Dear Crayon Shin-chan

Xiaoxin, I’m thinking about how to talk to you. I want to tell you that your father is gone, but how is this possible? Even I don’t believe it when I say this. The man Usui Yoshito who created you, a little gangster, could die so suddenly. I have always felt that there are always some people in this world who will be immortal and will always exist. They will penetrate into every bit of your life and always make you think of them inadvertently. So even if one day someone tells me, He did leave and I would still say, how is that possible. Xiaoxin, you are only 5 years old. You haven't found all the big sisters yet. You haven't had time to marry sister Nanazi. You haven't gone to elementary school with Kazama yet. You haven't found a wife for Xiaobai yet. You haven't yet realized your wonderful plan of letting Xiaokui grow up to help your brother pick up girls. You haven't had time to realize your wish to grow up quickly. Moreover, I still don't know what happened to you and Xiao Ai in the end. How did you do it? Can I just leave like this? Xiaoxin, many people always accuse you of being a little bastard and a hooligan, but I never think so, because whenever I see your family, they are always noisy and throwing pots and pans everywhere, but the ending is always happy. When we are together as a family, no matter how noisy or noisy we are, our hearts will always be extremely warm. Xiaoxin, I want to see you chatting up beautiful women in the future. You look like a little gangster and say, big sister, do you like green peppers? Do you want to eat natto without green onions? You flatter Sister Nanazi, and you sing with your hips twisted. You sing the elephant song, you bully Masao, you have an affair with Kazama, you play house with Nini unwillingly, you get shot in the head by your mother, when you come home you say "Mom, you are back, Mom, I need to be careful" and then again You were scolded by your mother, you were helplessly bullied by Xiaokui, you refused to walk around Xiaobai and did not feed him dog food, you and Xiaokui were so smoked by your father's shoes that they fainted, you and Xiaokui liked to be rubbed by your father's beard most, and they would definitely do it. If you have just shaved, do you think Mengya’s decadent life is what you want? And then you say with envy that you live so freely. You say you are almost 30 years old, and your waist is thin. Don’t put on makeup when you go out with so much pussy and you’re so pretty. If you tell me, dad, you’re actually hiding private money, I’m going to tell mom! You little potato-headed hooligan, your words are really annoying. Xiaoxin, please don't leave, you really have a lot of things that keep me warm. You have a good mother. Although she is always banging your head, hating you and correcting your mistakes all the time, she will still cover you with the quilt you kicked off at night. Although you can't catch the kindergarten bus every morning, she complains but still rides to take you to kindergarten every day, rain or shine. When you are in danger, she is desperate. When you are scolded by other adults and feel wronged, she is always patient outside. She will still put her hands on her hips and scold you back regardless of the image. She really loves you. You have a good father, a father who, although he is cowardly and often suffers external criticism, really loves you very much. Although he does not make a lot of money, he has been working hard, trying hard to pay off the mortgage for 32 years, and trying hard to make him love you. To live a good life, he drags his tired body home from work every day, but he always smiles so happily the moment he sees you, as if as long as he sees you, all the hardships have disappeared, and any hardships are tolerable. , although he often couldn't control his eyes when looking at beautiful women on the street, he would always remember the warmth of home. You also have such a talented dog, I still remember you called it SIROI, a little dog who bullies the weak and fears the strong like you. I made the sound of your name Xiaobai as a text message ring tone, even though Xiaobai is the one you pick up because of your overflowing sympathy. You are a little wild dog, but you are so smart and can talk nonsense to you! Marshmallow! It curled up into a ball. Although you often forgot to feed it and walk it, when Xiaobai was about to be launched into space, you wanted to die. I always remember the way you wanted to die. I know you love it, just like I saw it a long, long time ago. The video I watched was about you and Xiaobai 15 years later, after Xiaobai gets old and dies, but now it seems that neither you nor Xiaobai can grow up.

You have so many friends who force you to play house with Nini. I still remember the rabbit she would pull out from her clothes at any time to vent her anger. It was always a stupid dumb guy with a piece of snot hanging from his nose. The dumb dumb guy was so wise. The cowardly Masao is always bullied by you. You said how many times you made him cry. By the way, there is also Kazama who has been ambiguous with you. Don’t you like to blow his ears? Don’t leave, Xiaoxin. Kazama will definitely cry when you leave, just like when he left for the United States, weren't your eyes wet too? You also have that teacher Matsuzaka who is always beautiful and can't get married. I want to know which man she will marry in the future, and that teacher Yoshinaga who always scolds you. In fact, she really loves you, even though you always It was to mess up her date with Shi Ban, and there was also the director of the park, that good old man with a fierce look on his face, who was always completely helpless when you called him boss or team leader. I almost forgot, and the one whose eyes were always covered with thick Teacher Ueio, who was hiding a bit of inferiority due to his glasses, seemed to have just begun to fall in love with Ai's bodyguard Kuroiso, but it would only be a sign forever. Xiaoxin, ask your dad to go home and watch Superman. I'm afraid he won't remember the way home. Can you pick him up? Xiaoxin, tell me, does he want to delay the manuscript again? Just like the writers he drew in the comics who often run away and disappear in order to delay the manuscript, he also wants to play this kind of game in reality, Xiaoxin, you We should accuse him of this irresponsible behavior for us. Xiaoxin, I really want to watch your annual theatrical version. I haven’t watched this year’s theatrical version of Harugabu Safari just to look forward to it. There is also my favorite 15th anniversary TV commemorative version, with Japanese subtitles. The production, the pictures are so exquisite that I can't put it down. Please don't deprive me of the pleasure of searching for potatoes every week, okay? I buffer several episodes every day before I go downstairs to make dinner. I'm in the mood to watch your 15th anniversary. You should also take it. Walk? Xiaoxin, you little gangster, your life has just begun. I really want to see you and your sister grow up together. I always thought I could watch you grow up, so don’t leave, okay. I used to think that there were thousands of episodes of Xiaoxin, which was really a lot. Now I feel that there are really very few. There are still so many days in my future life, and they are still so long, so long. Just a few episodes are not enough for me to remember. you. I have become accustomed to waiting for you every year, every month, every week. But I didn't expect that this kind of waiting would last forever. My memory of Xiaoxin is still in Chapter 662 of the new series in August 2009. After November 2009, the manuscripts were all used up, and I only knew that from now on, there would be no more novels in this world. Xiaoxin, your life will always stay at the age of 5. No more Nohara Shinnosuke, Nohara Mizu, Nohara Hiroshi, Nohara Aoi, Koyama Yumezu, Maya, Nohara Ginnosuke, Shiro, Dumb, Masao, Kazama, Nini, Koai, Yoshinaga-sensei, Matsuzaka-sensei, Teacher Ueio, Mr. Principal. Usui Yoshito, just like that, with a cool wave of your hand, you made Xiaoxin's world feel as if time had stood still and everything was gone. You took away the memories of an entire generation. And the countless joys you once brought me still exist so real. Well, if this is a dream, then when I wake up from the dream, will I still see a kid with potato head, red short sleeves and yellow shorts pop up and say: Hello everyone! My name is Nohara Shinnosuke, I am five years old this year. Himawari, a student in Futaba Kindergarten in Kasuga City, has a mother and father at home, and a puppy named Xiaobai! I love eating chocolate bear cookies and dynamic burgers. My favorite things to do are butt dance, putting my mother's underwear on my head, elephant dance, learning dynamic superman laughter, shooting dynamic light waves, and rolling around! I will definitely grab him and say, you little gangster, you haven’t left yet, then don’t leave! My sister will take you to find Nanazi and give you royal chocolate frog biscuits! Little gangster, little gangster, little gangster, little gangster, little gangster, let me call you a few more times!