Some people get up in the middle of the night to look at the stars, others eat instant noodles and cry.

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He once told Ah Xun that when he missed her, he got up in the middle of the night to look at the stars. When he looked up, the whole sky was her eyes.

A Xun also said that at the thought of stabbing her heart, she ate instant noodles and cried while eating. This instant noodle is really spicy!

Say, I drove to the seaside with Ah Xun. She leaned against the engine, gnashing her teeth, and the flying broken hair changed into various shapes. When we are blowing cold air, we soak noodles in the sea breeze. The hot instant noodles seemed to bring out all her tears.

At this time, a can of Munich beer would be even better. Unfortunately, we didn't bring wine that night.

However, A Xun is drunk.

She kept talking, talking to herself, piecemeal and intermittent, and then I didn't need to answer. Often after a sentence is finished, it is followed by a sentence "Yes!" Then, after watching the sea for a while, I continued to talk to myself coldly: "I knew it! " "

There is no doubt that there is no wine in instant noodles. She's just addicted to the half-lost love.

From A Xun's fragmentary words, I tried to restore the love that sounded a little cold.

I didn't ask "he" in the story. Because Ah Xun only regards me as a person, or just a tree hole that can be dumped at will.

A Xun's story dates back to her college and even middle school days.

That year, A Xun, who was 16 years old, left his parents for the first time and came to Guyuan High School to start boarding life. A Liang is her deskmate.

They were sitting in the middle of the classroom with six desks in a row. There is Zheng between A Xun and A Liang.

As a teenager, A Liang especially liked playing football. After the exercise, he was sweating all over, which made Qin Zheng, who was obsessed with cleaning, unbearable and often exchanged places with her. Ah Xun is always in a good temper, smoothing the broken hair in his ear and answering with a smile.

Ah Xun is quiet and doesn't like to talk. He spends most of his time drawing on his desk. What she often does is draw Snoopy in her exercise book. Then painted with colorful pigments, she felt pale and weak, and her youth was gorgeous.

One day, when A Xun drew the last stroke, A Liang just came back from the outside after playing football. A Xun was surprised to see Snoopy, and said, "Did you write that love letter with Snoopy on it?"

A Liang's voice was so loud that the noisy classroom suddenly quieted down, and then there was a whisper, and one or two boys screamed and booed. A Xun's face can be brushed like a cooked shrimp.

I realized that my recklessness had caused irreparable consequences. A Liang shouted at the boys angrily. Sometimes, people will become lonely and brave at special times. Ah Xun is like this. She craned her neck to laugh at him. "yes! Do you want to think about it? "

Hearing the words of Ah Xun, A Liang, who has always been eloquent, suddenly fell silent. I didn't expect that I just embarrassed her, but she was so calm and even a little cold. So, A Liang felt very kind and answered the donkey coming down the mountain: "All right! I like Snoopy best. "

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The days of youth are always so hurried, like a roll of torn and torn toilet paper, and soon there will be little left. Their happiness is as short-lived as commercials in TV dramas. When applying for the college entrance examination, A Xun tentatively asked, Otherwise, shall we apply to the same university?

A Liang immediately said mercilessly, "don't, woman, don't leave a person. Because of your snoopy, I don't even have my girlfriend's hair, and even my favorite class flowers abandoned me. "

Ah Xun is angry. "You didn't write it yourself. You confessed right after the exam. Why don't you confess? Also play with emotional appeal, get up in the middle of the night to call people and invite them to the top of the mountain to see the stars. As a result, the whole dormitory collectively called you crazy. Finally, I accompanied you to blow a cold wind at the top of the mountain all night, and I was sick for a whole week. "

When he said this, Ah Xun looked at Ah Liang's casual smiling face, and his heart was suddenly sour and sad. I often think of him in her ear, how his white skirt flutters and how gentle and generous it is. Ah Xun looked down at his big thighs and silently lit countless candles for himself.

That long summer, A Xun, who had been lovelorn before falling in love, accompanied him to eat all over the snack street in the small town. Then he squatted on the side of the road, drinking without any image. At that time, A Liang, who was drunk, held Ah Xun's shoulder, crying and laughing with his tongue wide open. "Ah Xun, you are his best buddy, and we will be good brothers all our lives."

Throughout the summer vacation, like lovers, they went shopping together, took big photos together, watched movies together, rode bicycles together, and visited every item in the playground.

However, just before the start of school, they walked hand in hand on the tree-lined road full of buttonwood trees over and over again. The next day, A Liang went to Xiamen University without saying a word. Although, A Liang never said why he gave up Peking University and signed up for Xiamen University. But Ah Xun knows it very well, because there is a white skirt there.

When A Xun saw a picture of A Liang playing with a white skirt in Xiamen University in the class group, she silently put the Snoopy couple shirt that had been painted all night on the bottom of the box. She knew that Liang was really avoiding her. Hearing the news, Ah Xun's tears turned into a wry smile at the corner of his mouth. Perhaps, as a fat girl, it is impossible to expect A Liang, who is handsome and sunny, to fall in love. Although she has a heart as magnificent as the Northern Lights, the boy she likes has no intention of looking back at her.

The truth is always cruel and bloody. At that moment, A Xun was torn black and blue, but she was soberly aware of the cruelty of reality. Friends around me talked about love that is neither salty nor light, and advised her not to be so Buddhist and learn to enjoy love in time in life. Otherwise, when you walk into the grave of love, it is simply a slander on life.

At that time, A Xun had lost weight, with a height of 1 m 72, wearing a white dress that hired Tingting, and her swaying posture became a small flower in her university. However, Ah Xun shook his head soberly and plunged into the library. Perhaps her love has been exhausted in that hopeless hope. Sometimes, she often looks at the dusty little penguin in the friends bar, and her heart hurts, but she still doesn't send a message.

A Liang often thought that perhaps love is also a rare and non-renewable mineral. Once overexploited, it will never be moved.

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It's still a little cold in winter in Barcelona. A Liang is a little drunk. She kept laughing and crying, but in the end she looked at the sea for a long time and said nothing.

At first, she planned to go to England. When she heard that A Liang had chased England all the way for a white skirt, she temporarily turned to Spain.

When I first arrived in Spain, I was lonely and homesick because I didn't know anyone because of the language barrier. So every day, besides having language classes, she stays in the Chinese restaurant, watching the busy streets outside, listening to her friendly mother tongue and pretending that she is not alone. The hardest thing is at night, and I often lose sleep all night. What I think most is A Liang, and the little ambiguity of friendship and love.

She often wondered what would have happened if she had gone to England. However, there is no ifs in life, except cold wind, cold rain and cold loneliness.

Loneliness is a person's carnival, and carnival is a person's loneliness. In a foreign country, there is no more perfect partner than loneliness. Sometimes when I walk down the street, I suddenly see a couple coming face to face, and my heart will shrink inexplicably and be sour. Then stop in the street and watch them disappear.

Thinking that a person is lonely and happy. I still remember that summer vacation, A Liang and she lay side by side on the rocks at the top of the mountain watching the stars.

A Liang's voice is indifferent and sad. "I really like her, like the white skirt she walked by the window, like her smile, her eyebrows, and her lips slightly raised when she smiled. When I miss her, I get up in the middle of the night to look at the stars. The stars all over the sky, like her smiling eyes, have accompanied me for three years. "

Hearing this, A Xun put out his fiery heart and swallowed his favorite with difficulty. Maybe Aliang will never know why she likes hot and sour beef noodles, just because she can say it is really spicy when she is in tears!

Habit is a very terrible thing. When she first arrived in Spain, whenever she was in a bad mood, she would come to a bowl of hot instant noodles. Eating and crying, as if to vent all the grievances, and then move on. ...

The sea breeze is cool this season. I asked her, what about now? Still thinking about that beam?

She said that in the second year of studying abroad, when she returned to China, she happened to catch up with a class reunion and got to know the white skirt. She was incredibly calm, as if she and he were just a one-way street after that holiday. Left, right.

Ah Xun smiled indifferently. "Sometimes I wonder if I can't forget that person, or that youth, or the feeling of my first throbbing."

Stephanie sang in the song, "I'm not sad, it's nothing, just why I cry." I don't understand, just let me go, let me start to enjoy freedom, remember a lot, and your shadow will fill my life. "

Life is like this. You have been in my life for some time, but I will remember you all my life. However, the heart is like a gust of wind. When the wind comes, some people get up in the middle of the night to look at the stars, and some people cry while eating instant noodles. When it quietly left, it stubbornly left ripples in your heart, and those small habits of hiding memories became a part of your life, just as you once stubbornly thought that the person you could not forget was a regret in this life. But in fact, when you walk away, you find that it's just a gust of wind blowing through your heart.