The days waiting for you are not worth mentioning①——A story for girls

I finally met him yesterday.

This is our first meeting in five years.

He has gained weight, but has grown taller. I am the taller among the girls. We stand together, but I still have to look up to him. He was still so sloppy, but it was obvious that he had washed his hair before coming to see me.

I was really happy yesterday.

I met Chu Yu in junior high school, but our story probably shouldn’t have happened at that time.

When we were in the second grade of junior high school, we were in love for the first time. We watched the scenes in Aunt Qiong Yao’s TV series, read the romantic passages in romance novels, and planted a seed called love that was not favored by teachers and parents. , buried deep in my heart. I am no exception. I go to the playground with my good sisters and watch the boys next door playing basketball. I am actually looking for where to graft this seed after it grows into a sapling.

But to be honest, storage and transportation have never been in my consideration range. Even though I didn't have a clear definition of beauty and ugliness at that time, I wouldn't be attracted to him just because of his appearance. Moreover, Chu Yun does not play basketball, he plays football. Although we all end up returning to the classroom in stinking sweat, running like a fool on the football field is more attractive to brainless little girls like us than jumping under the basketball hoop.

And I fell in love with another boy in our class, Zheng Chengya.

Yes, Zheng Chengya played basketball. He was quite tall, his skin was not fair, he wore glasses, and he had dimples when he smiled. I still can’t forget his hairstyle at that time, with only the sides of his hair shaved off. Two millimeters, the hair on the top of the head is grown into bangs, because this hairstyle was very rare in our time. I don't know why I like him. Anyway, it's just that I don't know where my feelings started. Then I also became one of those girls whose eyes are full of boyfriends when they are in love. Of course, it was no surprise that my grades dropped, I couldn't keep up, and I even ended up at the bottom of the class.

I thought things might not get any worse than this, but the head teacher and my parents both found out about my love affair, and it seriously affected my studies. You know, if you fall in love in the number one school in our city, the consequences of being discovered by the teacher will be very serious. Well, I became a frequent visitor to the director's office and often went to "drink tea".

The head teacher is a math teacher. We all call him "boss". He is usually very kind, but the boss who invited me to the office because of puppy love is not nice at all. Under the special attention of the boss, Chuyun and I became roommates.

A very common move, dragging the desk to be flush with my desk, moving a chair to my side, sitting down, and lowering his head to do his homework. At the beginning, we had nothing to say. There were 65 people in a class. Before that, Storage and Transportation and I had never spoken a word. But I know that he studies well, is a representative in math class, and does not live on campus.

Originally, my deskmate was my good sister, the kind who had a really good relationship with me. The life of talking and laughing every day suddenly turned into a day where it is difficult to open your mouth to chat. Think about it, everyone will be unhappy. And my unhappiness was all written on my face.

At that time, I really didn’t want to sit at the same table as the storage and transportation company.

The storage and transportation manager could definitely tell that I was unhappy, but he didn’t say anything and just kept doing his homework. At that time, I had roommates both before and after me. Instead of my good sisters, I still had roommates who we could chat with after class, but he didn’t like to interact with people in the class, so we laughed and joked in class, and we didn’t have time to chat with him after class. Participation was just a matter of fun, and he smiled slightly.

After the monthly exam in the class, I changed positions based on my results. I was very proud of myself and was ranked third from the bottom in the class. When changing places, I thought I could be moved to a more fun tablemate, of course, preferably my boyfriend Zheng Chengya.

When the results came out, my sky fell. This made me even more desperate than me finishing third in the exam. My deskmate was in storage and transportation.

After getting along with each other for the past month, although Chu Yu and I got to know each other a lot, I didn’t like this boy and was even a little disgusted with him. He went to play football every afternoon during meal time. He came back stinking of sweat just before studying in the evening. He also took his unfinished dinner to change shoes in class. His football shoes contained a lot of black plastic particles from the playground. Look. It's really dirty.

Somehow, for some unknown reason, the seats were not changed for a long time. I also became familiar with storage and transportation.

Later I found out that he was a boy who loved to joke, but he was a joke that girls didn’t like to hear. Every time Zheng Chengya and I have troubles, Storage and Transportation is always the first to ridicule me, the first to ridicule me, and even gives me a very unpleasant nickname, Wang Yishan, based on the middle part of the word "Zheng", I really hate this name. I always wanted to throw his favorite football boots in the trash, but my love for clean hands and my keen sense of smell prevented me from doing so.

Even so, I am still a little happy. There are no female friends in the storage and transportation class, and I am the only one. Even if he is not my boyfriend, as a 13-year-old girl, who doesn’t want to be unique in someone’s mind? Under such complicated emotions, I gradually accepted the setting that storage and transportation is my deskmate and my learning mentor.

He also invited me to watch his football games, but I never went because I wanted to watch Zheng Chengya play basketball.

I don’t know whether the so-called joke of the storage and transportation department really didn’t hurt me, or whether it was for some other reason, but I became more and more interested in this boy.

Zheng Chengya is a scumbag. He seduced my good friend Lu Yi at that time. Because I refused to kiss him, he went to kiss another girl. Thinking about it now, I really don’t know that I was seduced by him at that time. Did Zheng Chengya drink some ecstasy, or am I really so generous? I have forgiven him for all these things one by one.

But the moment everything happens, it is like a pair of scissors, cutting off one by one the leaves and flowers that the growing seeds in my heart have worked so hard to grow.

That day, the storage and transportation department noticed my unhappiness.

It was an era when small notes were popular, which gave us a communication platform comparable to WeChat when we were only a few centimeters apart.

When Zheng Chengya cheated on us for the third time, we broke up. When I returned to my seat, I told the store and transportation. I didn’t know why I told him, but I just did it. I said: "Zheng Chengya fell in love with someone else and even kissed her."

Apparently Chuyun was stunned for a moment. I don't know whether he was surprised that I said it so calmly or he was confused. Why should I tell him.

At the age of thirteen, after experiencing Zheng Chengya’s lesson, I was determined to take revenge on this scumbag, so I made an unreasonable request to Storage and Transportation.

"Zhuyun, how about being my temporary boyfriend?"

It turned out that this was Chuyun's surprised expression. He looked at the words on the note, then looked at me who looked serious, paused for a moment, and wrote, "Why are you looking for a temporary boyfriend?"

"I want Zheng Chengya to see it, no more I am still happy with him every day. "What a childish idea. Shouldn't we study hard at this time? But the silly girl Zhengzheng at that time was so immature.

"But why me?" Storage and Transportation wrote one stroke after another.

After seeing this sentence, I started to think, yes, why, why is Storage and Transportation, this person I used to hate so much. After a while, I decided to deal with Zheng Chengya first.

"Oh, it's just to make Zheng Chengya angry. It's temporary. Who can I find different?" I wrote.

This storage and transportation has been delayed for a long time. So long that I thought he was going to reject my request.

"Wang Yishan, believe it or not, I can pick up a girl like you during the three-night self-study period."

It started again, he started teasing me again, but I responded as before, "Oh? But I don't believe it, why don't you give it a try?"

My mind was successfully distracted by storage and transportation, and now I have completely forgotten about Zheng Chengya's story. All in all, I'm really curious about what to do with the storage and transportation this time.

Until the third quarter evening self-study, Storage and Transportation did nothing. They just wrote homework silently as usual, and I did my homework very smoothly today without asking Storage and Transportation for help.

After school in the evening, I was packing my things and getting ready to go home. Before leaving, he turned to the right, looked at me seriously, and said to me in a voice that only the two of us could hear: " In fact, I have been looking forward to this day for a long time..."

What a deliberate and well-timed pause, it successfully aroused my curiosity.

"I have always wanted to find a chance to say it, but I have never dared. Today I finally have the chance..."

Another pause, this time he swallowed , as if there really is something unspeakable.

"I like you."

Time stopped, it really stopped. My expression froze, and I stared at him. I didn’t know what was in my eyes. What was revealed, but I just kept looking at him.

Chu Yun's vision dodges a little. He twists back and pulls the collar up high, covering his nose and mouth.

I just looked at him for a long time, as if everyone in the class had almost left. Looking back on the past, I seemed to suddenly understand something, and I laughed.

"You are so cute when you are shy." This was the first time he complimented me.

I ignored him and said to myself, "I've felt it a long time ago. I told my friend some time ago that my intuition is very accurate. Sure enough, I've never seen you play football before. , you don’t care, but you always let me watch you play football recently, and you are often so nice to me for no reason. I have already felt it.”

“So, do you like me?” "He looked at me, his eyes seemed to be shining.

I cleared my throat deliberately and said, "Well, let me think about it later!" I smiled and carried my schoolbag and left, leaving him alone in the class and watching me jump away. .

That night I sat at the desk in the dormitory and was so happy that when I lay on the bed, I couldn't fall asleep. Looking at the bright moon through the cracks in the curtains, I wondered if he was also thinking of me at this moment.

Just when I was enjoying the beauty of the moonlight shining on my hair, the heating pipe made a violent knocking sound, and the dormitory aunt shouted in the corridor, "Stop knocking and go to bed!"

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The harsh sound was like a bell at a ball, bringing Cinderella back to reality from her beautiful imagination.

No, the expression on my face when I looked at the moon was wrong. The smiling face in my mind gradually turned ferocious. All I could think of was the sentence, "Girls like you, I'll study in the evening during the third period." Arrived."

Is this true? Storage and transportation? I wanted to go to him immediately and ask him clearly, but I couldn't. The only thing I could do was to figure it out for myself.

Come to think of it, he works in storage and transportation, has good grades, is sunny, has a good personality, and has a lot of skills. As for me, I am last in the class, I am not outstanding in appearance, and I have just been cheated on. girl. With such good storage and transportation, how could he fall in love with me? Everything is just wishful thinking on my part.

He must be laughing, laughing at me for being a fool, but I take his joke seriously.

He must be thinking that A Zheng is so easy to deceive, and he got him in less than three periods of evening self-study.

That must be the case.

I cried. Zheng Chengya betrayed me three times, and I didn’t shed a single tear. That night, I burst into tears because of the storage and transportation joke. At twelve o'clock, tired of crying, I fell asleep accompanied by the chirping of insects and dry lips from crying.

When I got up the next day, I also figured out that if I saw him today and said that I liked him too, he would definitely feel embarrassed because he was joking. In fact, he didn't like me at all. No feeling.

No, there must be no embarrassment between me and Storage and Transportation. Thinking about it now, I looked a lot like Sung Deok-sun in "Reply 1988" at that time, but I was not as lucky as Deok-sun.

In the next few days, life was the same as before. I still joked about storage and transportation, but I seemed to be different. I started to study hard, but there was still a lot to make up for when I was sharpening my skills in the third grade of junior high school. Storage and Transportation also lived up to the expectations of the boss. He tried his best to help me in my studies.

Nothing has changed, the only thing that has changed is me. I am not as indifferent to storage and transportation as before. I started to care about him, started to watch him play football, and started to help him After dinner, he started to help him clean up the messy table.

I don’t know if he noticed it, but I did start to like him.

Just when I thought I could always be so at ease with Chu Yun, I learned from a friend that Chu Yun had a girlfriend who was also his elementary school classmate.

The important thing is that his girlfriend is in the next class now, and she is still Shang Li who often comes to our dormitory to play.

At a loss.

I really panicked. I know how it feels to be betrayed by others. I can't be such a person. What's more, Shang Li is also my friend.

I stopped being nice to Storage and Transportation, refused his jokes, didn’t ask him homework questions, and spent the time I should have been watching him playing football in a daze. I don’t know what happened to me. , all I know is that I am sad, very sad.

During the one-day cooling-off period, compared to before, I don’t know if my decision is correct this time, but I can’t just break up with Storage and Transportation because this is definitely the worst plan. Shang Li will What's more, I'm not sure I can let go completely.

I wrapped the little tree in my heart, which had sprouted again and was engraved with the name of Storage and Transportation, layer by layer until it looked like a ball of tatters. In a good mood, he faces storage and transportation again, and his girlfriend Shang Li.

I kept calling "Sister" to the storage and transportation manager. I said he was very girly sometimes, like a girl. Then when I saw Shang Li, I naturally called him "Sister". Brother-in-law".

I started to study hard and asked as few storage and transportation questions as possible. If I had any difficulties, I would first go to the teacher or other classmates. But who could think of storage and transportation to be so patient in answering my mentally retarded questions, so in the end These issues still come back to storage and transportation.

I am about to graduate. With my grades in storage and transportation, I have no problem getting into the high school of my school. My grades improved slightly at that time, but I will definitely not be able to go to the same high school as storage and transportation.

The admission results came out, and sure enough, the name of the storage and transportation monk Shang Li suddenly appeared in the first half of the list, but I couldn't find it in the huge crowd.

Yes, Storage and Transportation Monk Shang Li, a classmate in elementary school, worked hard together to get into the best junior high school in the city. After three years of junior high school, they worked hard separately and got into the same high school, which is also the best in the city. 's high school. As for me, I went to an average school.

After graduating from junior high school, we have not seen each other again and have no contact. I don’t know if he still thinks of me.

When I was in high school, I was ostracized and isolated by my classmates. I thought, if Chu Yun was here, how would he comfort me.

Later, I transferred to another school. In the new environment, I worked very hard to make up for what I had missed before, and became a good student who ranked among the best in the class.

But there was no storage and transportation around me, and he couldn't see my name on the third line from the top of the exam ranking list. He also couldn't see his name written on the paper and what I wanted to say when I missed him.

In my sophomore year of high school, I went abroad. I knew he must be living a good life. He stopped looking for me and I stopped bothering him. He and Shang Li were the right ones to move towards ** together. *Work hard together and become better and better together.

Occasionally at night, when I am emotionally fragile, I wonder, Storage and Transportation, is it possible that you are thinking of me? Was it when you saw the small note, or when you were playing football, would you look at the place where I once stood.

Or you never noticed me standing there.

I thought our story would end here, but that day, two days before the storage and transportation college entrance examination, a friend request suddenly appeared on QQ, which I had not used for a long time.

Familiar nickname, haha, storage and transportation, why are you like this? You haven’t changed your QQ nickname in three years?

Due to the time difference, he was not online when I made a friend request through him. That day, I was very uncomfortable, but also very happy. I tried hard to restrain myself and not let others see my emotional ups and downs.

At night, it’s time for storage and transportation to get up.

I kept holding my phone, waiting for the first message from Storage and Transportation.

That night, we ended the conversation without saying a few words. He wanted to review and it was time for me to go to bed. But how could I sleep? This was a precious treasure that I had lost and found. How could I put it down so easily?

I don’t know what time it is, but I still fell asleep. In the dream, he was sitting next to me. He was making trouble and laughing, and I laughed too.

The corners of my eyes were wet unconsciously. I wanted to tell him that I missed him very much, but I didn't say it out loud. He asked me, why are you crying, Wang Yishan, do you miss me too much? I nodded desperately, as if he could really feel it.

The first thing I did when I got up was open QQ. There were 57 messages in which he talked about his affairs over the years.

To put it simply, he broke up with Shang Li and later reconciled, but he never forgot me. He would remember my birthday. Shang Li knew that he liked me and he missed me.

When I saw the last sentence, I covered my head in the quilt and was as happy as a child with candy.

As long as I know that Storage and Transportation has not forgotten me, he is thinking of me, and he will remember me, that is enough.

I also confided in him my thoughts and my life.

It is true that time dilutes everything, but whenever the time capsule that holds this memory is blown away by the wind and its pure whiteness is revealed, I can’t help but think of this. The beauty flowing in the time capsule, will the storage and transportation in the capsule be together?

Our story basically ends here. After reading this, you may think that the storage and transportation is a scumbag, eating from the bowl and looking at the pot, wandering around, and not focused. You may also think that I am not a very good girl and don’t study hard and only focus on falling in love. It doesn't matter, I just want to write down my story with storage and transportation in a way. At least I want to remember that there was a boy who made me see the light when I was desperate and gave my student days a different meaning. .

Yesterday I saw Chu Yun again. He has become fatter, his face is rounder, and he has grown taller, but I still have to look up to him. We went to the mall, went to the movies, and went to an escape room. I petted animals and went to KTV.

For a moment, I felt like I was the girlfriend of Storage and Transportation, and I tried my best to play this role well.

He sang to me, singing "Ten miles of spring breeze, I am not as good as you", singing "the days waiting for you are not worth mentioning", even if I know this is just a song, I try to enjoy the moment , even if it makes me fantasize for a moment, I feel it is worth it.

He will go back to school the day after tomorrow. He is out of town, a place I can’t go to, so I am waiting for him here.

The days of waiting for you are not worth mentioning, really not worth mentioning. I will use the time waiting for you to become a better version of myself, and then run towards you with all my strength.

Storage and transportation, if you see it, if you think the same thing, please don’t tell me yet. I’m afraid I will be swayed by your words, actions, and eyes again.

Storage and transportation, what follows is the story you wrote for me. If you see it, please finish it.