Why am I so afraid of moths and butterflies?

Friends ... the same kind ... appreciate each other. ..

It's just that I'm afraid of cockroaches, snakes, mice, mantis, and of course moths. When I was young, I caught butterflies and grasshoppers to play with ... I remember doing cruel things to grasshoppers before ... Now I am more scared, but I feel a little sick and don't want to touch them. ..

But for those who can fly to the body, they are instinctively afraid. ..

But not as much as cockroaches. ..

I was scared of that thing when I was a kid. When I saw it in the corridor as a child, I was too scared to go upstairs (even if I was dead). If a person meets a cockroach at home, I remember the most exaggerated time. I picked up a fork to collect clothes and held it motionless for an hour. I dare not move or look away ... when my mother came back, I didn't know whether to cry or laugh. ..

At present, all I see in the bathroom and other places is kicking my foot to scare it back into the corner and then whatever. But last night, I saw it in my room and my computer desk (where I often stay). I didn't sleep (scared) yesterday. I feel a little insane and out of control. I closed my room alone, and I was shocked when I saw something dark, and I kept shaking (some people said it was too exaggerated, no). ..

Today, my mother was really scared. She has never seen me so scared. She cleaned the room thoroughly and put a lot of effort into spraying pesticides on the doors and windows so that I can sit here and surf the Internet now.

This problem must be removed, otherwise it will be a trivial matter to be laughed at in the future. The big problem is to scare yourself all day ... I am looking for a solution. ..