What is the experience of getting an ugly haircut by a barber?

Hello, I think this is a terrible experience.

A few days ago, I had a very ugly haircut. It is ugly and short. Japanese boys' short hair is ugly on my face beyond description. I feel that I can't wear all my clothes, and my favorite collocation is not suitable. The night before I went to work, I kept thinking about what to wear tomorrow, how my colleagues would laugh at me tomorrow, and then I held that ugly hair and played with my mobile phone until four o'clock.

At that time, I knew that my conscious behavior was good enough, just because I didn't think I needed to make any extra efforts. It's not that I'm really beautiful, it's just that I've accepted who I am and feel that I was born beautiful.

However, after changing my hairstyle, my original state of satisfaction was suddenly broken, and I realized the fear of "not feeling beautiful". It's really scary. It's not that I'm not beautiful, but that a person like me who has been able to accept my original state well will be subtly educated by society to care so much about my appearance.

When I went to work the next day, I almost walked into the office with my head down. My colleague and I lowered our heads reflexively to see if he showed any signs of laughing. But in fact, all day, no one showed a different look at my hairstyle, at most, I was surprised that my hair was cut too short. I didn't breathe a sigh of relief until after work, and I slowly felt a little pleasing to the eye in front of the mirror.

To tell the truth, I used to respect and bless all the girls who served in the United States, but this time I feel anxious about their appearance, and I deeply sympathize with and admire them. I don't rely on my face to eat at work, and I dress casually every day. However, just because you change your hairstyle, you will fall into the fear of "ugliness" and lose sleep. It is really hard to imagine how people who live and work by beauty find ways to fight against the laws of time and nature day after day and maintain their destined beauty.

Yes, an ugly hairstyle will make you lose confidence and make you feel bad.

Good luck.