I could endure the darkness if I had never seen the light

This sentence by the American poet Dickinson is mentioned in the novel "AWM PlayerUnknown's Battlegrounds".

This poem can be used to summarize Yu Yang’s life.

I have never written about my reading experience of the rest of this novel, so let me use this sentence to conclude my reading experience of the full text of the novel.

Yu Yang was extremely miserable when he was young. His mother took him to remarry, and his stepfather always beat and kicked him. His mother was so cowardly that she just cried when she saw Yu Yang being beaten.

Later Yu Yang escaped and began his difficult but free life.

Show people the machine in an Internet cafe and help others play games to make money.

He never bowed to fate. Even if fate pushed his head into the mud, he could still struggle out of the mud with his head held high.

Yu Yang always gave people the impression that he was always tough and kept away from strangers, until he met his light - Qi Zui.

"I could endure the darkness if I had never seen the light."

After meeting Qi Zui, Yu Yang began to actively approach his light.

Qi Zui’s life can be said to be a mess. His family is well off, he has outstanding looks, and most importantly, he has great skills.

This is how Qi Zui is described in the novel: Others take first place because his level is first, but Qi Zui takes first place because he has the highest noun in the competition.

All roads lead to Rome, and Qi Zui was born in Rome. Of course, we cannot deny Qi Zui's late efforts, but what is even more undeniable is that the god of fate has always favored him.

He is called "Qi Shen" by others, and he deserves it!

However, he is also called: an old beast...

Although Qi Shen is a bit arrogant, he is a true gentleman at heart. This gentlemanly demeanor is reflected in , after breaking up with Yu Yang, he thought that Yu Yang just wanted to take advantage of his popularity to improve himself.

Even if he thought so, Qi Zui did not suppress Yu Yang later.

The second time was when Yu xx betrayed him. He tricked Qi Zui three times and Qi Zui beat him to death three times. Afterwards, he did not deliberately retaliate or attack or smear this kind of betrayal.

These are enough to prove that Qi Zui is a gentleman and behaves openly and openly. I think this kind of personality charm is also what attracts Yu Yang.

It has to be said that the combination of Qi Zui and Yu Yang is also a natural choice.

A person like Qi Zui who lacks nothing is perfect. Sometimes I also wonder what kind of person can be worthy of him.

After thinking about it for a long time, it seems that Yu Yang is the most suitable one.

First, the spirit of Yu Yang attracted him. Yu Yang is a person who "doesn't like to sleep" and spends his time training intensively when not sleeping.

For him, as long as there is a little hope, he will spare no effort. This kind of cruelty is really not something ordinary people can have.

The second is that Yu Yang is smart. Yu Yang is very good in solo queue and has improved very quickly in a short period of time. To be honest, in this situation, we all know that hard work alone is not enough, but also talent.

Only by working hard can you know how important talent is.

The third thing is that Yu Yang is good-looking! This must be highlighted. What Qi Zui noticed at first was really his face! It's the face!

Of course strength is also one aspect.

Then why does Yu Yang like Qi Zui?

The first is worship. When Qi Zui chased Yu Yang, he had already been named Qi Shen. Just imagine, if a handsome master in your industry offered to fall in love with you, would you refuse?

The second thing is personality. In fact, Qi Zui's character is very decisive and not sloppy. At first, he thought that Yu Yang didn't like him, so he quickly deleted all of Yu Yang's contact information...

Although he was also sad, for a long time in the future, Qi Zui He didn't bother with Yang anymore.

In fact, whether it is reality or fiction, this decisive character is excellent.

Of course, Qi Zui's strengths are not just decisiveness.

The third reason is because Qi Zui is very kind to Yang. Just like the title of this article, Yu Yang has never experienced the slightest warmth from his parents, siblings, or even other people.

Qi Zui’s appearance illuminated him and warmed him like a ray of sunshine. Phototaxis is innate to most living things, so Yu Yang ran towards his sunlight regardless of the cost.

The fourth is that it was once difficult to overcome the difficulties. How can we, Qi Shen, a man who is so outstanding and has experienced first place, look down on others!

Final summary: The novel "Manman Sheduo" is really excellent. I like this one better than the other "In Search of the Marquis".

Each novel leaves me with a different feeling. The biggest impression left on me by "AWM" is the title sentence.

I also left many impressions on other novels: For example, "The Blessing of the Heavenly Official" has this sentence, the god, the monk, and the young believer who are about to be forgotten in the dilapidated temple.

There is also "Er Ha and His White Cat Master": I don't know the Wushan guest, I don't know the destined person.

However, these are just my titles, and I have not written the article. Only this part has been written together with my reading insights.

In the future, I will try my best to finish writing these if I have time and feeling.