Do I really want to be a pervert? Why do some things at home become so-called "jokes" when outsiders know about them?

The person in charge tells you that you are normal. People who naturally care about other people's opinions, coupled with the acquired environmental influence, are very sensitive to other people's opinions, leading to fear of doing things without their own ideas. Some people are born with thick lines and don't care what others think. If you treat it according to your own temperament, there are many such people. How can it be abnormal?

Both kinds of people have their own advantages and disadvantages. Now, let's talk about your situation. You really show your temperament, but you should take care of others' feelings, don't embarrass others, don't just live in your own inner world, and give others face. If you don't agree with dad, you can discuss it with dad without anyone else present. There is no hurry at present.