What I've been through, I know the pros and cons.

Su Ting is still sitting in the living room, sitting on the sofa drinking red wine. It's been a week, and her husband hasn't come back? She knows where her husband lives, but she doesn't want to ask, so as not to add to her troubles.

Su Ting's husband Wei Jia is the marketing director of a listed company. 2 1 1 graduated from university, and his parents were senior employees of the enterprise. Marrying him is not rich, but in many people's words.

Wei Jia is regarded by others as a good gentleman, with a high degree of education and a good income from work. He is a gentle gentleman.

And I just read a technical secondary school, and I am a tea artist. Is it a good match in all aspects?

Besides, after marrying, she left the teahouse and did nothing but stay at home and became Mrs. Xu.

After they got married, Wei Jia bought a house with 4 bedrooms and 2 living rooms in the downtown area, and naturally became the hostess.

In my mother's words, I said I was lucky to know such a good man as Wei Jia. Every time I say this, Su Ting just smiles and stops talking.

Some things, such as drinking water, are self-aware.

Speaking of which, I met Wei Jia on a blind date. Then you are 26 years old. Although you are not very old, you have been wandering in big cities for several years.

I always feel like I don't belong here. All my girlfriends and colleagues around me are married and have children, and I am still alone.

With a try attitude, I came to the marriage agency. Actually, I didn't think about it at first. It's just that my parents are in a hurry.

In this way, I met my husband Wei Jia, who is a gentle gentleman and almost fell in love with him at first sight.

But I know in my heart that he looks down on himself under such good conditions. I didn't expect her husband to come straight to the point.

"Xu Jiawei, 28, director of the marketing department of a listed company, my parents want me to get married as soon as possible. If you have no opinions, we will sign up next Monday. "

Su Ting some leng, such a blind date is the first time, this person is so straightforward.

Although this man is gentle and handsome, it is too hasty to make such a decision.

"Don't worry, I will promise everything I can give you after marriage, but speaking of which, you are just Mrs. Xu in others' eyes.

As for me, don't interfere too much, and I will make you worry-free within my ability.

We are all adults, there is no need to beat around the bush. You can leave my phone number if you agree. Forget it if you don't agree. "

Wei Jia came to the chic address with a business card, and then turned to leave.

Su Ting didn't react at once. I didn't expect to meet such a strange person on this blind date.

Although this man is handsome, he is inevitably too overbearing, and his words and deeds seem to be an insult to himself.

I thought that marriage must be married to love, but after more than 20 years, I don't even have a secret admirer, let alone love.

I am plain, I grew up in a very ordinary environment, the most ordinary school, wearing the most ordinary clothes.

Young people either get married early or go to work in factories, and very few of them break contact when they go to college.

Anyway, Su Ting also knows that he can't gamble on marriage anyway, and marriage is the happiness of his life.

Su Ting thought it was over, and Wei Jia should be a passer-by in her blind date. She started dating all kinds of people, but it didn't work out.

Parents call to urge marriage, and they can only cope. After all, such a thing can't be urgent. Su Ting doesn't own a house.

Just shared with a friend, she rented the smallest second bedroom, saying it was the second bedroom, but it was actually just a partition of the master bedroom.

The students around have bought cars and houses, and many other colleagues have lived a relatively stable life, while they have been drifting.

How many times I want to go home, after all, there is not as much pressure at home as in a big city. In my own words, there is still a bed back in town.

Every time I say this, my mother tells herself earnestly.

"My parents for a lifetime, I haven't seen any world in this small town.

Mom doesn't want you to live like this, woman, you have to find a home after all! "At this time, Su Ting always retorted his mother," Even if you marry, marry love. "

Mother always thinks her daughter's words are ridiculous because she retorts, "Love, just like me and your father?" I have never been to Beijing, Shanghai or the big cities in this town.

Your mother, when I was young, I was just a cleaner in the factory. I'm retired and I don't even have labor insurance. Do you want to live my life? "

Hearing her mother say these words, Su Ting shrank back and felt that what her mother said was not unreasonable. Growing up, they always quarreled over trivial matters, mostly for money.

Dad is just an ordinary repairman and has no money to work for others all his life. He didn't achieve much, but only bowed his head and worked.

This makes the proud mother always a little uneven, and her mouth is always chanting.

"You see Jason has traveled abroad again this year. Look at the coat that Li Jie is wearing this year. I looked at more than five thousand in the mall. I dare not even look at it. People just bought it. No way to compare! "

Su Ting's father often hesitates when he hears these words. He rubbed his hands to show nervousness, but there was nothing he could do. He has heard the most since he was a child.

"Tinger, if you marry well, you can live a good life. It is better for a girl to marry."

Su Ting didn't expect that he would meet Wei Jia again. On this day, Su Ting went to the hospital to find her best friend Xiaoxue as a nurse.

Su Ting met Wei Jia in the lobby of the hospital while waiting for the light snow. He held an old man in his arms with a gentle tone.

Su Ting some surprise. Wei Jia's face is full of smiles, and he speaks very gently. He bent down in a white T-shirt and carefully helped the old man.

In my impression, my father is always honest and never talks. My brother blushed as soon as he spoke, and his neck was as thick as a quarrel, but this was the first time that such a gentle boy saw himself.

Somehow, Su Ting said hello to Xiaoxue in advance, left the hospital, and met Wei Jia himself at the hospital gate.

"Hello, Mr. Xu!" It's really embarrassing, and I don't know how to speak. Su Ting officially said hello.

"Are you, figured it out? If you figure it out, you can come to me at any time. "

Su Ting always feels that this person seems a little different, or that he is a person with dual personality. He was so gentle to the old man just now, but he was very cold to himself.

Su Ting didn't say anything when she returned to her residence, but she was a little tired these days and couldn't take care of herself. I fell headlong into bed, and then the phone came.

It's my mother, Su Ting hesitated to answer the phone. On the phone, my mother said that my brother was going to marry, and people wanted a bride price, hoping to find a way.

Su Ting has always been a good daughter. She never contradicted anything her mother said, but she cried at the top of her lungs for the first time in this matter and cried and asked.

"Where am I rich? I've been subsidizing you since I started working. Now my brother is getting married. With so much money, you let me find a way. Am I a bank or your ATM? "

Su Ting's crying woke up her roommate Xiao Qi. Xiao Qi had no choice but to hold her for a long time, then returned to the house, handed an envelope to Su Ting and said:

"Christine elder sister, this is 3000 yuan I want to send home. Please accept it first. "

Su Ting thanked Xiao Qi for his timely help, but 3,000 yuan was just a drop in the bucket. Xiao Qi is just an ordinary office worker. His mother is in poor health and needs help at home. In fact, she is just like herself.

It's just that Xiao Qi's mother is a gentle and kind person, always giving small emotions are all kinds of specialties, and her mother has almost no words of concern except asking for money.

Su Ting is confused again. She doesn't know what to do or where to raise the hundreds of thousands of dollars.

She cried and had a hangover, but when she woke up, she knew that she was Sue's daughter and could never get rid of it.

In the last week of May, Su Ting became Xu's wife.

Sure enough, she is only Mrs. Xu in name. Although the hsu family admitted her, they were only polite to her. After marriage, Su Ting and her husband moved away.

Wei Jia didn't break her word and gave her a good material life. At first, she felt guilty. After all, it is not easy for Wei Jia to make money. Later, she knew that Wei Jia didn't care.

What's more, the girl named angel is his lover. Although Angel has a husband and children now, things between her and Wei Jia have never stopped.

For all this, I am very honest, just saying that I will give you Mrs. Xu's name and don't ask anything else.

That day, Su Ting cried for a long time, threw the pillow at the sable and screamed at the top of her lungs. Get out, you are an animal. Are you worthy of me?

In the face of Su Ting's questioning, Wei Jia seemed very calm instead. She lit a cigarette gracefully, but her tone was as gentle as usual.

"What's the matter? Is Tingting angry? What are you angry about? You eat, wear and use. What didn't Xu Jiawei give you? How could your brother and sister-in-law live in such a nice house without me?

Without me, how can your father say such a good hospital treatment? Without me, nothing in your family would be like this. "

Then Su Ting always doesn't talk at this time, because what Wei Jia said is unreasonable. Although he said he was a little mean, that's the truth.

Although he knows that her husband doesn't love himself, he never does. He only loves the angels he has seen. He is a very affectionate foreign women. If he were a man, I'm afraid he would choose her.

Such a loveless marriage, I hesitated, hesitated, but think about it, in fact, most marriages are like this, and the left and right are just alive.

Su Ting had expected Wei Jia's love, but she never got a response. Gradually, she stopped expecting it.

Su Ting overheard a sentence: Give me money, or love or get out.

Su Ting had scoffed at such things, but three years of marriage made her see the facts clearly enough. In that case, why did she save money for him?

Su Ting began to patronize all kinds of high-end places and buy luxury goods that she could afford.

The original refreshing short hair made her grow long hair, and the chestnut hair was waved. The original sportswear and jeans have also been replaced by many brands of China designers.

Su Ting no longer expects her husband to come back, and he doesn't care where he lives. The two of them live their own lives. If there is still a little communication, it is time for Su Ting to ask for money.

Xu Jiawei is a very talented person. Although he is only a small marketing director, he has also opened a small studio in partnership with a classmate, which is considered a small achievement, so he still tries his best to meet the material requirements of Su Ting.

At three o'clock in the morning, Su Ting put down his glass and fell asleep on the sofa.

When I woke up the next day, it was nearly noon, and there was water in the military toilet. Su Ting saw the shoes in the porch, only to know that her husband, who hadn't come back for a week, finally came back.

Sometimes Su Ting doesn't want to live like this. She doesn't need those luxuries.

However, as long as I get those things, I feel that this is my husband's love, concern and affirmation.

Even if he didn't care, she was his wife after all, and Xu Jiawei had put on her usual clothes when she came out of the bathroom.

Xu Jiawei, who is in her thirties, has been in good shape and has not gained weight because of her perennial fitness. Although he has a slight stubble, he looks relaxed, unlike a greasy uncle.

In fact, after so many years of marriage, Su Ting knows that her husband is actually a person with great taste in life.

Although I don't understand or can't understand, I always feel that he is such a person. He and He live in the same space, obviously they are husband and wife, but now they are very embarrassed.

Su Ting doesn't know how to get along with her husband and how to face him. She has made up her mind to cheat him of his money, for nothing else.

However, looking at Wei Jia who is reading in the study, Su Ting is once again a little soft-hearted, obviously handsome. There are gentle men, why not be tempted by themselves?

Mother called several times and asked herself why she didn't have children. Wei Jia's mother also urged her several times. In fact, only Su Ting knows that they have been married for many years, but they are not really husband and wife.

Unfortunate marriage and real life have honed all the tenderness of Su Ting.

Su Ting sometimes becomes unreasonable, and Su Ting becomes nagging and even bossy.

"Tonight is dad's birthday, so let's go back for dinner." Wei Jia said to Su Ting when he came out of the study.

Su Ting, who was watching TV, didn't care. She is gentle and smooth. She just looked at Wei Jia and asked.

"Why do you think of me when Angel is not free?"

Angel is a tacit existence of both of them, but it is a bit embarrassing for Wei Jia to say it.

Xu Jiawei didn't say anything. He knew that he had been sorry for Su Ting for so many years.

He needed a wife, and Su Ting became the victim. He is not a good man, but is it right or wrong for him to do so himself?

When I first met Su Ting, I remember that Su Ting just wore a white T-shirt, his eyes drooped, and thick bangs covered his forehead. She is really not like a 26-year-old woman, but like a schoolgirl.

Su Ting is passive to Nuo Nuo. She is cute and lets herself see the angel when she was a child. But now the angel has changed, so has Su Ting.

"Su Ting, don't be unreasonable. We agreed to show love in front of our parents. Since I can handle your parents, why don't you just act? "

When he was talking, he was painting nail polish. Sue was stunned by a performance, and then all the fruits on the coffee table were knocked over.

Su Ting just sneered: "Yes, each takes what he needs." Looking at Su Ting now, Wei Jia suddenly felt the in the mind is not the taste. This is not the case in court. In my own impression, Su Ting has always been a gentle and obedient person.

For Wei Jia, it's hard to connect Su Ting with a relaxed girl in a white T-shirt. Actually, she misses her.

"Su Ting, let's divorce!" Wei Jia soon calmed down, sat on the sofa and lit a cigarette. The room was very quiet, only the ticking of the clock could be heard.

Su Ting pretended to raise his head and let his tears go back. Then he pretended not to care about his husband, who, under the witness of the priest, wanted to love himself all his life, but now he talked frankly about divorcing himself.

I know that this marriage was wrong from the beginning. The golden couple, who are regarded as immortal couples by others, are actually an illusion.

I have always been reluctant to part with Mrs. Xu's identity. Sometimes I feel reluctant to part with my present life and food and clothing. In fact, only he is really reluctant.

Su Ting didn't speak, she didn't know what to say, also don't know how to say, although not willing to give up, but can't show it, also can't let Javey see.

"How tired so soon? Didn't you say that? I am your wife, for the rest of my life. Now you want to divorce me for Angel's sake? "

Su Ting thought for a long time, but he couldn't say it. That's actually what I said.

Wei Jia didn't expect the gentle and smooth Su Ting to become what it is today. Although each has its own responsibilities, we have not communicated well since we got married for three years.

Although I said I didn't love her, it wasn't Su Ting's responsibility. Actually, Su Ting is a good girl. Although she has become like this, it is also because of her own reasons.

Wei Jia tried to calm himself down, but there was still no way but to keep silent.

Two people sat opposite each other in the huge living room and said nothing. The whole living room is very quiet.

"Can you stay tonight?" Su Ting knew his courage and expression when he said this, but he knew in his heart that this was the most humble sentence he had ever said in his life.

Wei Jia didn't promise or refuse, just sat down and sighed.

In the evening, the couple were lying in a bed for the first time in three years of marriage, and it was also the first time that Huan Javey carefully observed this bedroom. I bought this house for Su Ting myself, and the decoration was arranged according to Su Ting's preference.

Su Ting probably likes Chinese style, so the whole room is full of Chinese style.

Even after three years of marriage, Wei Jia knows nothing about his wife's family next door.

But I can see that she is a clean person, and the newly changed sheets have a faint smell of laundry detergent.

However, when I was with Angel, I never smelled such a smell. Actually, I pay more attention to details than angel Su Ting.

Even my personal belongings need to be disinfected by my aunt, so I won't leave such a smell. However, this smell is very familiar and suddenly makes him feel very stable.

Su Ting leans on her side, but she can feel at home. It was this man who once pestered her and made her grovel.

But now this man is very calm. He wants to give up himself and this marriage that was originally a joke.

Su Ting felt a little sad, not for anything else, but for his warm smile that day, which made his gloomy life a little warmer.

I have always been an unloved child. Parents will blame themselves, even if they work hard later. For this family.

She is Sue's daughter, but sometimes she still wants to ask, shouldn't you be happy? Don't you have the right to choose your own life

Originally thought, Wei Jia would be a beam of light in her life, but unfortunately, it is always an angel shining in Wei Jia's beam.

Wei Jia's steady breathing came from the side, and Su Ting suddenly relaxed. This is the scene I once dreamed of, but now I really think strange bedfellows.

Su Ting got up and walked slowly into the study and didn't come out until the early morning.

Wei Jia didn't sleep well that night, but she still fell asleep. When she woke up in the morning, she didn't see Su Ting. She thought Su Ting had always been like this.

After three years of marriage, they lived their own lives. Wei Jia was disappointed or helpless about this marriage. He doesn't know what to do or how to face Su Ting.

Perhaps because he didn't come back last night, Angel sent a lot of text messages and phone calls, and Wei Jia couldn't bear to reply. Just a perfunctory sentence. I'm busy

Angel is a woman who knows how to be measured. She knows what to say and what not to say.

She also knows that both she and Zhang Wei have their own families, which is definitely inconvenient, so she didn't continue.

Wei Jia made a cup of black coffee and took it to the study. It is his habit to read every morning.

But something is still wrong today. It's only half past seven. Where's Su Ting? Did you complain to your parents again, or ...

Wei Jia is a little upset, and the original good mood has disappeared. He turned on his laptop and suddenly found that his computer seemed to be passive.

This computer was originally used for work and for your birthday, so it is easy to turn on. However, only Su Ting can do this.

Wei Jia turned on the computer with a grain of salt, hoping to find a trace, and always thought it was unusual.

I found a letter on the desktop, an electronic document, written by Su Ting, with only a few short sentences.

"I'm tired and bored. I finally gave up this marriage. Many things, such as drinking water, are self-aware. From today, I am no longer Mrs. Xu. "

I don't know why Wei Jia was still a little lonely when I read this letter. After all, we have lived together for three years. Although there is no love, I am used to such people in my life.

Wei Jia turned off the computer with a sigh, but accidentally found a signed divorce agreement next to the computer.