Sentences about wanting to break up but reluctant to leave_sad sentences

1. Sadness flows, but it cannot hide the mottled years. It is difficult to bloom with all the blue and white flowers. The lost elegance returns the past. Those dreams are stranded on the other side of the fleeting time and turned into blossoms. The flowers blooming in memory inadvertently bury a period of candlelight. When the memory turns into autumn tears, the poems turn into stories of time.

2. If you are right, try to get the other person to agree with you gently and skillfully; if you are wrong, admit it quickly and enthusiastically. This is much more effective and fun than arguing for yourself. Competitive and sometimes stupid.

3. Life is a lifetime, life and death, the dust has settled, the king has no self, what is the use of love? What is the use of reading? How is the dream? How about life and death? Love and hate are lingering, and you can't let go. No more sadness, no more sadness, no more entanglement, turn love into love, keep it in your heart, and spread forever. Although single thought is bitter, there is sweetness hidden in the bitterness. The sky is in charge and the sky is caring. Love is also deep in the bones, and love is also a stranger.

4. Love is deep in the heart and penetrates deep into the bones. Keep the memory tender, there is thought in the memory, there is bitterness in the thought, sweetness in the bitterness, sadness in the sweetness, beauty in the sadness, regret in the beauty, luck in the regret, and you in the luck. Love is in my heart, there is hate in love, love in hate, hurt in love, pain in hurt, laughter in pain, tears in laughter, and you in tears. Think without speaking, feel pain without speaking, think without forgetting, suffer without speaking.

5. If your enemy makes you angry, it means you are not sure of defeating him yet; if your brothers and sisters make you angry, it means you still care about their friendship.

6. Suddenly, I deeply understood that tea has its destiny, pots have their cause and effect, passers-by have their agreements, and everything in the world has its own beliefs and missions. All gatherings are because of yesterday's separation, and all partings are to find the final destination. ---"All encounters in the world are reunions after a long absence"

7. No one is worth your tears, and the person who is worth your tears is not willing to let you shed tears for him.

8. Of course I understand that the world is often cold, but whenever I want to harden my heart and face the world head-on alone, the sweet smell of taro in the kitchen, the watermelon center mixed with The sweet ice slag, the noisy square on a summer night, and the gentle little things always move me. It's so good, I can't help but want to be gentler to this world.

9. Growth is often a painful process, so some people will avoid growth

10. At night in the city, due to the lights, there is no darkness at all; but in the hometown , I can stand in front of the window at night entirely because of the temptation of the moonlight. Who appreciates darkness? However, on this painful night, facing this fresh and virginal darkness, I felt a special feeling. Warmth gradually filled my body, as if I saw a fire in the ice and snow. How many places can you see true darkness today? In this sleepless world, darkness is torn apart by artificial light until it loses its soul. In fact, darkness is clean. The bustling lights, feasting, and singing every night blaspheme the holy darkness. When God gave us darkness, didn't he just give us the hotbed of dreams? If we give up our dreams, constantly create eroding light to drive away the darkness, and indulge in sensuality, then we are likely to face a monochromatic world. ---Chi Zijian "My Tenderness Against Darkness"

11. Will what you remember never disappear? I guard dreams that are as fragile as bubbles. The joy has just begun, but the sadness has already lurked.

12. I think even if it is not because of lack of sleep, there are still many people who do not want to wake up every morning. Some people start to fall asleep when they open their eyes, others start sleepwalking when they open their eyes, and only a small number of people actually wake up. And those who stay up all night are not necessarily awake. ---Liu Xiaojia "I'm afraid I won't have a chance, choose the life I really like"

13. Have you discovered that children who can cry will be fed by milk, and girls who can make trouble will be hurt by others. Girls who are too sensible usually have bad luck.

14. In fact, I am very good. I just feel uncomfortable occasionally. I just miss someone suddenly at a certain moment. I just feel sad when I hear a familiar sentence; some people appear. , and left again. Then everything returned to its original point, only with one more heavy memory.

15. I never want to mention my past to others. Those loneliness and desolation struggling in the nightmare will be left to time and slowly become indifferent.

---Jimmy

16. A shallow relationship, a narrow social circle, an introvert who is not good at talking, and a lingering desire for first love are all excuses for not being able to find a partner. The real reason for this is two sentences: those who are stronger than you look down on you, and those who are weaker than you cannot handle you. Living too moderately is the easiest way to live alone.

17. The plump calendar is thinning, and the years are slipping away from my fingers. I miss you and miss you, but I can’t count your return date. Nostalgic thoughts take root, and time flies like an arrow, growing into a landscape forest. I love you and look forward to you, but I can’t see your trace. Yearning fills my heart like spring, and years are like songs. I sing songs one after another, complaining about waiting for you, but I can't sing back to your figure. Concerned love poems spurt out, and time flies, stacked on the desk. I write about you and draw you, but I can’t draw your voice or appearance.

18. I said no, I said I don’t want to, I said I forgot, I said I gave up. However, many times, our memories are always so fragile. Often a glass of wine, a song, or an intersection will bring back memories of you, like a mirage appearing in front of your eyes. I saw your beauty, your smile, your badness; I saw my mistakes, my sleepiness, and my drunkenness; I saw the hands we once held, the words we once said, and the tears we once shed.

19. May your life be clear and bright, do what you want to do, and love who you want to love.

20. Everyone you meet in life has a reason. All the mistakes and regrets in the past are just to meet the right person in the end. When you have suffered the trauma of youth and tasted the pain of life, the people you meet at this time may really last a lifetime. The person who appears when you are most helpless is the angel sent by God to love you. Sentences about wanting to give up but being reluctant to leave. Sayings about wanting to give up but being reluctant to leave.

1. I have a little secret in my heart. Do you want to know? Let the wind tell you quietly, I like you, I really like you

2. Give up a certain feeling that you can't wait for but can't harvest! Give up some kind of spiritual expectation! Every time I give up a thought, a sadness will arise in my heart!

3. If you don’t love someone, please let go so that others can have a chance to love them; if the person you love gives up on you, please let go of yourself so that you can have a chance to love others.

4. Sometimes life will force you to hand over power, let go of opportunities, and even leave love behind. You can't get everything, and you should learn to give up in life, just like cleaning up the files in your computer.

5. He loved this world again and again, but in the end it all came to nothing, but he still refused to give up. Zhang Tongtong "Red Memory of Leslie Cheung"

6. Who has not suffered for that secret love? We always think that infatuation is very heavy, the heaviest weight in the world. One day, when we looked back, we realized that it had always been very light.

7. When traveling, choose someone who is on the same page as you. If not, go alone.

8. Looking back, I found that I had forgotten everything that should be forgotten, but there was still no one around me to accompany me.

9. If we can overcome the pain now, there will definitely be colorful happiness waiting for us on the other side. Don't be anxious, don't be greedy, don't give up. Let's go step by step. "One Liter of Tears" by Aya Muto

10. Things that are too beautiful are never suitable for experience. If you lose them, you can't forget them.

11. Only if I hate you now will you know how much I liked you back then.

12. I am not a toy, so I can come and go at a moment’s notice.

13. When the day presses the night to the bed again, the sun is born.

14. My wish is to sleep until I am a child.

15. When the last note sounded, longing came to a rest, and no matter how beautiful the sentence was, it also came to an end. However, this does not herald the end, but represents another wonderful continuation.

16. The need for many things, being able to be cute or not, being able to pursue or give up, being closed to expectations is the most free and enjoyable state. Lin Xi "No matter how deep the sky is"

17. When you are hesitating whether to give up, don't give up, because if you really want to give up, you won't hesitate.

18. Giving up is a wandering song, singing lowly in the heart. It is a frustrated life full of self-confidence; it makes the fallen faith rise again; it makes the depressed fighting spirit face the morning light. Spouting out; turning worldly disputes into friendship

19. We can see the prosperity, but we cannot touch the memories.

20. When I tell you my troubles, it is not a complaint, it is my trust in you.

21. The wind will always be driven away by the rain, so why bother with boring things outside your body for the rest of your life? There is a saying in the movie "Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon"

22. Some things are thought to be lost. No more hope, give up! When I wanted to walk away, I turned around and realized that I cared too much and was worrying about gains and losses!

23. Many times, I clearly don’t think so in my heart, but I can’t control myself and say the opposite.

24. If you shed tears, my heart will be wet first.

25. Forgetting the word "death" on the top and "heart" on the bottom. Unless your heart is dead, you can forget it.

26. Many plots end in understanding, either left or right, front or back, there will always be such vacillation, but you are still hiding there, refusing to leave.

27. Loneliness is a kind of purity, and it doesn’t matter after the love recedes. Tears are a kind of defense and a burden of boredom in your heart.

28. In life, having someone to miss you is fate; having someone to miss you is happiness.

29. Giving up is not only the way back from the journey, but also the way to start the journey again. It is also the way to think deeply about the past, and it is also the way full of longing for the future. Thousands of lights of wisdom shine brightly in the gentle and clear sky, bringing out the gentle wings of the music of life to bring out the bright spring seasons of life.

30. Giving up does not mean losing. If you can’t have her, you can still care for her; if you can’t care, you can still bless her; if you can’t bless, you can still look at her; if you can’t look at her, you can still miss her; if you can’t miss her, you can still miss her. You can also choose dreams. If you don’t have dreams, you can still wait for the next reincarnation

31. If you don’t love someone, please let go so that others can have a chance to love them; if the person you love gives up on you, Please let go of yourself so that you can have the opportunity to love others.

32. Love will eventually wither, but your smile still lingers in my memory

33. If you like someone, you must make him happy, make him happy, and make that feeling More sincere. If you can't do it, then you should let it go!

34. Give up silently, give up a favorite but undestined friend, give up some kind of investment but no gain, give up some kind of spiritual love. Expectation, giving up a certain thought, giving up a certain choice. At this time you will feel sad.

35. Rather than clinging to incompleteness, it is better to give up decisively.

36. We smile and say: We are staying at the same place in time, but in fact, we have already been silently swept away by the torrent.

37. Missing someone requires an impulsive feeling. Missing someone requires a deep imprint. Approaching someone requires sincerity. Falling in love with someone requires a lot of courage. Giving up on someone is easier said than done.

38. Self-discipline is a process of self-improvement, in which one must experience the pain of giving up, which is as severe as facing death. But, as is the nature of death, the old disappears so that the new can be born. M Scott Pike "The Road Less Traveled"

39. The paper kite lingers in the wind for a long time, listening to the sounds of nature and watching the clouds quietly.

40. People live in the memories of others. When everyone forgets you, you cease to exist.

41. Stop and live in the present. Even if you are about to lose it, what’s wrong with letting someone take over the dream you gave up? Aya Kito "One Liter of Tears"

42. No matter how good things are, they will be lost one day; no matter how deep the memory is, they will be forgotten one day; no matter how much you love, the person you love will one day leave.

43. The moment I leave, forget me, and hope I can forget you

44. Books are the ladder of human progress, and e-books are the elevator of human progress

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45. It is not painful to give up a person, but it is painful to give up the love in your heart.

46. Time is gone and it is hard to give up your career.

47. There is a person in this world who is always waiting for you. No matter when or where you are, you know that there is always such a person. Sentences about wanting to give up but reluctant to let go

1. The paper kite lingers in the wind for a long time, listening to the sounds of nature and watching the clouds quietly.

2. He loved this world again and again, but in the end it came to nothing, but he still refused to give up. Zhang Tongtong "Red Memorial Leslie Cheung"

3. Time is gone forever, and it is difficult to give up your career.

4. Give up a certain feeling that you have been waiting for but unable to harvest! Give up some kind of spiritual expectation! Every time I give up a thought, a sadness arises in my heart!

5. If we can overcome the pain now, there will definitely be colorful happiness waiting for us on the other side. Don't be anxious, don't be greedy, don't give up. Let's take it step by step. Aya Muto "One Liter of Tears"

6. Only if I hate you now will you know how much I liked you back then.

7. We smile and say: We are staying at the same place in time, but in fact we have already been silently swept away by the torrent.

8. In life, having someone to miss you is fate; having someone to miss you is happiness.

9. No matter how good things are, one day they will be lost; no matter how deep the memory is, one day they will be forgotten; no matter how much you love, one day you will be gone.

10. Sometimes life will force you to hand over power, let go of opportunities, and even leave love behind. You can't get everything, and you should learn to give up in life, just like cleaning up the files in your computer.

11. Love will eventually wither, but your smile still lingers in my memory

12. Some things are thought to be lost, there is no hope anymore, give up! When I wanted to walk away, I turned around and realized that I cared too much and was worrying about gains and losses!

13. Instead of clinging to the incomplete, give up decisively.

14. If you don’t love someone, please let go so that others can have a chance to love them; if the person you love gives up on you, please let go of yourself so that you can have a chance to love others.

15. The moment I leave, forget me, and hope I can forget you

16. There is a little secret in my heart, do you want to know? Let the wind tell you quietly that I like you, I really like you.

17. I am not a toy, so I can come and go as soon as you call me.

18. Missing someone requires an impulsive feeling. Missing someone requires a deep imprint. Approaching someone requires sincerity. Falling in love with someone requires a lot of courage. Giving up on someone is easier said than done.

19. Stop and live in the present. Even if you are about to lose it, what’s wrong with letting someone take over the dream you gave up? Aya Kito "One Liter of Tears"

20. When I tell you my troubles, it's not a complaint, it's my trust in you.

21. Giving up does not mean losing. If you can’t have her, you can still care for her. If you can’t care, you can still bless her. If you can’t bless, you can still look at her. If you can’t look at her, you can still miss her. If you can’t miss her, you can still miss her. You can also choose dreams. Without dreams, you can still wait for the next reincarnation

22. Looking back, I found that I had forgotten everything that should be forgotten, but there was still no one around me to accompany me.

23. The need for many things, being able to be cute or not, being able to pursue or give up, being closed to expectations is the most free and enjoyable state. Lin Xi "No matter how deep the sky is"

24. Loneliness is a kind of purity, it means that it doesn't matter after love recedes. Tears are a kind of defense and a burden of boredom in your heart.

25. Many plots end in understanding, either left or right, front or back, there will always be such vacillation, but you are still hiding there, refusing to leave.

26. When you are hesitating whether to give up, don't give up, because if you really want to give up, you won't hesitate.

27. Giving up is not only the way back from the journey, but also the way to start the journey again. It is also the way to think deeply about the past, and it is also the way full of longing for the future. Thousands of lights of wisdom shine brightly in the gentle and clear sky, stretching out the gentle wings of the music of life to bring out the bright spring seasons of life.

28. It is not painful to give up a person, but it is painful to give up the love in your heart.

29. We can see the prosperity, but we cannot touch the memories.

30. Self-discipline is a process of self-improvement, in which one must experience the pain of giving up, which is as severe as facing death. But, as is the nature of death, the old disappears so that the new can be born. M Scott Pike "The Road Less Traveled"

31. Forgetting means death on the top and heart on the bottom. Unless your heart is dead, you can forget it.

32. When the last note sounded, longing came to a rest, and no matter how beautiful the sentence was, it also came to an end. However, this does not herald the end, but represents another wonderful continuation.

33. My wish is to sleep until I am a child.

34. When traveling, choose someone who is on the same page as you. If not, go alone.

35. There is a person in this world who is always waiting for you. No matter when or where you are, you know that there is always such a person.

36. If you don’t love someone, please let go so that others can have a chance to love them; if the person you love gives up on you, please let go of yourself so that you can have a chance to love others.

37. Many times, I clearly don’t think so in my heart, but I can’t control myself and say the opposite.

38. Who has not suffered from secret love? We always think that infatuation is very heavy, the heaviest weight in the world. One day, when we looked back, we realized that it had always been very light.

39. If you like someone, you must make him happy, make him happy, and make the relationship more sincere. If you can't do it, then just let it go!

40. If you shed tears, it will be my heart that gets wet first.

41. Give up silently, give up a favorite but undestined friend, give up a certain investment but no harvest feelings, give up a certain spiritual expectation, give up a certain thought, give up a certain choice. At this time you will feel sad.

42. Books are the ladder of human progress, and e-books are the elevator of human progress.

43. The wind will always be driven away by the rain, so why bother with boring things outside of you for the rest of your life? Movies There is a saying in "Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon"

44. Things that are too beautiful are never suitable for experience, and if they are lost, they cannot be forgotten.

45. When the day presses the night to the bed again, the sun is born.

46. Giving up is a wandering song, singing lowly in the heart. It is a frustrated life full of self-confidence; it makes the fallen faith rise again; it makes the depressed fighting spirit face the morning light. Spout out; turn worldly disputes into friendship

47. People live in the memories of others. When everyone forgets you, you cease to exist. Sentences about wanting to leave but being reluctant to leave

I recently learned that a pair of friends who have been in love for many years had some conflicts, which aroused a lot of emotion in me. One thing is that a woman's self-reliance and self-improvement are reflected in whether you are willing to have a choice. When you are dissatisfied with something about a man, please frankly ask yourself if you can accept it. If you can't, please tell him frankly. Don't force yourself into a vicious cycle of wanting to leave but being reluctant to leave. As we all enter our thirties, we should have a better understanding of the life we ??want.

Sentences about wanting to leave but reluctant to leave

1. You can no longer see the tears I shed for you, it’s always too late. I want to leave this familiar place but I can’t bear to do so, and I still fantasize about when I might meet you again.

2. It’s probably because I’m so disappointed over and over again that I can’t feel that you care anymore. Sometimes I really want to leave. Maybe this way we’ll be relaxed, but I can’t bear to leave. You tell me that leaving really means Can it be easy? I still want to wait a little longer haha! It's all up to you.

3. I want to say it but can’t, I want to cry but can’t, I want to leave but can’t let it go, the struggle is the most heartbreaking

4. The power of habit is really scary, I wanted to leave before, but now I really left, but I couldn’t bear to leave. My heart felt empty. People are pretentious.

5. What makes people anxious is that they don’t know what they are anxious about. I have a strong desire to do things well and feel stressed. I am tired of the worldly life and want to escape. I want to leave and find a place to escape from the world, but I am reluctant to let go. In my heart, I yearn for the right person to appear, but I also feel that attachment to emotions is just a prerequisite, so it is better to devote myself to practice and realize the Dharmakaya early. Sometimes he is awake and sometimes confused, and he is upside down.

6. I feel uncomfortable and have no place to talk about it. I don’t want to post it on Moments for them to see, and let my family see it and worry. I want to leave but I can’t bear to leave my two children, but I don’t want to live like this. This is a make-or-break life. Interesting?

7. I really want to leave home and go out to play, but I really want to leave home to travel, but I can’t bear to leave home. It’s really, really weird.

8. Is this TV show appearing at this juncture hinting at me? To end this bad life and marriage, but what about the child? How can he live without me? Sometimes I really want to Throwing things, but in the end I may only be able to throw a fan. I am angry and helpless. I have never been so helpless as now. I want to fight and change to no avail. I want to give up and leave but I can’t let go of my children. Sometimes I just think about my short life. It’s really heartbreaking to be ruined like this, I’ve never been helpless before

9. No matter how much I wanted to leave the public, when the day came to leave, I found that I couldn’t leave! I used to hope that time would fly by when I went to work. A little, and now I hope to live a little slower. The complaints in the past have turned into reluctance now! On the last night, slowly enjoy the process of working for the last time!

10. I have really had enough. I want to leave but I can’t bear to leave my children. If I don’t leave, I will suffer endless grievances every day!

11. The latest Weibo. I wanted to leave the circle but was reluctant to let go of the information. However, when I opened it, I saw a lot of information that made me uncomfortable. I'm just a salted fish. I'd better stay quiet for a few days.

12. Everyone is so cool! We went to the principal's office to protest overtime. Although it only took one day. But there has also been great progress. Unity is strength. Those vicious and unrealistic words to destroy someone. Relieve the hatred in my heart. So many people shed tears in that small room. This kindergarten is like a boyfriend who is a scumbag. He wants to leave but is reluctant to let go. If he doesn't leave, there will be a lot of unfairness and he will treat you very scumbag. Thinking only of himself.

13. After seeing some people and things clearly, I want to leave but am reluctant to leave. . . . . It's better to be warm. . . .

14. I will leave tomorrow. I want to leave Rongchang, but I am reluctant to leave. I don’t know when I will come back after leaving this time.

15. I can’t stand this kind of dissatisfaction. The days when I am cared about, I want to leave but I can’t bear to leave, I just wait and wait every day! Am I really not good enough? Or do you think I don’t love you enough? In fact, I really, really love you very much!

16. I finally made a decision. I was struggling. I wanted to leave, but I didn’t want to face unfamiliar people and environment, and I couldn’t bear to leave them. After struggling for many days, I finally decided to leave. I couldn’t explain it. My mood is not as happy as I imagined, so be it, I have to leave after all. Happy birthday to myself

17. In a relationship, there are more tears than laughter. Should I end this relationship? I thought about leaving, but when I heard him tell me that he couldn’t let me go, he softened his heart when he still loved me, so I couldn’t let go. I actually really wanted to leave because I couldn’t stand the hot and cold. I was really tired< /p>

18. I feel so helpless! I don’t know how to face that hypocritical face. I really don’t want to go back to that place, but is there anywhere I can go? I have reached this point and I really don’t know how to go on in the future. I want to leave but I can’t let go of my baby. What should I do

19. This is how life is when you are really tired! I wonder sometimes. Is this fate? Every time I'm dreaming.

But happy and carefree. When you wake up from a dream. Back to reality. Extremely scared. Don't want to face reality. But be strong yourself. Every time, I said I was going to be strong and strong. But let's face it. I can't. I'm really, really tired. Sometimes I want to leave this world. But I can’t bear to give up many things. Is this your own life? Just accept your fate.

Twenty. I had insomnia again. After giving birth, I realized that my husband was not the type I wanted. No matter what you said, he was not taken seriously. I felt all kinds of unhappy. I really wanted to leave this place. Family, but I can’t let go of the child, and I don’t know how long I can last. I really want to cry. Can’t I get divorced after giving birth?

21. I want to leave, but I can’t let go, my elves. ! I want a stable life, but I can't settle in one place. I want to go out and roam freely, but I also have a very home-loving personality. I can't figure out the tangled feelings myself. Understanding is just the beginning, working hard to change the status quo is the most important thing!

22. You never know what you need in life, and spending the day is suffering. I want to leave but can't bear to leave, but I stay but waste my time. How many years are left, how old can I be, yours

23. I couldn’t sleep through the long night, but I couldn’t say the difficult sutras to recite. Oh, it’s troublesome. I want to leave but I can’t bear to leave. I'm sick

24. I want to leave, but I can't bear to leave. What is the most important thing in life?

Twenty-five, now, I am at a loss about life. I want to leave, but I can't bear to leave. But I can't find a reason to persist. Accept your fate? Marry on a blind date?

26. I want to leave, but I am worried and reluctant to leave, but I really want to leave.

27. I have a lot of troubles that I can’t figure out, and there are a lot of things that I want to do, but I can’t solve them, and I can’t figure them out. I live in a muddle every day. When will I be able to solve my problems? I'm a little motivated, what's holding me up? I often remind myself that it’s time to recharge and change the environment, but there are always many things that hinder my determination, and then I keep putting it off, irritated, and want to leave but can’t bear to leave. What should I do?

Twenty 8. I’m tired and want to leave! But I couldn’t bear to leave that child! A mother's helplessness. How long can I keep pretending to be strong? But I have to keep going because every time I am in a bad mood or have a quarrel, my child will get sick. So I have to make myself happy

29. I always feel inexplicably wronged. There is no blame or criticism in my tone, but tears just fall unconsciously. I want to leave, but I can't bear to leave. I am really afraid that the person who loves me the most will also leave me in the future, and I will really have nowhere to go.

Thirty. I like Xi'an, a strange and familiar place. Love this place. I want to leave you but I can’t bear to leave you. Although I don’t have my lover in this city, at least I have feelings.

Thirty-one, the mood is the same as the haze. . . I want to leave but I can't bear to leave my child. . . I have endured it many times, but every time I was so soft-hearted. . . I wanted someone who loved me to protect me, but that person didn't appear. . . My happiness was ruined in my own hands. . .

32. Children are a sweet burden, but they are also a burden after all! He (she) is like a shackles, tightly trapping the woman, making her want to leave but reluctant to feel sorry for the child. Will the child resent her for not leaving? It is difficult to live a compromised life and feel sorry for myself. Life is short and youth is fleeting. Why can men talk about divorce so easily? Then they find a mistress to live with. Have they ever thought about their children's feelings?

33. Before I met you, I wasn’t in a hurry, and after I met you, I wasn’t in a hurry either, but now I’m so anxious in this situation; I want to leave but can’t let go, and it’s painful not to leave; I'm afraid that I will be close to you involuntarily, just like you are touching me unconsciously!

Thirty-four or three years, just like this, I have always wanted to leave this place, but when it was time to leave, I couldn’t bear to leave.

Thirty-five, how should I put it? Many times I want to be free but I am entangled, I want to leave but I am reluctant to let go. When can I just care about myself?

Thirty-six. On the last day, I finally couldn’t hold it in any longer. I wanted to leave but couldn’t bear to leave.

Please don't ask me again why I am willing to leave such a small baby at home. I have been putting up with it for a long time.

37. Sometimes I am so worthless that I want to let go but I can't. You want to get close but you know it's not what you want. It is tasteless to eat and a pity to throw away. I usually feel aggrieved in my heart, but when I really want to leave, I can't bear to leave.

Thirty-eight. I want to leave but I can’t let you go. It’s really annoying. I don’t know where to go. I’ll go crazy if I stay here.

Thirty-nine. Why is it so poor here? Woolen cloth? Sometimes I really want to leave because I am afraid of poverty, but I am reluctant to leave. What should I do?

Forty. It may be that some people no longer feel sad about leaving or parting. It may be that some people have left too many times and come back, or they want to leave but are reluctant to go back and forth. After going back and forth, they feel that their previous selves are pathetic and ridiculous. The most reluctant thing is that I came to Spain two years ago like a primary school student on a spring outing and left Japan with the same words: The grass will be green in the coming year, and the old friends will see it differently.

41. But whenever this happens, I can't sleep. Because I can always hear my own heartbeat, thump, thump, thump, thump, I want to leave him and go to sleep, but I can’t. I just kept listening to the thumping of my heartbeat, always trying to fall asleep but unable to fall asleep for a long time

42. Recently, I feel like I am dragging him down, and I feel full of guilt. It's very contradictory to want to leave but be reluctant to leave.

43. The heart that was finally calm was disturbed again. I'm very annoyed, I want to leave here, but I can't let go of my son.

44. If you want to leave but can’t bear to leave, maybe it’s just your imagination. There’s no need to be obsessed with it. Leave as soon as possible and say goodbye