I have loved you for a long time. Why do you want to repair the white body?

Bai and He Zhixiu's "Reunion after a long separation" is in the class WeChat group.

Originally, He Zhixiu was not in the group at all, but it was He Zhixiu after all. Even if he is not, there will always be his legend in the group.

Is he in love? Did you work? In which city? She really wants to know, but she doesn't know that the class WeChat group has become her only source of information.

She is probably one of the few people in the world who has not blocked the class WeChat group. If WeChat group launched a function similar to keyword reminder, she would definitely set the words "Zhixiu", "He Classmate" and "Monitor".

Some people say that during his study in Britain, he was surrounded by Yingying and Yanyan, constantly changing girlfriends. Others said that he got married after graduation ... at that time, she would be highly nervous whenever she saw the news about him in the group.

Teacher's day.

Xiao Qi sent holiday wishes to the head teacher old ni in the group, and old ni symbolically came out to thank him. So dead, Zhao Xiaohuo said, "Happy Rambo Festival in our class." Then "Aite" killed her.

She said "thank you" awkwardly.

Xiao Qi said, "Hey, General, are you a teacher now? It's incredible! "

Then "Aite" killed everyone.

Bai Dao: "Learn while teaching, hehe."

Soon, everyone came out to tease her.

"Wan is amazing!"

"The students taught by Teacher Bai will not all count down, haha!" She wanted to roll her eyes when she saw this sentence.

"Which class do you teach? I will never send my children again, haha. "

Is it funny? She thought to herself.

Old ni never imagined that one day imperata would become his colleague. At one time, he thought the student was suitable to be a nurse in a mental hospital because he would be more empathetic. Just when she was stimulated to be less friendly, a picture she had never seen suddenly sent such a sentence: "I wish Teacher Bai peaches and plums all over the world."

Where did this "idiot" come from? She thought to herself.

"Ha ha, sorry, I am a special education teacher." In order to ease the atmosphere, she added an expression of digging nose excrement. It would be a tragedy for special education teachers to be full of peaches and plums. She hopes that as few students as possible.

Old ni said late, "by the way, I forgot to introduce you. This is our monitor, Mr. He. He is too low-key. I just pulled him into the group today. He has done quite well in the field of geology and got a doctorate in geology from Oxford University in advance! "

What classmate ... Oh, my God, it's He Zhixiu!

She almost jumped out of the chair.

2

Finally seeing you again, Mr. He. She opened his head carefully: the back of a pianist is under the lake and mountains. No, not the pianist, but his back. He really went to Queenstown.

Mr. He, what have you been doing these years? Where have you been? Have you ever thought about me? She wants to look through his circle of friends, but unfortunately non-friends can only see a gray underline.

Besides? No? She trembled with hesitation and didn't have the courage to pretend to be a dinosaur on the podium. How good youth is, even if you like someone, you can give up face and ignore dignity. Now she can't, just thinking about the little gesture of "adding to the address book" has made her tremble for a long time.

An hour later, He Zhixiu's friend addition request appeared in the "New Friends" column of her WeChat.

Remarks: Sorry, Miss Bai.

Miss Bai, at this moment, this title is so gentle. Once she imagined such a scene, he suddenly came to her, or she heard his voice on the other end of the phone, how would she respond to him, anxious or uneasy? At the moment, she is staring at his WeChat avatar and his name, but she doesn't have the courage to go through Friend Request.

So close, so timid.

Six years later, she still stubbornly likes him, and he still stubbornly dislikes her.

This made her feel scared. The name "He Zhixiu" is an indispensable word in her life. Even when she sees any of the words "he", "knowledge" and "repair", she will think of him.

I am glad that he is ill.

She wants to cure this stubborn disease. She hasn't contacted him since she sent him the last emotional dear John letter on purpose two years ago. Later, she also regretted it. If only she hadn't written that letter angrily. She still clearly remembers the contents of the duplicity letter.

What are the students in Class 1 of Geology?

This is the last letter, and I won't write it again.

I want to put you down completely and accept my fate. I will be with an equally ordinary man who loves me.

Next time you come to Zihao Barber Shop, maybe I'm married and raising children with my lover. Wish us happiness. I believe he is worthy of my love.

And you, no.

I use this letter to bid farewell to my youth of being a fool for so many years.

I hate you and hate you, and I never want to see you again.

Finally, please tear up those shameful letters for me.

Her eyes were red at the thought. At that time, all she wrote was satire, but the truth was another story-

He zhixiu, I have been waiting for the one who said to me, "You don't need to be better, you are the best person in my heart."

When I was nineteen, I naively thought that you would be moved by me and that we would be together forever. However, no matter how hard I tried, I didn't walk into your heart. Are the bits and pieces in my memory really just my illusion? Or are you inadvertently teasing?

Are you sure you've never had a crush?

Between you and me, as I call you, there is no other relationship except classmates.

I wrote many letters to you, but you didn't reply to me. Even in the last "dear letter", I wrote how to hate you, how to hate you, and you are still indifferent.

Think about it, I just can't be reconciled.

Love is not allowed, which is an unsolved problem in human history. From then on, I made up my mind not to have any illusions about you. I will cry on the wedding day because I have nothing to do with you from now on.

This is the ordinary life of most people in the world.

Even an ordinary life, I didn't spend it with the people I love most.

three

The class WeChat group is uncharacteristically lively, and people are constantly in the "Aite" Imperata. Same as before. As long as He Zhixiu is mentioned, everyone will look at her.

Xiong Tianheng: @ Bai Maomao, why don't you talk? Everyone in the school knows who your sweetheart was when you were studying!

Hu Guoqing: I am the only one who remembers the sentence "Don't you like the Raptors?" ?

She wiped away her tears and a sad smile appeared on her face. It's also bad luck to think about He Zhixiu. Wherever he goes, she is his lingering nightmare. Even though they are not a couple, "Bai" and "He Zhixiu" have become the most closely related names in Qingfeng Middle School.

As Zhao Xiaohuo said, "Although he never liked you, he never got rid of you".

She remembered the swearing-in meeting of the 20 12 college entrance examination.

He Zhixiu, as the first senior in his grade, is going to speak on stage. She was honored to be on the same stage with him, and they spoke in public in tandem. The difference is that she is the representative of inspirational "scum". At that time, he was his best and she was her worst.

The headmaster euphemistically expressed the hope that she would swear that if she failed again this time, she would continue to repeat her studies for one year and encourage everyone with invincible spirit. However, she proudly believes that she will never fail this time, even if it is for repair.

Because he can never fail, so if she fails, she won't see him.

"I have spent a hundred years in the same boat", and God made her fail in the first re-examination. She regarded it as "how to make it in one year", and there must be no second time.

When He Zhixiu gave a speech on the stage, his white shirt was too dazzling, which made her a little dizzy. Anyway, she didn't listen to a word, even though his speech was on the front page of the school in official website for the next six years.

She peeked at his speech in advance and wrote down that his ideal school is Oxford University. Well, it's a university that she will never get into.

She knew that he liked geology and was obsessed with paleontology, and he was determined to study dinosaurs since he was a child.

Her name was called three times on the radio: Bai, Bai ... Please give a speech on the stage. Under the gaze of the whole school, wearing a green dinosaur plush hood, she awkwardly and belatedly walked to the podium.

She almost fell down because her view was blocked.

You can imagine how unexpected the expressions of the teachers and students in the school were, and the playground was in an uproar. Holding the microphone tightly, she cleared her throat and straightened her dinosaur head. No one noticed that her eyes were always on He Zhixiu standing in the middle of the first row of the audience.

He's smiling. He looked at her and smiled beautifully.

"My ideal ..." She paused.

Everyone craned their necks to wait for the "ideal university" that scum said. Tsinghua and Peking University are funny, and Lan Xiang and New Oriental are even funnier.

"My dream is to be a raptor ... so that the last speaker can study me." Say that finish, "dinosaur head" hangs to the left, and cogongrass rhizome is giggling.

When the world quieted down, everyone gradually realized that she was confessing to He Zhixiu in public and looked at him in unison.

He Zhixiu is a seemingly disgusted expression. "What are you doing?"

"Don't you like raptors?" She asked blankly, lost. The microphone is not far from her, and it is very loud. Three seconds later, laughter covered the whole playground. This sentence was later imitated by many male students with their voices pinched.

He Zhixiu turned and walked through the crowd.

Old ni came to the stage, burying his face in it, and pulled her down ... He didn't seem to want to admit that she was his student.

I just explained to the teachers and students of the whole school that Bai is the principal he arranged in the excellent class. Since then, I have never seen her say hello and shout "white classmate".

I'm sorry, headmaster, but Mao Mao let you down.

From then on, all the students in the school knew that she was a typical failure in chasing men and called her "big sister". Thanks to He Zhixiu for this ugly nickname.

I heard that every time an alumnus mentioned her in those years, she would say, "It's the big sister who dressed as a dinosaur and pursued He Zhixiu."

Alas, she once caused a sensation in the whole school.

four

Looking at the mobile phone screen for nothing, I suddenly thought of what He Zhixiu, who was looking at his classmate at this time, would think. He will be extremely disgusted and disgusted. She was his only shadow in his smooth reading career.

She locked her mobile phone and dared not look at it again. What is she afraid of? Afraid of being laughed at by classmates? Or are you afraid to see He Zhixiu coldly draw a line with her? More afraid of falling into it again? At that time, she was very flustered. She simply turned her heart into a horizontal line, deleted He Zhixiu's friend addition request, and quit the class group. The whole action was done in one go, and the people who had been waiting for so long cut off contact in these few seconds.

She knows that she can't leave any room for wild desires.

If you can't get it, never come near again.

"He Zhixiu, if contact is established again, I can't promise not to look for you, so don't have any intersection between us. In this way, everyone can not interfere with each other and not worry about each other. " She thought.

At this moment, there was a burst of footsteps outside the office. She quickly rubbed her red eyes, and the smile on her face returned to normal, as if she were a different person. This woman, like the spring breeze, has the power of the sun.

There are seven or eight little heads on the windowsill, and the children stand on tiptoe to visit. They are all holding carnations in their hands, pushing each other and laughing.

"Are you finished? Come in. " Her voice is soft and sweet. She opened the door and the students in the class swarmed in and surrounded her.

"Happy White Teacher's Day!"

"Flowers for you!"

"The teacher is so beautiful today!" It is baby Tang who repeats this sentence. He always praises the teacher mechanically.

These honey-mouthed "Xiong Haizi" are her treasures.

"What a sweet mouth, are you good today? Did you take advantage of me and not bully my classmates? "

"We are lovely ..."

The bell rang for class.

The students dispersed, leaving many flowers and their graffiti cards on the table.

She remembered the Teacher's Day of her first year in Xingyun Special Education School. That day, she happened to be in an ordinary primary school. She saw a primary school student sending flowers to her teacher, and felt that as long as her students were healthy and happy, it was enough. As a result, when she returned to school, she was surprised and moved to see flowers on the podium in the classroom.

In the past few days as a teacher, she has put all her thoughts on this group of students. She watched them from the time they first came to school, some of them couldn't even take care of themselves, and now they can do simple crafts and know how to abide by classroom discipline. She felt that every bit of effort was not in vain.

At this time, a short message pops up on the mobile phone-

Notice: classes will be closed from next Wednesday to Friday, and professors invited by the Survey Institute will come to the school for the second survey. Please cooperate with the teacher.

five

In the early years, it was rumored that Xingyun Special Education School would be included in the planning scope by Green Park Real Estate sooner or later. It was the old headmaster who repeatedly insisted that the school would not move. In Bai's opinion, there is no better place to build a student campus within 0/0 km of the urban area/kloc-0.

"It seems that our school really can't keep it this time." Colleague Cai Mei mysteriously leaned in with a cup of coffee.

"Don't be alarmist." Bai opened the "Xiao Kua" greeting card with her face and figure painted on it. Next to her stood a boyfriend with the same face and figure and a bow tie.

She couldn't help laughing.

"Xiao Kua Kua" is a little girl who loves painting in her class. She is a "child from the stars". Although she is stubborn and easily angry, she will be fine as long as the teacher praises her from beginning to end every day.

Cai Mei dug out the chat record and handed me the mobile phone: "As far as my boyfriend said, can inside information be false?"

"Said so many times before, don't also didn't open? Besides, where are we going if we tear it down? "

"Things are different now, and the Green Park seems to be a shoo-in. In addition, the old headmaster retired, and our new headmaster introduced the concept of integrated education. To put it bluntly, it is to encourage our students to study with ordinary primary school students. "

After listening to Cai Mei's words, she felt a little uneasy, and felt that the survey institute had hired a professor, which was quite a big move. She hesitated whether to ask the headmaster directly. On second thought, let her boyfriend ask more questions. In any case, the placement of students is a major event.

Zhao Xiaohuo's voice came one by one.

"What's the matter?" She asked in a low voice.

"Why did you quit the group?" Zhao Xiaohuo asked.

She went outside the office in silence.

"I gave your mobile phone number to He Zhixiu."

"Did he ask you for it, or?" She stopped and stood in the corridor, suddenly at a loss.

"Of course, he asked me for it. Maybe I'll take the initiative to sell your phone number? How boring! Who doesn't know that he is not interested in you? If he likes it at all, will the family move away during the college entrance examination and leave without saying goodbye? " Zhao Xiaohuo is always so straightforward that she can be her friend for so many years after countless times. There is no doubt that they are "true love".

"That's why I stay away, stay away, lest he be like a fat man and I be like a drooling dog."

Everyone knows that He Zhixiu doesn't like her, but why did she get possessed from the beginning and always feel that he cares about himself? Now he is asking her contact information. what does he want to do?

She turned off WeChat and buried herself in writing lesson plans, trying to get rid of the interference caused by He Zhixiu asking for her phone number. However, she still kept looking at the mobile phone unconsciously, and her heart began to look forward to it. When the mobile phone moves, she wonders if it's him. Two phone calls in succession, either helping people with loans or selling alcohol.

Zhao Xiaohuo, why did you tell me? She thought with some complaints.

"Reliable news! Tonight, the leaders of Green Park and Survey Institute have a dinner at Qinhai Hotel. Do you think it will be' one game'! " Cai Mei said excitedly.

"Isn't this an investigation?"

"You are so naive, it's just a formality."

"impossible!"

"Don't tell anyone. Anyway, it's beyond the control of a little teacher like us. My boyfriend keeps telling me that he won't let me talk. " Picking up girls is nothing more than a gesture that girls worship their boyfriends. It doesn't matter whether the school is demolished or not.

The wind in September is hot and restless. After work, Mao Mao rode an electric car and followed the navigation, and almost got lost. He asked seven questions and eight questions and found Qinhai Hotel. It's a restaurant that looks ordinary and can be ignored, but when you walk into the yard, there is no dry Kun. Even the landscape trees are precious Davidia involucrata and small Ye Nan, with famous copper brands hanging on them.

"Hello, is the private room we booked in the Green Park still there?" She tried her luck.

"Yes, you have an appointment at seven o'clock."

"Let me have a look at the private room first," she said and followed the waiter upstairs.

six

Mao Mao walked into the private room curiously, looked down at the curtains, the table and even the bathroom ... Look at the time, it's almost seven o'clock, shall we go or not? This is related to the fate of the school. Maybe we can hear something. She put her heart in a horizontal direction and found Tibetans under the table, so she sneaked in. The private room door will be opened at any time, so she turned on the recording function of her mobile phone again, thinking that if she could record the so-called business activities, she might be able to keep the school.

This is really a stupid way.

As soon as she hid it, her mobile phone shook violently and almost scared her soul away.

It was that strange phone call again, and she hung up in a hurry. She was inexperienced in undercover for the first time and forgot to mute.

At this time, the private room door opened, and she held her breath and turned off the screen of her mobile phone. Through the gap in the tablecloth, she saw two men come in. They are both wearing trousers and leather shoes. As soon as I entered the door, I began to be polite, saying where the golf course is good, picking a day to play, and saying that I would invest in the research and development of anticancer drugs of an American company, but I didn't get to the point.

The waiter served food back and forth until she heard a sentence "Manager Xiao, your dishes are all here", and she confirmed that Manager Xiao was the vice president of Green Park.

"Everybody out." A hoarse baritone said.

It seems that it's time to cut to the chase. She pricked up her ears and listened. A huge cockroach crawled across from her. The sanitary conditions here are sorry about the decoration and the price of vegetables. Fortunately, she was not afraid of cockroaches since she was a child, otherwise the operation would have failed.

"Is it safe to talk about things here?"

"It's okay, this place is very secret. Zhang Zhiyuan, we have been friends for many years, but which of my projects is not for your survey institute? I spent seven figures from Hongkong to ask the Feng Shui master to confirm the location of Wang Lou. Now you're telling me about geological disasters? Isn't there always a school in that place? "

Really think about the school.

"It's hard for me. The people below are staring. The most difficult thing is the young and energetic professor. His investigation report is authoritative and plays a decisive role. "

"In terms of seniority, you are his elder and you can handle it."

"He can't refuse your general Xiao's dinner, so will he give me face?"

"I can give the money in place."

"I can't move him, but this is definitely not a problem that money can solve."

"If you can't, just do as you said before ..." The voice was so low that it was almost inaudible.

"Can't take this step as a last resort, he is the expert appointed above. I'll think of something. Come on, have one. "

She listened intently for fear of missing the point. Green Park is obviously attracted by the natural ecological environment around Xingyun Special Education School. After all, there is running water in front and green hills behind, so it is necessary for master to build a landscape house. But what they call ungrateful people sounds like the key.

The cockroach was crawling when it suddenly flapped its wings and flew. She watched it fly out from under the table. ...

Soon, the baritone shouted angrily, "waiter, come in!" " What's the matter with you? "

She thought, it's over. It's time to catch cockroaches. Damn it, she can't fly even with wings.

"If I am going to die, will I be killed?" She trembled and stepped back.

"Sorry, Mr. Xiao, I'll change your room right away."

The waiter apologized again and again, and suddenly two or three people came in and started catching cockroaches. She closed her eyes in despair at the sight of being discovered.

"Zhang Zhiyuan, I'm late. I just collected specimens from the mountain. " A deep and pleasant voice came. She looked out through the gap in the tablecloth, and the glance seemed to travel through time and space.

How did he get here ... is he what they call a visiting professor? The last time I heard his voice, it was on the playground of Qingfeng Middle School.

It's been a long time since I left you, so why bother to fix it?

How are you? How are you? He Zhixiu? She choked almost instantly.

seven

Mao Mao thought of skipping class to practice in her senior year, so she hid under the table. In the distance, she saw him coming towards her. The appearance of He Zhixiu made everyone forget to catch cockroaches, and the waiter went out in a friendly way. She is safe for the time being.

"Ho, you can rest assured. I held a banquet in your honor. If you don't come, manager Xiao will have a boring meal! "

"I've heard a lot about Professor He, some of which are too unexpected. I didn't expect that as a scholar and professor, I would be a sunny and handsome boy. This suddenly came in, and the waiters and girls were blindsided. Fortunately, I am not a woman, or I would have been planted in the hands of Professor He Haha. " Manager Xiao laughed at himself.

She rolled her eyes and thought, that's disgusting.

He Zhixiu didn't say anything, just sat down and leaned his legs against the white tablecloth. His shoes are dirty and torn. I seem to have been to many places. His sneakers are always clean when he studies.

She looked at his shoes quietly. I don't know why, she felt that he had a hard time these years and suddenly felt a little distressed.

"Professor He's scientific research achievements are numerous, and he is already an authority. I respect you. "

"Study the stone. I don't drink. " He Zhixiu airily pushed open the cup and poured a cup of tea. Yu Guang glanced down and smoothed the tablecloth.

"Professor He is too modest. How about playing golf together this weekend if you don't drink? "

"No time." He zhixiu is very brittle.

Manager Xiao paused and smiled awkwardly: "Dedication, haha. Then I won't waste Professor He's time, so to speak, the land of Xingyun College, I hope Professor He ... "

"The final inspection report shall prevail." He Zhixiu interrupted Manager Xiao.

"Yes, wait until the report comes out." Zhang Zhiyuan dozen circle field.

He Zhixiu simply talked with Zhang Zhiyuan, then got up and walked first.

"What do you mean? We are all here, so what is the lofty status? But he is really handsome, and I am impressed by every man. "

"How could he come ..." Zhang Zhiyuan touches his lips, full of doubts.

It was not until the two men left together that Mao Mao was relieved. She was just about to climb out from under the table when she heard the door of the private room pushed open. She just poked her head out and shrank back in fear, her legs cramped and numb reluctantly.

The footsteps died away, so quiet that she could hardly breathe. A pair of slender hands uncovered the tablecloth and held out their hands to her.

His finger gently hooked in: "Come out, it's me."

It's He Zhixiu's voice. When did he find her here? She seems to be too stupid to move.

He bent down, lifted the tablecloth and looked at her sideways. His eyes are as bright as before, and he looks stronger and more mature than then. At this glance, she dared not look him in the eye again and got out from under the table. She lowered her head and pinned her messy hair behind her ears, feeling that her expression was unnatural and a little hectic.

"Are you back?" She asked.

"Well, I'm back." He replied.

She remembered her words guiltily: I never want to see you again.

"I have something to do. I have to go first. " After that, he ran out of the door as if he were running for his life, riding an electric car and flying away without even asking him how he found himself.

Long time no see, goodbye is such an embarrassing situation.

He has never seen one of her few bright spots in these years. For example, she won a scholarship for her outstanding performance in college and was commended by the school for saving her uncle from drowning. After work, she was rated as an outstanding young teacher in the city. She even wore a beautiful skirt one day. She even thought about it. If only He Zhixiu could see it.

It happened that God always let him see her in a mess.

Back in the dormitory, she sat in front of the mirror and looked at herself in the mirror again and again. If I had known that I would bump into He Zhixiu today, she would at least wash her hair. She was very depressed. Because of this humiliating experience and the fact that the school is about to be demolished, who decides whether the school should be demolished?

If it was someone else, she might angrily talk to him, even a stubborn nail house, and then report it to the petition office. But it was He Zhixiu. What can she do?

She was lying on her back in bed with a big face.

eight

The phone rang again.

She fumbled for her mobile phone with her eyes closed. When she opened her eyes, she saw the strange number again. She thought it was the parents of the students, so she connected the phone without much thought.

"Hey, who ..."

"It's me, He Zhixiu." On the other end of the phone, it was He Zhixiu's clear and gentle voice.

She suddenly sat up from the bed, her heart beating so fast that she couldn't say a word for nothing.

"I have something to say to you, is it convenient to listen?" He asked.

She thought he was going to talk about the night at Qinhai Hotel.

"Convenient, you say." She tried to control her emotions.

"I want to explain to you that I didn't see the letter you sent me. The letter was accepted by another classmate in the class. I went to England after studying at Peking University for two years. " His tone is extremely calm, without any emotion.

She understood at once. What? She wrote 48 letters. Why didn't He Zhixiu know anything about it?

"There are two students in Geology Class One?" She's unbelievable.

"Well, his name is He Jun."

"How can he peek at other people's letters? It is obvious that the first letter is addressed to you. Why didn't he give you the letter and read it alone for four years? ! Oh, my god, my letter ... I really want to beat him flat! " She blushed and cried.

"Until I received an international parcel from He Jun in England, which contained all the letters."

"He finally found a conscience? If he continues to hide, will we always misunderstand? "

"He is getting married, and there is no place to put these letters." He did not answer her second sentence.

Since he doesn't care, what does she show special care about doing?

She gradually calmed down and remained silent for a long time. She stopped being angry and found it ironic to hear his harmless description. The letters written day and night in those years, so many worries, actually fell into the hands of a completely irrelevant person ... how could he be so calm? Why do you blame the man named He Jun? Even if the letter reaches He Zhixiu, what can it change? Let it go, lest he can't see that she just let it go.

Neither of them spoke and remained silent for a long time.

"Hello, are you listening?" He finally spoke.

Please burn this letter or give it back to me. She said coldly.

"Are you angry?"

"Forget it, it's not worth it." She answered him.

"But I'm still angry." He said slowly.

There seemed to be anger in that gentle sentence, which made her dumbfounded. This must be auditory hallucinations, hallucinations, and "He Da Ji" is trying to charm her again. She can't flatter herself any more.

On the other hand, shouldn't anger be said in an angry tone?

"It's really Hotarakit." She spoke in a very low voice.

"What did you say?" He didn't hear you clearly.

"He Miaomiao, get me a hair dryer, thank you!" Cai Mei, who lives in a dormitory, shouts in the bathroom.

"Sorry, my friend is calling me." She said quickly.

"Then you are busy."

"Well, goodbye." She said.

"Goodbye." He hung up when he finished.

His voice still seems to ring in her ears.