How to face those people who have been looking down on you?

1,

The fifteenth day has not passed yet, and those who return home are all in their hometown of Maodong. A big incident happened to the Feng family in the east, which disturbed the peaceful town.

A circle of people tried to persuade, surround, and pull her, but to no avail. Feng Xiaoxiao swiped her broom and looked into little Shen Rong's eyes. "Let my mother die in peace. There is no place for you here. We will argue later." Aunt Shen Rong pulled her daughter back until she exited the yard. There was a bang on the courtyard door, locking little Shen Rong and her family out.

There was nothing there the night before in Shen Rong. After a day of rest yesterday, three of the five daughters of the Shen family were present in the courtyard. Aunt Shen Rong, the most promising girl of the Shen family, rushed back from the county for a funeral, but was stopped outside the courtyard gate by Feng Xiaoxiao with a bamboo broom. The people in the town had nothing to do in the winter, eating melon seeds and watching. Half of them were gloating at the joke, and half of them were curious to find out.

Xiao Shen Rong, who was rumored to be the most beautiful, capable and promising, and who had been adopted into her cousin's house, was stopped outside the yard in the cold weather. But the strange thing is that during the funeral procession and all the way to the crematorium, the elder Shen Rong just kept falling from a distance.

Da Shenrong was Feng Xiaoxiao’s biological mother, the fourth child of the Shen family. Two years after she was born, the fifth child was born, and she was a daughter. She didn’t even have a name at first, and she was about to drown. Later, the cousin of the Shen family asked for the youngest daughter, also named Shen Rong, Huang Rong's Rong. People in the town got used to it and called her Little Shen Rong.

The discussion next door was that Feng Xiaoxiao had sneaked out, how could the rabbit turn into a spirit and become a tiger? How can one not ask his own sister to attend his sister's funeral?

The elders shook their heads, it was a junior who was so mischievous. Every wrongdoer has his head, and every debt has his own owner. Feng Xiaoxiao can be regarded as being raised by her aunt in the city for six years. Why are you so heartless?

2.

Indeed, Feng Xiaoxiao lived at the home of her aunt Xiao Shen Rong in the county during her junior and senior high schools. As for my mother, she has to humbly run to her aunt's house in the county every Sunday to deliver food rations, vegetables, and herself. Feng Xiaoxiao was dark and fat at that time. She was reluctant to let her mother use her strength and developed the strength of a mature man by herself. Da Shenrong is not in good health, and her husband goes to a farm in Russia to raise pigs. It would be good to come back twice in three years. Da Shenrong couldn't farm his own land, so he rented it out for little money and worked for the tailor Li's family all year round. After making money, 3,000 yuan a year will be given to Xiao Shen Rong. She takes care of Feng Xiaoxiao's food and accommodation. Da Shenrong was a week late in sending money, so Feng Xiaoxiao had to eat out by herself for a week.

Feng Xiaoxiao and her cousin Xu Lin are the same age, and Xu Lin is 3 months older than Feng Xiaoxiao. Xu Lin has her own princess room. Feng Xiaoxiao sleeps on the balcony of the living room. Once she goes in, she cannot come out frequently. It disturbs Xu Lin's sleep and she will lose her temper. Feng Xiaoxiao has always developed the habit of not drinking water after dinner.

When eating, you have to wait until the whole family has eaten almost before you can use chopsticks on the table. The Xu family's uncle worked in the county education bureau. Xiao Shen Rong was the most beautiful Chinese teacher in the county middle school. The family had a stable income, but they were more frugal than the people in the town when it came to food. The old lady of the Xu family was still there at that time. She was kind-hearted, and often took some pickle heads from the pickle jar for Feng Xiaoxiao when she saw that there were few leftovers.

But, compared to Xu Lin, who is thin and pale, Feng Xiaoxiao is better developed, but tanned. When the Dragon Boat Festival comes, she goes to the river to gather reeds to make rice dumplings for her aunt's family, and she can get a tan. Skin.

Feng Xiaoxiao and Xu Lin stood together, both praising Xu Lin. Dress neatly, fashionably, fashionably, and speak well. Feng Xiaoxiao's breasts were well developed. Little Shen Rong said they were chicken breasts. Feng Xiaoxiao later realized that hunchback became a habit during the three years of high school.

Hardships and hardships have brought you success. She claims to be an intellectual, and her aunt has a lot of books. The door of secular praise was closed, and books opened another window for her. Feng Xiaoxiao, who originally had average academic performance, made rapid progress in her three years of high school. She vowed from the bottom of her heart that she would leave this small county where she was told to be a maid.

She was admitted to the provincial normal college. Xu Lin almost got admitted to the normal college. The first few years of college were Feng Xiaoxiao's happiest years.

Although she is still very poor, she has hopes and dreams. My mother's illness is slowly getting better, and my father's contract is about to expire. When she finishes college and the family has no financial support, my father plans to return to his hometown and bring his grandma and grandpa to live with him as a family. People can stay together.

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Feng Xiaoxiao was moving forward all the way in college, but he still couldn't remember the good and bad fate. The world is so big and there are so many sights for her to see.

As my senior year is about to graduate, my father comes back from Russia for a rare occasion, and my mother’s dark yellow face becomes a little more joyful. On the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, my boyfriend Tang Feng and his parents also came over to pay their New Year greetings. Tang Feng and Feng Xiaoxiao were high school classmates. They went to college together and became lovers naturally. Tang Feng's family is in the county town, but he is not arrogant at all. Tang Feng's parents came to the town for the first time. They had met Feng Xiaoxiao before and had a crush on the girl, but the family still needed to be investigated.

On the sixth day of the Lunar New Year that year, the early morning firecrackers had been set off long ago, and the sky was still gloomy. At noon, my mother prepared a table full of food and wine, fearing that she would neglect her future mother-in-law. Dad said he was going to buy cigarettes, and after more than an hour of shopping, no one came back.

Feng Xiaoxiao went to the town entrance to pick up Tang Feng's family at the agreed time. When I returned home, I saw that the house was in a mess. My mother was sitting and kneeling on the cement floor, covering her face and crying. Before going out, the cold dishes placed on the table were turned over on the concrete floor, brown soy sauce, white vermicelli, and red and green chili shreds. Dad left town that day.

On that day, my father was told by his uncle that Feng Xiaoxiao’s name appeared on the list of people who had complained that the teacher had molested college girls. People from all over the country spread the news that the girl from the Feng family who was admitted to college had been deceived by her teacher a long time ago.

Not caring about Tang Feng's family, Feng Xiaoxiao accompanied her mother to the station to look for her father. He had not been found for a long time, and it would be two years before he came back. Maybe it was the miserable wind and rain along the way. Mom got sick again when she came back. Later, I was hospitalized for several months.

Xu Lin brought it to her to sign the complaint list, and Xu Lin’s name was in front of hers. The teacher who molested the student had never taught her at all. The teacher was Xu Lin's freshman counselor.

I explained it to my mother on the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, and wanted to talk to my grandma. But her mother held her down and only asked her to write a letter to her father. But my father didn’t reply later.

On the night of the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, she begged little Shen Rong, who was still celebrating the New Year at her grandma's house, to stay in the county and work as a teacher like Xu Lin, so that she could still take care of her mother.

On the seventh day of the lunar month, she went to Tang Feng's mother and explained that the matter of complaining to the university teacher had nothing to do with her. And those pairs of eyes were looking down at her.

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Years later, Feng Xiaoxiao learned from a high school classmate that these things were actually spread by Xu Lin. Because she studies well and finds a good boyfriend, she is better than Xu Lin, which is a big shame to their Shen family.

She finally understood that when she went to ask for help from her aunt, her aunt only gave in half. That is of course fruitless. Wouldn't putting your daughter's rivals in the same place cause trouble for your daughter?

When she returned to school, she asked the dean of the department to find a copy of the appeal letter. Her name was indeed on it, but Xu Lin's was not. But Xu Lin's pen mark is still on it.

Later, she gritted her teeth and took all kinds of qualification exams and accounting exams. Finally, relying on excellent certificates such as a double degree, accounting certificate, and CET-8, I ranked third in the civil service interview.

4.

Three years later, she had just passed the job competition and was promoted to senior secretary of the Supervision and Management Center of the Municipal Education Bureau. On that day, Xu Lin's regularization report happened to be in her hands. Her aunt had called her a long time ago, telling her to pay attention, in a matter-of-fact tone. She excused herself to be busy with other things and kept suppressing it. She disliked her aunt's arrogant tone more and more. She didn't have the strength to resist before. Now, even if we can be equal?

The bad news came from my mother. It had just been her first Spring Festival since she was promoted to be in charge of personnel evaluation. She didn't have time to share the joy of her success with her mother.

In the hospital, my mother’s hands were already very cold. It was discovered that she had advanced gastric cancer and was on her deathbed. Within two years, my mother had become so thin that she lost her shape.

There were only Feng Xiaoxiao, grandma and two other aunts when they sent her away. Mother was very calm, and grandma held her hand, "I don't want to call her Shen Rong. I'm not good and can't compare to her." "Shen Rong won't come. Old Feng won't come either..."

Grandma wiped her tears and said, "You also know that Lao Feng has always liked Xiao Shen Rong and later married you. That has nothing to do with you. What's wrong with you? You can't imitate the fifth girl. You are good to everyone, how can the fifth girl bully you? You don't say anything. You have such a good temper, so you can torture yourself. It's my fault that you keep asking me to give in to my fifth daughter..." Feng Xiaoxiao burst into tears, but she didn't say a word of farewell. Not out. My father has been away from home for many years, and my mother never neglects the etiquette at my grandma's house and grandma's house. My mother didn't even say a bad word about my aunt. She only said that she was raised in another house when she was a child and was pitiful. My mother is considerate in everything, but she is very harsh on herself. I have never bought new clothes, and I always wear my aunt's old clothes when meeting everyone. Because of his distaste for Xiaoxiao University's appeal incident, his father was embarrassed and had not seen the two of them in person for several years. Why? Why are they so arrogant and looking down on her and their mother? My mother was looked down upon so much, but she never harbored any resentment.

In the end, Feng Xiaoxiao finally choked out a sentence, "Mom, please feel free to go. Neither Old Feng nor Little Shen Rong will bother you. Don't worry."

"The tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop; the child wants to be raised but cannot be kissed." She can't blame her mother, Old Feng, and little Shen Rong. She blames herself. She became strong too late, improved too little, and couldn't protect her mother and herself earlier. Let my mother pass away so early.

Feng Xiaoxiao closed her eyes for her mother, and she became a motherless child. She must rely on her own strength to stand on a new height again, looking down at those who once looked down on her.