People who have wronged you often know better than anyone how wronged you are.

Zhang Xinghe died, and there was no one except his parents on the day of the funeral.

On his 25th birthday, he climbed the highest cockscomb peak in Jigong Mountain and jumped, ending his 25th life. The reason for his suicide is simple. He can only prove his innocence by jumping off a building.

It started when Zhang Xinghe was 8 years old. His parents took him to the Children's Palace to take part in a painting competition. Next to him is an introverted girl in the class. During the competition, he borrowed an eraser from a female classmate. The female classmate said to her, "Remember to give it back to me."

He was only eight years old at that time, and he forgot about it after the game.

The next day, Zhang Xinghe called his parents. The parents of female classmates shouted in the office: "My child is timid. The books and pencils he just bought are always lost as soon as they arrive at school. Definitely not the first time. He got it. ,"

Zhang Xinghe denied it, but everyone refused to listen to his explanation. Parents can't delay every minute in doing business. They just want to end this matter quickly and apologize to each other in a hurry: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, children don't understand!" We pay! "

Instead of criticizing him, his parents told him that loving money is a good thing and that most things in this world can be done with money.

Although money is not everything, it is absolutely impossible without money. At least you can go on with your life with money. If you have no money, everyone will avoid you.

They even said to Zhang Xinghe, "It doesn't matter if you make a mistake. You see, with money, everything can be solved. If we hadn't delayed going to school for more than an hour today, we would have earned more money. "

Zhang Xinghe firmly remembers this sentence.

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10 years old, he went to the hospital with his father to visit his colleagues. Two people are talking. Zhang Xinghe was bored and ran to the corridor to play alone. He met an old man sitting on a stool in a daze.

He didn't know why the old man was crying, so he squatted beside him curiously and looked up at him. The old man wiped away his tears, took out a handful of candy from his bag and touched Zhang Xinghe's head when he left. But Zhang Xinghe didn't see him. He found that the old man left a bundle of red RMB where he put his bag. He put the money one by one into the small backpack his father bought him.

He thinks he will be praised by his father.

As a result, when his mother tidied up small backpack for him at night, she found that he had 20,000 yuan in his bag.

"Where did the money come from?"

"An old man fell in the hospital corridor!"

The couple almost collapsed, and all the money in the hospital was used to save lives, either to pay for surgery or to extend their lives. Dad quickly contacted the hospital to send the money back.

But it's still late. When they came to the hospital, they found the hospital gate crowded with people. There was a bloody body lying in the middle of the crowd, which was said to have committed suicide by jumping off a building. Zhang Xinghe knows that he is the old man sitting in the corridor during the day.

The doctor accepted 20 thousand yuan with self-effacing and said indignantly, "Do you know how long he has been looking for this 20 thousand yuan?" This is his son's life-saving money. "

Zhang Xinghe's parents feel sorry for the death, but they think that the child is too young to understand, which is unintentional. Moreover, the old man's son has terminal cancer and cannot be saved at all. They also paid back the money, so it should be no problem.

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However, it spread in a small county. Everyone in the county knows that Lao Zhang, who sells meat in the vegetable market, has a thief who stole money and killed two people.

The parents who said that Zhang Xinghe stole the school equipment from their children also stood up to prove that they liked sneaking around since childhood. Zhang Xinghe has therefore become synonymous with thieves.

Zhang Xinghe's father felt very wronged and found the money in the bag. They sent it back at the first time without a minute's delay. As for the female classmate, they later learned that it was the little girl who didn't love school and always secretly threw away her learning tools.

However, the fact that Zhang Xinghe is a thief cannot be explained, which is very controversial.

Everyone said that Zhang Xinghe knew how to steal at such a young age, and his parents were definitely not good people.

People who come to their stall to buy meat always stare at the couple's movements. Even with more meat, these people feel that they are short of two Jin. Zhang Xinghe's father felt boring, closed the meat stall and went back to his hometown to open a processing factory.

Zhang Xinghe doesn't know the reason, but only remembers that the old man who gave him candy looked good when he was alive.

Parents always sigh: "children are too young to understand, and there is no concept of stealing at all." Why does everyone call him a thief? What will he do in the future? " '

They all feel that people in the county are on the line and are noncommittal about the decision to take their children back to their hometown. The chaotic days finally got a little peace in the town, and both husband and wife breathed a sigh of relief, and their lives gradually improved.

With money, people are inevitably jealous. Someone who came back from the county said, "Don't look at their Lao Zhang family now. They all took the dead man's money and will be rewarded. "

Zhang Xinghe's father is unhappy. They can't stand this anger. They found the man's theory and told them they didn't take the money. The police also said that the death of the old man had nothing to do with money. He was seen to commit suicide by jumping off a building. He jumped out of the hospital and got a large compensation.

Zhang Xinghe was timid since childhood. How dare he take other people's money? He found the money that had fallen in the corridor, picked it up and asked us to send it back.

This matter has also become the talk of local people and is often mentioned by everyone. Although many people forget it after a long time, there are always some good people and some wrong people.

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Zhang Xinghe can't forget it either, because he had a nickname of "thief" in his class since he was a child.

As long as someone in the class loses something, everyone will suspect him. In high school, Zhang Xinghe chose to live on campus. On one occasion, he took a lunch break in the dormitory alone. When I returned to the dormitory at night, my roommate's cell phone could not be found. All eyes were on him.

"I didn't take it!" Zhang Xinghe's emotional defense, but no one believed it.

"You love to steal from an early age, that's what you take! Not who you are! "

They searched all Zhang Xinghe's things, searched the bed and desk, and found nothing, but everyone still suspected him.

"Thief" seems to be a title that he can't escape in his life. Although he can't remember the details of picking up the bundle of RMB, he knows that he stole money when he was a child and killed two people in the chatter of people around him. He always wanted to take off the thief's hat, but found that it went deep into the bone marrow and could not be taken off.

The teacher finally found the student's mobile phone in the boarding house. No one stole it, but the mobile phone was found by the boarding teacher and confiscated. After the incident, no one apologized to Zhang Xinghe, but the teacher told everyone in an understatement before class that he did not steal the mobile phone.

Since then, Zhang Xinghe's title of "thief" has been hung even tighter. Some students who didn't know his past knew about it after this incident.

Because of money, Zhang Xinghe's parents also fell apart. Zhang Xinghe's father's factory went wrong and owed a lot of money. Everything in the house was emptied by the debt collector. Bright red paint outside the gate reads the slogan of paying back the money. In order to escape the debt, his father ran away, and his mother couldn't stand the devastation and ran away with a mainlander.

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No home, no shelter from the wind and rain. He began to wonder if money was everything. It seems that parents are not satisfied with money. Zhang Xinghe suddenly became an orphan, and no one cared whether he studied hard, did not have enough to eat, and wore thick clothes when it was cold.

Later, Zhang Xinghe went to college through work-study programs. Away from the troubles of my hometown, I finally have the courage to start again. He met a girl he liked. Love stand is always at the highest place in the school, wearing white clothes, blowing the wind and watching the sunset.

Zhang Xinghe confessed to the girl, and the girl took his hand and said, "I know you are a good man."

In a word, Zhang Xinghe was in tears. He devoted all his efforts to this girl.

Like all university couples, they have classes together, take a walk in the school playground together, watch movies together, and go to Jigongshan behind the school to watch the sunset on weekends. Until one day, the girl gave him five thousand yuan and suddenly said to him, "You are a thief. I don't want to be with thieves. Let's break up! " "

Zhang Xinghe didn't understand why the girl said he was a thief. He asked, "What does it have to do with me being a thief when we break up?"

The girl said, "Your roommate lost five thousand dollars, and then you gave me five thousand dollars. And your fellow villagers told me that you were a thief since you were a child, and you killed two people! "

Zhang Xinghe was silent and didn't know how to explain it to her. This 5,000 yuan was saved by his part-time job, just to give the girl a loan. He looked at her motionless until he saw the girl all over her body and left alone.

He doesn't remember anything except what the girl said to him: "I don't believe anything you said." People like you have been stealing since childhood. Life is worse than death. "

After the girl left, Zhang Xinghe sat on the stone where they had watched the sunset. From there, he watched the girl walk. The good times we have experienced are constantly reappearing in front of our eyes, and finally return to darkness in the night.

The place where they once rode is now full of wild flowers. The Woods behind the school are still full of laughter, but Zhang Xinghe suddenly understood that all this was an illusory dream, and she never believed him.

The matter finally came out. Zhang Xinghe didn't take my roommate's money, but he lost money in online gambling and lied that he lost money for fear that his family would know. The girl knows what happened and wants to come back and apologize to Zhang Xinghe, but she can't find him anymore. And Zhang Xinghe also fell from the top of the comb peak with the sun that day, and never had a chance to hear the truth again.

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The night I climbed Jigong Mountain, Zhang Xinghe wrote a paragraph in a circle of friends: No one really believes me, and no one really loves me. I came into this world, I didn't get everything that normal people can have, but I suffered from torture that normal people wouldn't. I hate the world and all of you! ''

No one knows the exact time when he decided to commit suicide, and no one knows whether he felt relieved at the last minute. The doctor said that he didn't die immediately after jumping from the top of the mountain, and his internal organs were broken. This pain can't be described in words.

When the body was claimed, the parents who had been away for many years came, crying in the cold morgue with their son's scarred body. They all re-established their families. The mother married the big boss, the father remarried, and they had a happy family, but they lost their beloved son.

Zhang Xinghe once asked her mother why she chose to marry her father. Her mother replied: "because your father said that in this life, everything else is fake, and it is true to make money hard!" "

His mother thinks this man is very pragmatic, but they didn't expect each other to end up with money, and finally their son will be separated forever because of money. I never thought that money would ruin their son's short life.

At the age of 25, Zhang Xinghe jumped from the comb peak. He should have had enough of the torture of money, the prejudice and slander of the world, and the suspicion and misunderstanding of people. He is the dirtiest and most eager for a pure happiness. In the end, he is the most innocent and the most incompatible with this world.

After the funeral, Zhang Xinghe's father returned to his new family and soon gave birth to his second child, a boy. Mother also returned to other provinces and started a new life. The girl graduated from college, got a good job and will get married next year.

The world only forgot Zhang Xinghe who slept quietly on Jigong Mountain.