When you become famous, will you still remember me?

I am in love. Yes, in the eyes of my parents, I am a good girl, and in the eyes of my teachers, I am a good student with excellent grades.

In the third grade of junior high school, I did not perform well in the final exam of the second grade of junior high school, so I could only be assigned to the ordinary class. This boy became my back desk...

The teacher said, still There was a chance in one month that as long as I got good grades in the first monthly exam, I would have the chance to enter the top class. As expected, I got in. However, at that time, I seemed to have a little attachment to this ordinary class, and finally stayed in this ordinary class without telling my parents.

He loves teasing girls and is also a gentleman. He is good at basketball and has average grades. He loves to quarrel with my classmate. At that time, I thought he had a crush on my classmate. .

However, he confessed his love to me, and I agreed without hesitation.

After that, we were confused, and his grades began to rise. We studied together and prepared for the high school entrance examination. We had cold wars countless times, all because of my deskmate...

Maybe I am too petty, she is delicate and artificial, but I am a sharp-tongued person, a person who looks strong but is actually weak. She said she didn’t like him, but every time she said he was in front of me, We had some personal fights, but I never mentioned breaking up. In this way, the love between two people comes hot and cold.

When I was studying in the evening before the high school entrance examination, my stomach really hurt. My roommate bought me medicine, but it still didn’t work after I took it, so I had to go to the hospital for a check-up. I forgot what the disease was, but I just said that I might not be able to have children in this life.

Although we usually fight and joke in the dormitory, saying that we will not have children in the future, it hurts...

But when I knew that I could not have children, I couldn't accept it. This fact, I was inexplicably deprived of the right to be a mother...

I didn't want to make up for the exam the next year, so I had to take some painkillers and go back to school to prepare for the exam. Early in the morning, I walked into the classroom and he was sitting in the back. A lot of girls surrounded him and asked him to teach.

My mood at that time cannot be described. I sat in my seat, numbly took medicine, numbly reviewed, and then went to the examination room to take the exam...

Even though I was not in a good mood He endured the pain and took the exam, and still passed the deadline and entered a key high school. However, he performed poorly and could only go to the worst high school.

On the day when he filled out his application form, he was not happy, and I... was probably not happy either.

I don’t want to leave him. I am the class teacher’s most trusted member. After everyone filled out their applications, the class teacher asked me to take the form to register and forward it to her.

Everyone went home. The sunset that afternoon was very beautiful. I typed and filled out the form silently. He bought me a glass of ice water and asked me if it was hot. I said, I was cold.

"Are you still cold on such a hot day?"

Behind him was my deskmate. I smiled and said, "Yeah, it's very cold."

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"We just went to have dinner. Why don't you go and eat, we are here to help you~"

"No, I'm not hungry."

He didn’t know why I was unhappy, and his emotional intelligence was really hard to describe. Maybe at that time, he mistakenly thought that we were going to separate, so I was unhappy.

The two of them were playing around, and after I filled out the form alone, I sorted out everyone's information and put it on the class teacher's desk.

"Okay, everything is done, can we go home?"

I watched her acting coquettishly towards him without saying a word, and everyone in the world knew it. I was sick and everyone was asking me what was wrong, but he was always the last to know. He unscrewed the bottle cap and handed the water to me...

Although it had been a while, the bottle of water was still very cold. I took a sip and felt a chill in my heart.

The three of us left the school gate. I stood at the school gate waiting for the bus, while the two of them were fighting and going home. They were in the same community. I was so envious...

The street lights came on and it was getting dark.

The bus came, but I didn’t want to get on the bus, so I still stood there. My parents only got off work at night, so I could go home slowly. The proprietress of the restaurant was very kind. She asked me if it was because I didn't have any change or my parents hadn't come to pick me up yet. She said it was cold at night and if I felt bad, I could go sit in her shop and wait.

The ice water in my hand is no longer ice, but it is not warm either, it is just cold.

I went to the shop owner’s shop to buy a box of lunch and was going to take it home to eat. She asked, “Are you reluctant to leave school?”

“I am reluctant to leave school, but I have to leave it. ... Boss lady, you’ve been alone in this restaurant for so long, and you haven’t seen any of your relatives come to help you. Your business is so good, aren’t you lonely?”

“You’re not lonely, just get used to it.” Okay, I can live comfortably on my own."

I took the bus home, and my phone rang with concern, and he asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

As long as you get home, eat, and think of me, then I will get used to you.

I replied: "Well, I'm home, time to eat."

A holiday passed, and he returned to his hometown in Sichuan. There was no signal there, so I went to my grandma's house. Learn to weave from grandma. We haven't contacted each other for a month.

When school started, I accompanied him to the most chaotic and bad school. I arrived at school early in the morning, and the first thing I looked for was his name, and then the name of my deskmate. Fortunately, fortunately they were not in the same class...

I still got into the top class , and my male best friend originally planned to go to a vocational college, so he came with me when he knew I was here. After I settled everything, I went to have dinner with him.

It was already past three o'clock in the afternoon. We came out of the restaurant and met the two of them...

Neither of them planned to live on campus, so the two of them carried their schoolbags and talked all the way. Just kidding...

My male best friend patted my head and said, "What are you looking at, handsome guy?"

"Look at my boyfriend!"

"Boyfriend? Him?" When my male best friend saw this scene, she felt indignant for me and immediately hugged me, "How can you like being so ugly? Why don't you follow me and enjoy the hot and spicy food!"

At this time, they have already walked in front of us.

He was jealous.

"Who is he?"

"Who is she?"

Seeing the two of them refusing to give way to each other, I suddenly felt annoyed. Before I could say anything, my deskmate spoke up...

"Ayun, how could you do this?" Then he pulled my boyfriend! Pulling my boyfriend's sleeve, "Yu, you must have misunderstood, A Yun is not such a person! Forget it.

”

I smiled and said, “Liu Yu, are you jealous?” What's wrong with me having a friend of the opposite sex? What about when you are talking and laughing with others? Do you feel what I feel now? "

"She and I have nothing to do! Why are you always so suspicious? "

I was silent. Looking at his current state, I wanted to slap him hard, but... I couldn't bear to do it. In the end, I had to pretend to be cool and leave.

"Ayun, this man is a scumbag, you might as well like me! Be my girlfriend. ”

I smiled, “Then do you like me?” ”

“Of course I like it!” Our Ayun is beautiful, has good grades, sings and dances well, of course I like you! ”

“Come on, I’m afraid of being chased and beaten to death by your girlfriends!” "At that time, I thought he was just joking, but I didn't expect that he really liked me.

Later, because my classmate Xiaoyun's class was large, I transferred a few people to Liu Yu's class, yes, they are in the same class...

Their fate is really enviable.

Later, his grades improved and he became the monitor of their class.

I am very happy, at least his grades are getting better and better.

They are still fighting, but I still study every day.

I don’t count. Pretty, but I can say that I'm pretty, Xiaojiabiyu, I guess others think I'm gentle, at least I'm kind to everyone, so... Lin Ran, the most rebellious boy in our class, fell in love with me.

Perhaps most people think that boys who like to hang out outside like girls who are as rebellious as themselves. In fact, this is not the case. Most boys prefer girls who are clean and pure.

Once. , he came to our class to get his diploma from me. When I turned around and went back to the classroom, I heard Lin Ran’s voice, he said: “Are you her boyfriend? "

When I found the diploma and gave it to him, I heard Lin Ran say: "You two should break up." "

I quickly handed him the diploma, "Lin Ran, have you finished your homework? ”

“Yunyun, can’t I just take yours and copy it when the time comes?” "

"Lin Ran! "

He turned around and left without saying a word...

"Yunyun, how did you fall in love with such a person? "

"He is good to me. ”

“What’s a good idea?” "

"He..." What's a good way? What's a good way? Yes, how is he nice to me? Does he care about me? Will he be jealous? Or will he accompany me to dinner?

I was asked, yes, how could he be nice to me?

"What's wrong?" Lin Ran looked at me, "Did you suddenly feel that he was not that good after all?" I'm better, right? "

"Why do I have to tell you so much? boring! ”

I suddenly, I don’t know why, why didn’t I leave every time he hurt me without knowing it, why did I give up the key high school and accompany him to this bad school? These are nothing, but I still don’t understand why I favored him without hesitation.

I really like dancing and signed up for the club. It’s autumn and it’s very cold. It was very cold. I was only wearing a thin shirt. I sent him a message saying that I was cold and could you send me some clothes.

He replied: "I can't leave here. You can run and dance for a while and you will warm up. I'll give you a hug~"

I smiled and felt so cold. Is it the so-called "cold heart, soaring heart"?

As for my male best friend, he is usually uneducated and very old...

He happened to be playing basketball on the basketball court. After the rehearsal, I didn’t feel so cold anymore, so I sat aside and waited for him. Let's go have lunch together.

After sweating, the wind blew and I felt very cold.

He didn't fight, but just walked over, "Do you want style rather than warmth? Wear so little."

"I forgot to bring thick clothes."

He looked at me with an expression like "Are you an idiot" and put his down jacket on me.

"You have just finished playing ball. You will get sick if the wind blows in a while."

"Come on, miss, you are so weak. It will take more than half a month to get better ! Get dressed!”

“Thank you.”

“Didn’t you call your dear boyfriend to give you some clothes?”

"He doesn't have time."

A friend of the male best friend came over and said, "You can't keep your girlfriend cold for such big things! Beauty, what class does your boyfriend work in?"

"I'm in your class!" my best friend answered for me, "I'm still your class president!"

There was a boy playing games next to him, and he said: "He doesn't have time? This morning It's all going on!"

I laughed, "Oh, that's no time."

We have always had a good relationship, at least I think.

However...

The sports day is here, and I have been busy rehearsing the dance and ignored him. I saw on the list that he had a 200-meter race, but I couldn't leave, so I bought a bottle of water for Xiaoyun and asked her to help bring it to him.

I finished the rehearsal and hurried to the finish line. It was already over. I didn’t know what rank he was in. I only knew that Xiaoyun took my water and handed it to him. He smiled happily, and I Beside, he didn't see me.

"Eh? Ayun, Liu Yu is second! You're late."

Before I had time to answer, Liu Yu said, "Is Lin Yu your brother?" ?”

“Yeah, what’s wrong?”

“There was a car accident, my condolences.”

For a moment, I felt like the sky was falling. , he patted me on the shoulder, "I put your mobile phone in my schoolbag. When will you go to our classroom to get it, please call and ask."

"Thank you, Liu Yu. ”

Then I kept rehearsing, and I kept rehearsing during the break without taking a break. I was very tired, but I didn’t want to stop. I just wanted to keep dancing and remember the moves! Just remember the action!

The performance was perfect and I made no mistakes.

After the sports meeting, the club held a small party. I was very drunk... I don’t remember anything. I only remember that I called him and he said it was not convenient to answer the phone and hung up. , call recording is for 8 seconds.

The next day, I slept in the dormitory, the boys’ dormitory!

I still hadn’t sobered up early in the morning. I felt dizzy and wanted to sleep. I looked at my male best friend who was playing with her mobile phone on the bed opposite, and tears fell like water.

"I want to drink porridge."

"I went outside this morning and saw there was no porridge, but my Meituan has a takeaway. Your porridge will be here soon.

"

"You still understand me. "

"What happened to you last night? I went out to dance and came back and saw you crying alone at the school gate. Are you a dead person in the family? Crying so hard. You don’t even know the expression the security guard looked at me when I carried you into the school gate last night. Fortunately, the dormitory manager is asleep, otherwise I would have to drag you to a hotel to sleep. "

"It's okay! Just drunk and crazy. "

"Well...it's past five o'clock now, and the housekeeper is still sleeping. Let's go out now. "

"I'm still dizzy. "

"I will carry you, Miss. "

We went shopping together.

I broke up with him.

He asked me why, and I said, "Tired." "

"I don't want to break up, no separation is allowed! "

"Why? "

"Have you eaten? Let's go to dinner together. ”

“No, you go ahead, I still have to do my homework.” ”

Watching him leave, I didn’t cry, nor did I feel sad.

I went shopping that day and met his mother. Because I was a class committee member in junior high school, I attended the parent-teacher meetings. Next to the class teacher, she greeted me very kindly and asked me how I was doing. I must have been admitted to a key high school.

I said it was good and asked her again, "Auntie, what about Liu Yu? How is he doing? ”

“Oh, he’s not good at studying. His dad and I are going to take him back to Sichuan, where the quality of teaching is always better.” ”

“He is already very good, auntie, you should encourage him more.” "

"He just doesn't want to go. He says this school is very good. Oh, you are a sensible person. Please help auntie to persuade him anytime! "

"...Okay. ”

It was the third day after the breakup. I walked outside the classroom and watched people coming and going in the school. I watched for more than ten minutes... I was afraid that he would not go to eat because of the breakup. However, he Went to eat...

He was with Xiaoyun

He looked up and saw me. I wanted to smile back to him, but my face seemed frozen and I couldn't smile. Get up...

He lowered his head, and I cried. I finally cried. We had been together for a year, but we still broke up...

Second I haven’t seen him again for a semester. There was a party before he left, but Xiaoyun was there. He posted on WeChat and said, “I hope to find the right person. Goodbye. ”

Great, if you study so hard, you will definitely get what you want, and your future will be bright.

When you become famous, will you remember that you once had Me?

No, you don’t know what’s going on in my heart.

One year has passed and I’m concerned about you again. Question: “How are you doing there? ”

“It’s okay. "Fortunately, I dropped out of school and suffered from depression. My heartbeat is twice as fast as yours. My dance dream is very confusing. I hope your dream can succeed.

Because at the beginning, between the dream and you , I chose you, wishing you all the best and a bright future?

But if I could turn back time, I would still do it. You are my ignorant heartbeat and the boy I once loved.