Being with relatives is particularly depressing. What if they all look down on me?

Honey, it seems that you are a girl. As you said, none of them go to school now, only you are still continuing your studies. Here I think it can be explained by the phrase "grapes are too sour to eat" Think about it, every parent wants their children to have a good life when they grow up, and although their children have already joined the work and started to earn their own living, they can only get a monthly salary in ordinary low-level positions, but you are different, and you will have the opportunity to get an annual salary in the future. I heard that you mentioned above that you are going to apply for graduate school. First, congratulations. Your personal starting point is different from theirs. You stand on a relatively high step, and they can only look up with self-righteousness. Everyone is surrounded by such adults and peers. You may have found the difference between studying and not studying. Many people enter the society prematurely. What happened afterwards? They are working here today and going there tomorrow. Everyone is saying that reading is useless and academic qualifications are useless. But looking back, having these will not affect your job, but it will affect what kind of job you have. They can only be afraid now, and they won't have the confidence to be afraid in five years. No matter what your family background is, it is good to be frugal at school, which is much better than those children who spend what they want. You also mentioned the circle above, and there were students all the way. We are really lacking in interpersonal circles at this stage. Although people who enter society too early know people from all walks of life, you can see that the people they know are basically at the same level as them. Can he know great people in other industries? But you can be called a great person through further study. There's no need to fight back. Maybe people will be more cynical about you, and you will get along worse at home. Just play dumb and let them talk casually. Relax and look at your future. A promising person is happier than one who can only live one day at a time. A warning: "A great man does not command many capable people, but controls many small people."

Good luck!