My foster mother adopted me who was abandoned, but after she got pregnant successfully, she wanted to throw me away again. What should I do?

I learned to dress today, and my mother praised me. It's just that shoes are a little uncomfortable on your feet. I slept in the afternoon and changed my feet, which is much better.

Grandma said that mom has a little brother in her belly now, so she can't take me to sleep or hug me.

Well, I want to be a good boy, and I can't make adults angry, even though I really want my mother to hug me as before.

My father is very busy every day. He is a teacher. I can't see him when I get up every day. I want to wait for him to come back at night and let him hold me high as before. But somehow I fell asleep without waiting for my father to come back.

My mother often runs to the toilet after eating and vomits uncomfortably. I feel sorry for my mother. I want to hug my mother, just like when I was a child with a stomachache, my mother hugged me.

But my grandmother said, "No!" Pull my arm away. My arm hurts, but I dare not cry. I can only bite my mouth tightly, or I'm afraid I can't control my tears.

My grandmother is busy making all kinds of smelly soup for her mother in the kitchen every day, and she won't let me touch it. But I think every time my mother drinks it, it is very painful, just like taking medicine when she was a child!

Think of the little harmonica that my aunt bought me last time she came. My mother likes listening to me play the piano very much. I think my mother won't feel bad after drinking the medicine because I blew it.

I carefully took it out of the box under the bed and wiped it gently with the cloth. It's still so new.

"You dead girl, what's the matter? Can't stop! " I just put the harmonica to my mouth and blew it, when grandma came in, picked up my harmonica and threw it on the ground, tugging at my ear. This is grandma's usual action, saying that pulling her ears will make her remember for a long time, but she never said not to play the harmonica.

But this time it hurt so much that I couldn't help crying. My grandmother directly grabbed my back collar and threw me outside the gate like a kitten. I was scared. Grandma has never been so rude to me.

I cried too loudly. I tried to hold it down, but I couldn't hold it any longer.

Grandma opened the door again, and I immediately stopped crying, so grandma would let me go home!

But grandma tugged at my ear, then slapped me in the face, and my face immediately burned with pain.

My ears hurt, I feel my ears are going to be torn off, and my head is buzzing.

"Cry again and I'll kill you, dead girl!" Grandma said an ugly word and slammed the door.

I stood at the gate, sobbing in a low voice, afraid to make a sound. I think I may die, and my chest is suffocating with pain.

2

Jingjing's mother next door came back from work, so I quickly put my face on the wall, not wanting her to see me cry.

"Nannan, why don't you go home? Isn't it cold to stand outside alone? " Jingjing mother asked with concern.

"Aunt Li, I'll come out to play alone for a while!" I wiped the tears from my face with my sleeve.

"Then go to our house to play, just to help aunt take Jingjing for a while!" Aunt Li said with a smile.

"All right!" I tried to pull out a smile.

Aunt Li opened the door and led me into the house. The heating in her house is very warm, and my face seems to be less painful.

Jingjing's grandmother carries a bowl of egg soup and feeds Jingjing spoonfuls.

Jingjing is wearing a big red woolen skirt, and the buttons on the collar look like clothes worn by ancient people on TV. The most beautiful thing is the plum blossom on her skirt, which seems to bloom on it. Very beautiful.

Even the hair that has just been tied to the head has been braided into two braids, and the hair band wears a rabbit ear on the head. She has a delicate face and looks like a little princess. It is really cute.

"Come, Jingjing, call Sister Nannan hello!" Aunt Li put down her bag, and before she could take off her down jacket outside, she picked Jingjing up and kissed her pink little face.

"Sister Nannan is good!" Jingjing greeted me sweetly.

My heart was suddenly sweetened by Jingjing. I think only children who behave well will like it. No wonder grandma doesn't like me crying. You can't cry casually in the future.

Aunt Li put Jingjing down and took out a box of beautiful cakes with some red cherries on them from her bag. I kept swallowing saliva in my mouth, but my mother said, "children can't ask others for food!" " "

I quickly turned my head to one side. I'm afraid to take another look, and my mouth will water. That would be awkward.

"Come, Nannan, Jingjing, come and eat the cake!" Aunt Li smiled at Jingjing and me.

Whether I eat or not, my heart is expanding. I want to eat, but I'm afraid my grandmother will know that I am: "delicious ghost, too greedy!" " "

I haven't thought about the reason for not eating yet, so I was carried to her dining table by Aunt Li and handed me a spoon in her hand.

By the way, I'll go to the kitchen and get me a crystal bib. I bit my lip and didn't know what to do.

"Thank you, Mom, it's delicious!" Jingjing dug a spoonful of cake and put it in her mouth, pointing sweetly at Aunt Li.

"You're welcome. If you behave well, mom will buy it for you next time! " Aunt Li gently squeezed Jingjing's little face and raised her eyebrows with a smile.

My mother used to like to smile at me, but recently she has a little brother in her stomach and she is not feeling well.

"Thank you, Aunt Li, the cake is delicious!" I also learned the tone of Jingjing, dug a spoonful of cake and put it in my mouth.

"Nannan is so good!" Aunt Li also gently touched my head and smiled gently.

Adults like obedient and sweet-talking children. I secretly decided in my heart, don't cry in the future, but also be a good boy.

"Do you think you will continue to raise this child when you are pregnant?" Grandma Jingjing looked at me sympathetically.

"What a beautiful child, how can you be willing to send her away!" Aunt Li also looked at me with complicated eyes.

I know they're talking about me, and I know I'm not my mother's own. Every time I play in the community, I often hear many unknown grandmothers and aunts. Laughing and praising my beauty, I will say that my mother will not give birth behind my back, so I will be taken back from the outside.

I don't like playing in the community recently. It's winter vacation in kindergarten, so I will stay at home and play!

Because every time I go out, everyone looks at me sympathetically. Once the clothes are found to be a little dirty. Will ask me in a strange tone if anyone in my family bullies me, and if so, I must tell them!

I don't know them. Why should I tell them?

three

Later, when I finished eating the cake, Aunt Li washed my face and gave me incense. My grandmother hasn't given me incense for a long time!

I like my fragrant self. Every time my father comes home, I have to smell something fragrant on my face. If there is, I'll smack it in the face.

Aunt Li knocked on my door again and sent me home. My grandmother smiled and thanked Aunt Li.

"Grandma, I was wrong. I shouldn't cry. Nannan is not good! " I learn to look like Jingjing and talk to my grandma clearly.

"Hum, remember to be obedient next time!" But grandma didn't smile at me or touch my head.

Anyway, I will be obedient in the future.

But when I sleep at night, I suddenly feel chest pain and feel breathless. I still didn't hold my breath and cried.

"What happened to Nannan?" That's my father's voice. He held me in his arms.

My chest hurts so much that I can't speak, my face is white with pain and my face is sweaty.

Father quickly put on his coat and carried me out of the door.

"There is something wrong with this child, no wonder it was thrown away!" I vaguely heard grandma's voice.

"When I got it back, I looked good!" Dad's tired voice came.

"No, it's too expensive, your daughter-in-law is our ginger family! You have to be clear! " Grandma's shrill voice sounded.

"This child has been raised for so many years, how can he be willing to send it back!" Dad said helplessly.

"What, are you going to send Nannan away?" It's my aunt's high heels. I was scared. Why did you send me away? I want to cry, but I dare not, so I have to continue to pretend to sleep.

"The child's heart has a problem! Burn money in the future! " Grandma raised a few decibels.

"Do you have a conscience! You brought my sister-in-law back when she couldn't be born. You don't want to raise her now that there is a problem? " Aunt is very angry.

"We are ordinary people, how can we stand the tossing of the hospital!" Grandma looked at her aunt discontentedly and said.

"She is a living person, not a cat, a dog you found in the street! Even cats and dogs should have feelings in recent years! You have to send her back! " Aunt smiled.

"What should I do? Our family doesn't have that much money. Your sister-in-law is pregnant and about to give birth. It costs a lot of money to raise a child! " Grandma said discontentedly that dad seemed to have moved to the windowsill.

"Qian Qian money, how can you be so cold-blooded? Is your conscience okay? " Aunt is full of disdain.

"Our family can only afford one child, not to mention this is still a problematic child!" Grandma snapped.

"Finally, to tell the truth, even if the child is healthy, you are not going to keep it, are you?" Aunt said in a cold voice.

"You said that if she were a good child, our family might still raise her!" Grandma said discontentedly.

"Sure enough, I have to breed. It seems that I am also an accident of your passion! " Aunt sneered.

"Pa", "you dead girl, what's the matter? We don't need you to get involved in the Chiang family! " Grandma slapped her aunt angrily.

"Well, don't look for me later. You will have your baby son and baby grandson soon! " The sound of aunt's high heels faded away.

"Can't your family be quiet? Children need to rest! " It should be the nurse's voice.

I couldn't hear the sound for a while, and my heart fell to the bottom. I was so scared. I don't know if it will be sent away or where it will be sent.

four

"You're awake!" Somehow I fell asleep in fear and panic. When I woke up again, I saw a smiling nurse's face.

"What a beautiful child!" Another nurse leaned in and said.

"Yes, look at her long eyelashes. They are really beautiful. " The first nurse aunt said, "I'll call the doctor in charge!" " "

"Aunt, where is my father!" I'm trying to make myself smile cute.

"When you are completely well, you can see your father!" Aunt nurse said softly.

"Are you? Then when can I be ready! " I really want to get better soon. Standing in front of my parents, they won't be willing to send me away. What should I do? My tears don't listen to me again.

"Don't cry, so you will get better slowly!" Aunt nurse took out a tissue from her pocket and wiped my tears.

"Well, I don't cry, I want to get better soon!" Although I have worked hard, my voice is still tearful.

"Oh, our beautiful child is awake!" A doctor in a white coat appeared in front of me and I tried to pull out a smile.

"Well, I'll be fine soon, and I can go home!" I still cry a little. It's no use. We agreed not to cry.

But I saw aunt nurse's eyes were red, and she seemed to be crying, too. I think my crying may have infected them.

"Aunt is not good, don't cry!" I laughed loudly and tried to make them laugh, but one aunt turned her back and the other aunt ran out.

"Our little Nannan is the cutest child!" The doctor pinched my face with his mouth closed.

Later, I lay in the hospital bed for a long time, and I didn't see my parents, grandmother and aunt.

Later, I was able to walk in the fields. My uncle said that I would be well soon. I was so happy. The doctors and nurses here are very kind to me. They will buy me presents and delicious food. I like them very much. Especially the head nurse's aunt, occasionally give me the jiaozi she packed!

But I will still stare at the door of the ward every day, hoping that my parents will know that I am well and come to take me home.

I overheard the conversation of the nurse's aunt that day, and my heart ached. (Novel title: The first short story Conscience, written by Miss San. From: read some stories every day and watch more exciting content)