At the age of 30, I have never been in love, kissed, or gone shopping with a girl. I feel like I am afraid of others laughing when I am with a girl.

I’ll send you two words, coward. You are thirty, but you have not started a family. Have you established a career? It's really useless if you don't have it. Whether you are honest or not does not depend on whether you have a woman. Honesty should not be defined in this way. It should be kind and down-to-earth. And you seem to care a lot about other people's opinions, so-called face, and you are still self-righteous. In fact, people will only laugh at you if you don't have a girl. I'm laughing at you, you haven't started a family yet in your thirties, so you have to reflect on yourself, at least don't let your parents worry, you still have to rely on yourself to get a wife and have children.