What is it like to be embarrassed in front of the person you like?

It is a particularly embarrassing experience. When facing the person you like, you always want to leave the best and most beautiful side of yourself to the other person! I hope that I am the most perfect in the other person's impression. So I always dress myself up deliberately in front of the people I like, always making myself reserved and quiet.

It is really embarrassing and shy to make a fool of yourself in front of the person you like. There is a kind of trying every possible way to show the most beautiful side of oneself, but just because of an ugly appearance, I feel that all the good things I have worked hard to build have collapsed... At that time, I felt like I wanted to find a crack in the ground to drill myself down.

It’s like going out to eat with someone you like. As a result, I wore a pair of stockings that day. But I don’t know what happened, the stockings seemed to be scratched by something. I didn't see it at that time. I was very happy to go to dinner with the person I liked. However, when I came out after the meal, he saw me! Although he didn't say anything, I still felt very ashamed!

At that time, I felt like I wished I had not gone out to eat with him. The good mood I had when I had dinner with him was gone in an instant. Everything turned into that awkward and stuffy feeling! It feels like all my previous efforts have turned into bubbles!

I think you can only feel so nervous when you are with someone you like. If I go out to eat with ordinary friends, I think it doesn't matter even if my socks are torn or my lipstick is stuck on my teeth! Anyway, they are all good friends, or just ordinary friends, so even if they make a fool of themselves, they won't feel particularly shy.

But it’s different when you’re with the person you like. You must maintain a quiet ladylike, dignified appearance in front of him at all times! In fact, sometimes I feel quite tired.