What's wrong with me, a farce? Jokes?

You are not old enough now. As a newcomer to society, you don't have a good attitude to bear these things. No matter how others treat you, it makes you feel wronged and uncomfortable. You just need to find your own reasons. Once you learn to find your own problems, it is understandable to find others to make trouble without reason. Only in this way can you become mature and have a heart for what you call death. That can only reflect that your heart is poor and a gentleman can bend. ..