The story of the long article (selected from the long article Sina blog)

A child from an ordinary family in rural Shanxi grew up in an environment where there was no artistic influence. The only influence may be the excitement of going to his grandpa’s house to watch operas during festivals! I have had two wishes since I was a child, one is to do literary work, and the other is to be a soldier and wear a military uniform.

In 2000, when I was still graduating from a vocational high school, I signed up to be admitted to the Shanxi Pingyao Ancient City Culture and Art Troupe to study theatrical performance, and became the top performer in the troupe at that time. I won everything in solo singing and dancing. Later, he won many awards in many competitions in the province. At that time, he wanted to become a professional singer through his own efforts. He also dreamed of being able to enter the military camp, bring singing to the troops, and bring joy to the soldiers.

In November of 2001, I applied to join the army. At that time, because of my literary and artistic talents, I was appreciated by the military leaders. After going through many rounds of review, I put on the military uniform and came to the army as I wished. What’s even more exciting is that I became a navy soldier! At that time, recruits were trained at a naval training base in Humen, Guangdong, where my literary and artistic talents were put to good use. It can be said that whenever there was an opportunity, I was always the first to actively participate. My feeling at that time was: I was finally able to I experienced the feeling of wearing a military uniform and singing to my comrades in the army. It was more passionate than performing in local performances, so I sang with my heart every time. At that time, I had some influence among my comrades. I remember that I often received performances or competition tasks, so I focused on practicing songs most of the time. What’s interesting is that I remember that my comrades were training at that time, but I went to the brigade or base club to rehearse. The district captain often said My comrades said: "You train well. Don't look at Liang Changwen. He can avoid training if he has the ability. You must train well." So I work hard and cherish every opportunity to perform! I still remember that whenever the squadron had a collective political class, the leader would always ask me to come up and direct everyone to sing, which also gave me a lot of exercise at that time. At that time, my biggest wish was to have the opportunity to join the army's artistic group. I remember that once the South China Sea Fleet's artistic performance team came to select people. At that time, I also stood up and demonstrated my specialty. At that time, I was happy because the leader remembered my name. For several days, many comrades said that I might be assigned to Zhanjiang and join the performance team when the new recruits join the company. At that time, I was full of expectations. But three months later, the next company did not join the performance team, but entered the Marine Corps. I was disappointed and negative at the time, but later it was the encouragement from my leaders and comrades that helped me build up confidence. Knowing that as long as you are a soldier, you can shine wherever you are, and you can sing to your comrades in any army. This is the most important thing!

After joining the Marine Corps, I first received a month of physical training there. It was real hardship. Compared with the training at the Humen Base, it was "the difference between earth and hell"! A month later, I was assigned to work as a telegraph operator in the communications unit. In addition to boring professional studies, I also had to undergo physical training that outsiders thought was devilish. At that time, it had nothing to do with literature and art, but whenever I was subjected to When you are no longer tired, you will think of singing military songs, which are full of momentum, passion and emotion. As a result, the professional and physical fitness of soldiers of the same age have improved significantly. In the company, I never forget to sing to my comrades when I have time to relieve everyone's boredom. Every time there is an activity or performance in the brigade, I always actively participate. Whenever others are watching TV or taking a rest, I always sneak away. I went to the corner and listened to the music accompaniment on the cassette player. Because I was afraid of disturbing others, I could only practice singing quietly. My hard work brought me many performance opportunities. Every time I participated in a performance in the brigade, I was full of energy. What I was thinking about was me. Not only does it bring joy to everyone, but it also brings glory to the camp and the company! Gradually, whenever someone in the brigade talks about the singers in the brigade, everyone will always mention the name Liang Changwen. This all brings me great encouragement and creates many advantages for my development in the army.

November 2003 was a turning point in my life. It was a test because I had to face the challenge of continuing to work in the army or retiring and returning to the local area for development.

Because I love the military camp and have a lot of affection for the military camp, I also want to stay in the army. However, I made a vow before joining the army that if I retire from the army in the future, I will take the exam for the radio station in my hometown. It was a coincidence that that year What happened was that when I called my hometown, my teacher told me that the People's Broadcasting Station in my hometown had started broadcasting. At that time, I thought it was an opportunity. However, it is not that easy to make the decision to retire. On the one hand, I am in conflict with the army that I love, and on the other hand, it is unknown whether I will be admitted to the radio station after retirement. In addition, my parents hope that I can continue to work in the army. I was worried that I would not be able to find a job when I returned to my hometown, so I was in conflict at the time! At that time, the army leaders were also very concerned about me and felt that it would be a pity not to retain this literary and artistic backbone. Before I really decided to stay or leave, the company and battalion first considered me when submitting the list of people to stay. I was very grateful at that time. Leadership and troops. But at that time, after a lot of ideological struggle, I reluctantly decided to leave the military camp. At that time, the leader was very sorry, and many comrades did not understand that I would choose to leave, and I could only face my future. bet.

In December 2003, I returned to my hometown in Shanxi. I first went to the county radio station to try it out for 3 months. Those 3 months were the 3 months I left the army to adapt to society. I just watched it if I didn’t understand the computer. If you don’t know something about others, just ask others. . . . . . It was a cold time in the north. Since there were no dormitories, I had to ride a bicycle from the village early every day to go to the radio station before going to work at 8 o'clock. Every day when recording a program, I always had to look at other people's faces. I always waited until others had finished recording before taking my turn. I often miss myself, and it’s often 8 or 9 pm after recording a program. At this time, I have to ride a bicycle 20 miles back to my home in the countryside. Sometimes I go back in the wind and snow. Although it was very hard that year , but I felt it was worth it, because three months later the radio station officially hired me, and I signed an employment contract. I also had my first income after leaving the army. I finally saw the smiles of my parents because they finally understood. Why should I make the decision to leave the army behind their backs?

After working at Pingyao People’s Broadcasting Station for nearly a year, in order to improve myself in all aspects, I applied for the Broadcasting College. Not only did I want to get a university job, I also wanted to use new learning opportunities to improve my abilities. Because of my cultural accomplishment and professional skills, I successfully entered the Broadcasting School after professional interviews and cultural examinations. My employer paid great attention to my choice and decided to help me go to school with a salary. When I returned to campus, I seemed to be reminded of the time when I first joined the army. I had so many aspirations and knew that it was not easy for me, so I especially cherished those two years of study. There are many people who may have good family backgrounds, so they spend all their time I surf the Internet or skip classes, but I warned myself not to be affected. In addition to attending lectures normally, I also insisted on going to evening self-study every day, seizing the opportunity to enrich myself. At that time, I went to school in Taiyuan, Shanxi, which was not very far from Pingyao. So in addition to completing my studies, I insisted on going back to the radio station to do programs almost every Saturday and Sunday. I feel that only by combining what I learned in school with practice can I progress.

While I was in school in Taiyuan, I was fortunate enough to work as an intern in music broadcasting in Shanxi Province. From winter to summer, I had to rush to the radio station to check in after class every afternoon. In order to arrive at the specified time, I had to ride a bicycle. , because it’s faster than taking the bus, and it’s not profitable to intern in the provincial station. During that time, I was running around, and I had to go back to my original unit to do programs on Saturdays and Sundays. I remember that I was risking my life at that time. So I have lost a lot of weight. Although I am very tired, I have a belief in my heart that my efforts and dedication will not be in vain. Just like when I just returned from the army and returned to my hometown, I made such efforts. It is worth it! I continued like this for half a year until I was about to complete my studies.

In June 2006, I was about to leave school to prepare for an internship. I had two options: one was to return to my original unit, Pingyao People's Broadcasting Station, and the other was to continue to intern at Shanxi Music Broadcasting. But at this time, a comrade who was still in the army in Zhanjiang told me that Zhanjiang Radio Station was recruiting. To be honest, I still had a wish, which was to return to the place where I was a soldier one day. I remember that I often listened to Zhanjiang Radio programs at that time, but I didn’t dare to think too much about being able to go there in the future.

During the two years of school, I also hoped to return to Guangdong one day to work. Of course, it would also be great to return to Zhanjiang to work, because I once served as a soldier in Zhanjiang and have deep feelings for the place, and I still have unforgettable memories of the army. , and I thought that if I could really join Zhanjiang Radio as a host, my comrades would be able to hear my voice, and I could bring joy to everyone on another platform. This would be a very happy thing for me. . So when the school's final exam was approaching, I asked for leave from the school and rushed to Zhanjiang for an interview. When I came to take the exam, it happened to be when my comrades were training at sea, so I went to the sea training ground specially. My comrades heard that I was here to take the exam. Everyone at Zhanjiang Radio Station is happy for me and wishes me success. After a few days of exams, I took the train back to Shanxi to continue school. One day half a month later, I received a call from Zhanjiang Radio saying: "We want to hire you!" At that time, I couldn't believe it. I felt that I was very lucky. It didn't matter to me, but I have always believed that if a person wants to succeed, he must rely on himself. Go out and prove yourself to others.

In July 2006, I had just returned home after completing my university studies. I only had one lunch before I hurriedly left home and boarded the train to Guangdong again, this time with more hope. Yes, because I feel that my two years of hard work were not in vain, and I finally realized my wish to return to my second hometown after completing my university studies. After entering Zhanjiang Radio Station, although I am no stranger to Zhanjiang, it does take a period of adaptation to the new working environment. After all, the north and the south are different in many aspects, so the interactions with people, getting along with colleagues, and work Adaptation is a challenge for me. When I first came here, the leadership often criticized me because the program was not mature enough. I was afraid of being fired. During that time, I was often emotionally unstable, so I often went back to the army to talk to my comrades. Every time I returned, When I go to my comrades, they always give me great encouragement and support. Some comrades also bought good radios for this purpose, and often called me to give me valuable suggestions. Maybe one day I didn’t say a word clearly when I was doing a program, they would point it out to me and let me do the program next time. can pay attention. During this period, I thought that with so many comrades supporting me, I had no reason not to do a good job, and it also built up confidence in my future work.

During the National Day in 2006, what I didn’t expect was that one day a comrade called me and said that the leader wanted to invite me back to attend the National Day party. At that time, I felt as if I had returned to the past, because I I actually still had the opportunity to stand on the stage of our army and sing for my comrades, not to mention that I had been discharged from the army for three years. I remember that when I was about to retire in November 2003, I went to the army auditorium to say goodbye to the stage I used to go to. At that time, I felt that I would never have the chance to perform on this stage again in my life, but this opportunity dispelled this "impossibility"! After several rehearsals, the official performance finally came. I once again put on my military uniform and sang the two songs "Iron-Forged Camp and Flowing Soldiers" and "Repay" that I had sung on this stage three years ago.

After the National Day, Zhanjiang Radio changed my program, and I started to do an emotional music program "Flying the Lucky Birds" in the evening. This is a place where listeners can express their feelings through hotlines and letters. , mobile phone text messages, listeners can participate in the program in any of these ways and tell me their stories and feelings. And I have the opportunity to tell the audience about my story through this platform. Of course, I will never forget to say that I was once a soldier here. It also allows me to thank the friends who support me through the airwaves. In fact, a considerable part of the audience in Zhanjiang is from the army, and because I have experience in army life, I know that the cultural life of the army is actually very monotonous, so listening to the radio in the evening has become a hobby of the soldiers, so every time I I feel particularly cordial when I receive phone calls from military audiences. When they talk about their feelings and stories, I feel excited, as if they are listening to their own stories, and I really hope that my The program can really open up this space for them, so that the comrades are no longer lonely.

I will work hard with more dreams and use my voice to continue this feeling, perhaps to continue my fate with Zhanjiang and the military camp. . . . . .

About that departure

In July 2008, when Changwen had made certain achievements in Zhanjiang, he suddenly announced his departure, which puzzled many listeners who loved him. The specific reasons It was ominous, but I touched a lot of people when I left. (The following is excerpted from the blog diary of the long article)

Love is here, love is far away June 22, 2008 07:28

Recently, many comrades, friends, and colleagues have learned that I After I was about to leave Zhanjiang, many people called me, went online, or chatted with me in person. I was really touched by their concern and their desire to retain me but also bless me. At this moment, I was sitting in the live broadcast room, in the airwaves. "The Price of Love" was playing, "Let's go, let's find a home for my heart. Maybe I will think of him occasionally and treat him as an old friend..." The song sang out my mood and What I was thinking was, let’s go, let’s go. When I was about to leave you, I realized that I had really grown up again, and I really had to think about myself and the future life and beauty!

Yesterday afternoon I couldn’t help but call the director. Her phone was busy at the time. I thought at the time that God didn’t want me to leave. But when the boss called me back later, I still said so. I wanted to resign, but my boss didn't keep me. I said go, go to a good space and create a new sky. Yes, I wanted to go to a new place. Even after I said it, I felt less conflicted. The pain, but I can't help but feel sadness and loss. Just for these comrades and brothers, as well as my listeners, if I say I'm leaving this time, I really have to leave. I will choose to say goodbye to you with a calm mind. , it would be wrong to say that I left without any worries, but since it took me half a year to make this decision, I think I really thought about it, and I left without any regrets and in a free and easy way. And beautiful.

Next week will be my last class at Zhanjiang Radio. You will never hear my program under the Zhanjiang starry sky in July. To me, it is superficial and free. Wave your hand to say goodbye, and it may be a sincere memory for you. Let’s go, and let us shed a deep feeling. Love is here, but love is also far away...