What's it like to like classmates?

I will always want to see him, and always want to study hard to live up to myself and not lose face in front of him. When he is called up by the teacher to answer questions in class, you will blush quietly. When he passes by your desk, you will watch and wait for a long time, and he will feel happy to have all the big photos. There are his mothers in the class WeChat parents group who even want to add. In short, sometimes it is beautiful, sometimes it is cruel.