You love so bravely, but I don’t even dare to touch love.

In the past time, I have never been close to love even once. Almost no one pursued me, and I didn't dare to show kindness to others. In this way, youth flowed away in a hurry, but I stayed in the same place without making any progress. Seeing my close friends around me bravely pursue their love, even if there is no result, even if they are hurt and rejected, they still don't give up. I can only envy and admire them.

Jiajia is a very good friend of mine. We have known each other since high school. The first impression I got when I saw him was that he has a strong literary style. He talks to good friends directly and humorously, and he has his own way of dealing with others. The method always makes me feel that he does not look like a newcomer who has just graduated from society, but like a veteran who has been working hard in society for several years. Jiajia is really the bravest person I have ever seen when pursuing her own happiness. If she likes it, she will pursue it. If she cannot pursue it, she can still smile and wish others happiness. When he first entered college, he fell in love with a Northeastern man who was generous and generous. At first, as friends, they often went to the cafeteria to eat together, went to the library to study, and went to the food street next to the school to have skewers and drink beer. The boy from Northeast China only regarded Jiajia as a good friend, but in this back-and-forth interaction, in Jiajia's heart, that boy had become a special existence, not just a friend, and he was looking forward to a further relationship. . It is said that liking is unrestrained and love is restrained. Maybe Jiajia's emotions at that time were vague and unclear between the two. The ambiguous feelings between them became deeper and deeper, but no one revealed it. Boys often hugged each other. Jiajia's shoulder said, you are really my best buddy. At this moment, Jiajia felt sad. How he wished they were more than just good buddies. Finally, in her junior year, Jiajia mustered up the courage to tell her true feelings to the Northeastern boy. However, the other man's eyes were full of shock and he said slowly, I really didn't expect that. I always thought we were just good friends. sorry. Hearing this, Jiajia completely understood that the boy really didn't like him. Jiajia said that everyone should put today's incident into perspective. If he is willing, we will still be good friends in the future. The end of the story is a bit unexpected. When he was about to graduate in his senior year, the boy from Northeast China asked Jiajia to go for a walk on the playground. Later, they were lying on the lawn. The boy said, I was really surprised that you confessed your love to me at that time. I am only now. I found out that actually... Jiajia interrupted the boy before he finished speaking. He said that it was all over, forget it. Jiajia knew the boy's intention to express his feelings, but when I asked him afterwards, he said this He has indeed let go of this relationship and does not want to continue to struggle with it. Yes, Jiajia is such a person who dares to love and hate. If you love, say it out loud. If you don't love, stop it in time so as not to embarrass others or let yourself get deeper into trouble.

Nibao, a petite and cute girl, was my college roommate. The fact that her boyfriend pursued her at that time was well known in our girls’ dormitory. To be honest, just based on appearance, I really think her boyfriend is not good enough for her, because his friend has a standard otaku face, is about 1.7 meters tall, and carries a big schoolbag that has not changed for thousands of years every day. , sometimes it even feels like his schoolbag is crushing his thin body, but he is such a boy. When we see his real dedication, we feel that if I were a roommate, I would choose him. At that time, we all called Nibao’s boyfriend Xiao Wang (at least not Lao Wang from next door). Xiao Wang started to pursue Nibao soon after he entered the military training. At that time, there were two other boys pursuing Nibao. I am also very confused about whom to agree to. Nibao is a girl who loves literature and is good at writing. She joined our student union. At that time, she had always wanted to read the poems in Dream of Red Mansions, but she couldn't find them when she wanted to borrow them from the library, so she was a little disappointed. However, when she returned to the dormitory after a full meal on the second day of military training, we unexpectedly found that she was holding a brand-new book of poems about Dream of Red Mansions in her hands. She only said that her classmates lent it to her, and we did not find that this book had been removed from her bookshelf after that. It disappeared, and later Nibao said that Xiao Wang bought it specially for her. Maybe it's just a small thing, not enough for Nibao to agree to be his girlfriend.

What makes all the girls in our dormitory admire the most is that Xiao Wang appears at the bottom of our girls' dormitory every morning with a hot breakfast, rain or shine, even in the snowy winter. I want to be able to do this. There should be very few boys who order it. If you think this is all Xiao Wang’s efforts for love, you are wrong. Nibao is the only child in the family and never does housework, so she has almost no contact with needlework, let alone DIY some handicrafts to give away. Xiao Wang is also the only child in the family, and he is still a big boy, but for the girl he likes , he even thought about embroidering cross stitch by himself. At that time, he embroidered a card holder with little rabbits on both sides as a gift to Nibao. When we saw it, our jaws almost dropped to the ground. We could see that it was a work completed with great care. , I really feel that his embroidery skills are much better than those of girls. After so many sincere attacks, Nibao finally chose Xiao Wang and rejected two other boys whose conditions were not bad. Although Nibao admitted that at first he just started this relationship with a try attitude, but by the time Later, everything Xiao Wang did should really impress Nibao. For example, Xiao Wang remembers every anniversary related to them, and prepares some surprises for each anniversary. From freshman year to graduation, it has never changed. Pass. Also, Nibao, who was very poor in handicrafts, bought yarn with us one winter to make a scarf for Xiao Wang. When the scarf was finished, we reluctantly said it was okay. To be honest, the scarf was a little crooked and had a hole in the middle. They also vary in size, but it is indeed Rinibo’s hard work, and it is her first handmade scarf. She gave it to the little queen. We will see the little king wearing that scarf every winter, even if the scarf has been washed later. He didn't think about replacing it even though it was faded and deformed, which showed how much he valued his favorite girl and their relationship. When such a brave boy pursues a girl, who would be willing to say no?

Maruko is a girl in the dormitory next door to my high school. We have always had a good relationship from high school to now. At that time, she always cared about a boy in our class. It can be said that that boy was her idol at the time. The boy is fair and fair, very delicate, studies well, and especially has a pair of hands that are countless times better than those of the girl. Wanzi is a cute girl who is not tall and slightly chubby. She has a cheerful personality and is sincere. At that time, Wanzi always contacted and chatted with the male god whenever he had the opportunity, but for the past three years, Wanzi had just admired the male god silently, and did not tell the male god his true feelings. After going to college, Wanzi went to the Northwest to study, while the male idol still stayed in the warm south. When she was a freshman, a boy from the same department as Maruko pursued her, and she agreed. They were together for three years, but in the end the boy cheated on her, and the college love had to come to an end. At this time, Wanzi made a decision to work hard for his former high school male idol and fight for his sincerity. Even if he failed, his efforts would not be in vain. She began to frequently communicate with her boyfriend online, chatting about life and telling jokes. Sometimes when there was no topic, she could only squeeze out new topics. Finally, Wanzi felt that the time had come, and she directly asked her boyfriend if their relationship could go further. Unexpectedly, the male god agreed quickly. In fact, if you think about it, this is expected. Maybe Wanzi doesn't have an outstanding appearance, but she has the most sincere heart, maybe it's the constant greetings, maybe it's the soothing jokes, these have long melted the heart of the male god. , love doesn’t just happen at first sight, seeing people’s hearts over time is the real test. Wanzi and her male idol have been together now. They are low-key but very affectionate. From time to time, they post a status that makes friends around them envious.

What about me? In the past twenty years, my emotional life has been completely blank. I don’t know whether it’s because I have never had a new love, or I don’t have the courage to face it. Perhaps the latter is more likely. I also silently paid attention to the outstanding boys around me, but when the little bud of my crush emerged, I was quickly defeated by my lack of confidence. I always thought that he would not like me if I was so fat. He must think I'm ugly because of the acne on my face. He must only regard me as a good brother because I'm such a man. All my thoughts finally made me deny my love and ignore my true feelings.

My good friend Xiaoyou is a super action person in love. If he likes him, he will strike up a conversation. No matter if he has a chance, he will give it a try first, so he keeps saying all day long that he can only say that this is handsome and that is good-looking. Without practical actions, I will never get results with my ideal male god. So what he said is true. My timidity and lack of self-confidence make me never dare to take the initiative to pursue love. I only hope Friends who have the same worries as me, we need to muster up our courage a little bit and be brave for love. After all, we will not accept failure without hard work!