Life is wonderful because it is ordinary.

The wind and rain are ruthless, and there is love in the world. The cheapest and most precious thing in the world; The simplest and noblest; The most ordinary and greatest thing is love. Only love can make people warm, enlighten the soul and make life precious.

There is a famous saying in How Steel is Tempered: The most precious thing in a person's life is life, and life is only once for everyone. A man's life should be spent like this: looking back, he will not regret wasting his time, nor will he be ashamed of his meanness and vulgarity; On his deathbed, he could say, "All my life and energy have been dedicated to the most magnificent cause in the world-the struggle for the liberation of all mankind".

? Teachers are the soul of education, and the duty of educational engineers is to preach and teach and solve doubts, as well as teachers, children, parents and relatives. Fortunately, I became one of them, warmed the children's hearts with my love, and wrote gorgeous but simple poems with my life.

First, growth experience

? First of all, why record these feelings today? I'm still a little excited. Every partner's grades are very good and great, but I feel a little ashamed when I look at the list, and more grateful and excited.

Because of poor family conditions, I have developed the habit of frugality since I was a child, and I have to carry everything myself, which also causes a serious sense of inferiority and is not good at talking with people. I was lucky all the way. In rural areas, there is a serious preference for boys over girls, but my parents' support for my study is the greatest happiness.

However, after the college entrance examination, my parents and relatives asked me to choose a normal major, but I didn't listen to the old man and finally chose a major that others looked down upon. Employment pressure and psychological pressure can be imagined.

When I graduated four years later, I was at a loss when I was faced with employment. Civil servants and institutions suffered a crushing defeat in the exam. Fortunately, Special Steel entered the interview, and the interview passed, which was regarded as the dust settled.

? However, I was greeted by a bolt from the blue. Did not pass the physical examination. I am alive and kicking all day. I laughed and laughed. I can even do more and eat more than others. How could I fail?

? I am a wonderful flower with only one kidney in others' eyes. It took me more than 20 years to know that I was judged unqualified because I was worried that I was not qualified for the post, but I lived like this for more than 20 years. After a hard struggle and a rush of re-examination, I finally received the employment notice and ran around when others had already started school for a week. I thought that the teacher who had never been with me in my life finally became a teacher.

Because I don't want to be pitied by others, and I don't want to be treated differently, I keep this secret myself. I always believe that I am no different from others.

Second, being a teacher at the beginning.

I am a child from the countryside. Like many friends, I have been working for a year. I can imagine the hardships from being at a loss at first to being confident on the podium, but I think my efforts are far from enough.

After all, I am not a teacher, and I have not received any training courses. At the beginning of posting, I knew nothing and was at a loss. From the very beginning, I listened to the old teacher's class, found my own video to study how to attend the class, and then listened to the course of the rural young teachers' public welfare teaching program. The rich courses of mutual plan and green pepper plan have given me more understanding and orientation, and also made the children's classes more colorful. A media, a network cable, let us and children gain unlimited knowledge!

From the initial Jiugongge story to the systematic course lectures on Wednesdays and Saturdays, Xia Jiaer's art classes, rainbow flowers and reading, and blue ribbon activities are just some wonderful activities, but they have brought infinite fun to children and filled them with infinite enthusiasm!

Similarly, the teaching and living conditions in rural primary schools are also difficult. From the first time I went to school, I was lonely, but fortunately I had the help and care of my colleagues. The first time I ate alone, I felt tears unconsciously.

Maybe this is fate, too When I meet my children, whenever I feel tired, thinking of them will give me unlimited motivation. Faith is in my heart, and they also give me the confidence to stick to it. Growing up with them may be the happiest thing.

Third, the bitter fruit of love

You may not believe that there are so many amazing encounters in this world. Someone has written it before. I have known him for more than two months. From the initial ignorance of love, to the decision to enter the marriage hall, and then to the expectation of the crystallization of love, all this is a beautiful and happy thing.

But everything in this dream is broken too fast. Yes, he is a Hui nationality. Ethnic differences, cultural differences, parents' opposition, family members' incomprehension, his physical condition and his retreat all make me nervous breakdown. I thought persistence could overcome everything, so I was wrong and finally became a regret. I lost two people I loved most.

The two people who walked together from the beginning suffered a lot of pressure, but they were not together again. They thought they could get happiness through hard work, but in the end they didn't hit the south wall and didn't look back.

I won't complain about the pain I can say. I dare not tell anyone about this pain that I dare not tell anyone. Once I felt that I was suffocating, I couldn't hold on, and the whole holiday was in a state of collapse. My friends advised me to come out, but I still deluded myself and was in irrational depression every day. So there may really be nothing in this world to share the joys and sorrows of love.

Influenced by parents' feelings since childhood, I feel that a simple and plain life is the greatest happiness, and I have also learned what to do alone and what to do independently. I thought that with him, I recognized him in my life and could move towards happiness in an ordinary way. I'm lost, disappointed and disoriented. I thought I had everything, and then I floated away in the blink of an eye. I ruined everything, and I just want to leave forever. This ordinary road is bumpy, and good things are never easy to get.

Those who know me make me worry, and those who don't know me make me want. Is fruitless love called sadism? I think I will tell others my experience with a smile in the future, and I will never be afraid of jokes. Experience will always grow, so put it down and pick it up.

Fourth, move forward bravely.

I can't tell you how difficult this journey is, but I know best.

In the years of suffering, a person has spent many dark days and nights, desperately seeking comfort and washing words, desperately seeking shelter and comfort, and desperately keeping his heart alive.

It was not until the brave little lion woke me up that I saw a group of lions bravely marching forward and struggling forward. With their courage, they insisted on telling touching stories, so that thousands of little lion students in Qian Qian could spread their knowledge, bravely walk out of the mountains and lead a wonderful life! I also gained infinite knowledge and strength from it, and learned and grew up with a group of partners full of positive energy, letting me know that I am not alone.

I know that as a teacher, I really shouldn't influence my students for these trivial things, and I can't bring my personal emotions to work before I realize how much influence my practice will bring to my students. I resolutely let go, in the face of growth, everything else has to give way, and those memories are just wonderful embellishments on the bumpy road.

I became a member of the Little Lion Project Award. I believe this is a recognition of my efforts. I know how to go in the future, how to make myself stronger, and how to make my students gain more knowledge and excitement on the road of life.

All this should be thanks to the supporters of the Hujiang Project and the teachers who are unknown and do not ask for anything in return. Let's pick up the past time, work hard, go forward bravely, become brave little lions, March into the distant dream with a group of like-minded little lions, be ordinary but not mediocre, and let ordinary life bloom with extraordinary brilliance.

There is always a rainbow after the storm. Thank you for your meeting and your invitation.