kind person, and those who feel the pain of things in the world are kind people. If grandma can think more about how sad our relatives who still care about her are when facing her sleeping body, it will be her greatest regret to embark on this dead end. But life is gone, and it's no use regretting. Really don't think about whispering, you will regret it, everything has a solution, I wish you come out as soon as possible!